Dean's POV

I don't believe in miracles. I don't even really believe in good thing happening to me at all. In my life I have had very few things go right. Pretty much since my mom died when I was four, the only thing to go right for me was meeting Lara. But this, being here, living like this with Lara, I think it might be some kind of miracle.

My death is imminent. Lara, Sam, Jo, Bobby, Karen, and Ellen all think there is something that can be done. Hell they even have Ruby, Kate, and Adam researching solutions but I am not that optimistic. Good things don't happen to me so why would I even begin to believe I can be saved. I will be in hell in less than a month. End of story. But this is a gift. It may have taken me longer than it should have and I know my dad knew all of this a year ago but I love Lara. I am so in love with her that I will never tell her. I can't have her know how I feel when I will be dead and she will have to deal with that. She would either say she felt the same way out of guilt because I am dying soon or maybe she would actually feel the same way. Either way she would try to stay true to me after I died because that is just the way she is. I can't put this on her. I want her to be happy after I die. I even prepped Adam on how to deal with her and what to do so he can eventually be with her. Being here I get to see what it would have been like if I actually got to be with her. This is what our life could have been well also if we were rich but still this is how easy it would be for us. Maybe saying it's easy is simplifying things a bit but it is. We just fit together so seamlessly. I don't feel wrong or weird holding and touching her and I don't think she does either. Everyone just knows that we belong together. It's refreshing.

Last night was surprisingly fun. I didn't think I would enjoy going out with pseudo Sam and other members of the cast of our life but I had fun. Lara looked gorgeous last night. The blue dress she wore made her eyes look great, I wish I had seen her in that dress in her real body where her eyes are a bit darker. It hugged every curve of her body and it made her look so sexy. I can't get over how amazing she looks pregnant. She just glows.

What happened to Kristin last night was hysterical. I am glad that Lara took care of that bitch for Liv. I don't doubt that Liv can kick some ass but not many men let alone women can kick the kind of ass Lara can. There isn't a doubt in my mind that Jensen is head over heels in love with Liv and would die for her but that doesn't mean that a girl can't fuck with their relationship. I also had more fun than I should have putting on a show for that bitch. I was a bit drunk last night but I do remember all of it, the buzz of top shelf liqueur just made me a bit more loose. I wish that when I had picked Lara off her feet that I had actually been taking her back to their room to make love to her instead of picking her up to fake it.

Today I wake up before Lara. This is the way I wish I could wake up every morning. Lara has her back to me and I can see the top of her back and neck through her dark hair. I have my arm over her side and it's gently resting on the baby. The silk of her night gown just follows the sway of her hips and I can't help but move my hand up and down her silky side before getting out of bed.

My tshirt is on the floor near the bed and I grab it has I jump out of the bed. Lara has been working so hard on making awesome meals while we have been here so I will treat her today. I can't make much. I wish I had learned more, maybe life would have been better for Sammy and he wouldn't have wanted to move in with Bobby and Karen, but I know how to make a few things well. I can make a steak that will make you moan and baked potatoes that melt in your mouth. For breakfast my french toast will make you beg for more and today is my time to shine.

The living room is still quiet and I am surprised to see that Tom is now sleeping on the sofa. I walk up closer to him and notice there is something bright green in his ears, he has in ear plugs. Well that makes me proud. Would have made me prouder if I was actually with her last night. I try not to scare the guy but I gently push his shoulder so he can start getting up while I make breakfast. He jumps awake then once he notices it's me he breaks into a grin. He pulls the ear plugs out and starts to sit up. "So how did you end up out here?" I ask him.

Tom rolls his eyes and looks to the guest bedroom's door. "Kristin came in about an hour after we got back and kicked me out of the bed saying she couldn't sleep on the couch with all the noise you guys were making. Luckily I know to bring ear plugs when I stay with you guys." I laugh and head into the kitchen. "Well I am going to make breakfast why don't you get ready."

It only takes a few minutes to realize why Lara loves cooking in here so much. These two spared no expenses. They have sub zero and viking appliances and even I know that means this is top of the line shit. Lara's supplies for lunch and dinner for the next few days are in various stages of prep in the fridge and I pull out what I need to make Lara's mouth water.

While I am mixing the egg and the milk the front door opens and Jared comes stumbling in wearing douche bag aviator sun glasses with Chad and Allison trailing behind him. He looks hella hung over. "How you doing there champ?" I yell over to him. He moans out like he is gonna vomit. "Do you want some scrapple? I know how much you like pig intestines." I can't help but treat him like my Sammy right now.

Jared hunches over for a second and I think he is gonna puke on the floor the he sits up and gives me his patent bitch face... glad to know some things don't change. "Don't be an asshole Jensen." He says sitting down at the counter. Chad and Allison take a seat at the table and start to talk together. I am not a huge fan of this Chad. He seems a bit like an ass. I can see why our assistant Chad doesn't like him.

Within a few minutes Tom and Kristin both come into the kitchen too. They both take a seat at the table and Kristin won't even look me in the eyes. I have a few pieces of toast done and I plate it and hand them out with a few slices of bacon.

Finally the door opens to the bedroom and Lara comes out looking has adorable as ever. She is still wearing the silk night gown that just sticks out beneath the big sweatshirt that says Texas on it that must be Jensen's on I can just see the slight swell of her belly beneath the oversized sweatshirt. Her hair looks deceptively sex tussled. She searches the room for a moment then sees me at the stove and smiles brightly, her eyes still a bit hooded with sleep. She crosses the room like no one else is in the room and wraps her arms around my waist. I lean down and kiss the top of her head and when she pulls back I kiss her lips. She just smiles and buries her head in my chest. "What smells so good?" She asks into my chest.

"Oh that would be me darlin'." I joke with her. She laughs and I can feel the rumble on my chest. "I am making french toast you hungry?" I ask.

Lara pulls away from my body and rests her hand on her stomach. "Of course I am. Make me a plate." She says with a wink. While I get her a plate she opens the door to the fridge and pulls out a bottle of Tabasco. I give her a look and she shrugs her shoulders. "What I want something spicy on the toast." I laugh and take it from her hands. She goes to push me out of the way so she can finish breakfast but I lightly hit her hand. "Not today sweat heart I got it covered." She cocks her hip to the side and gives me a look but I just laugh.

Before she can respond I quickly pick her up and she makes a little shriek and everyone looks at us. I place her on the counter next to the stove and quickly corner her so she can't jump down. She chuckles and immediately traps me between her legs. I know she is putting on a show for Kristin but I don't care. I am going to enjoy every moment of this and remember it when I am in hell.

She pulls me in closer to her with her legs and I kiss her lips softly. With the position we are in if I am not careful Lara is going to know I am hard and I am going to have a hard time talking my way through that one. Lara slowly deepens the kiss and her legs tighten around me has she pulls me even closer and circles her hands around my neck. For a moment the whole world disappears. Then I smell a burning smell and Jared is yelling at me from the counter. "It's burning there Top Chef."

I reluctantly pull away from Lara and look down at the toast. I dump it in the trash and put two new slices on the pan. Lara hasn't moved from her spot on the counter and when I look back at her she shyly smiles at me. I touch the top of her thighs while I am working without even thinking about it. She lightly hits my leg with her foot and laughs. "You're feet are freezing Liv! Do you have slippers."

Lara just shrugs her shoulders. "I couldn't find them this morning." I look down at the toast and I have a few minutes. I run past everyone eating at the table and go into the bedroom and pull out a pair of thick socks and come back into the kitchen. Lara still hasn't moved and I lightly pick up her left foot. I slowly slip the sock on to her foot and once it's on I pick up her foot an kiss the ball of it. She laughs and I pick her right foot and gently put the other sock on and kiss it too.

"You two are making me sick. Can't you do that somewhere else?" Jared moans from the table. Tom starts to laugh. "You think this is bad you should have heard last night." Jared pales a bit and gives me a death glare that I know he doesn't mean.

Once the toast is down I put it on a plate and put some Tabasco on it and hand it to Lara. "Just the way you wanted it." She blushes and takes her plate over to the table next to Jared and starts to eat. She lets out a sinful moan when the first bit of food touches her lips that go straight to my dick but i manage to keep my cool by facing the stove to finish my breakfast and think about baseball played by naked grandmothers.

The rest of the morning goes quickly. I am happy to have all of these people out of our house even though I know that we are about to be getting more guests and it is going to be difficult. I am going to face some weird version of my parents but they aren't my parents. How am I suppose to deal with that? Jared is way to hung over to drive everyone to the airport and Lara claims she had a lot of work to do before the family comes. I was about to refuse that I was going to take them to the airport but luckily Chad says he will take them so we have time to get everything ready.

Almost immediately she gets to work. I can see how easily Lara could step right into the housewife role and even more surprisingly how much she seems to enjoy it. I try to help and just do what Lara wants but she works gracefully jumping between food and cleaning. I am excited to be able to eat the potato and macaroni salad she is making for lunch along with the sandwiches. I can't wait for the dinner she is preparing and more importantly the pie!

About an hour before her family or my parents or whoever these people are to us are to due come Jared comes stumbling in. Lara has our apartment clean and dinner in the oven with lunch ready to go. She even went over to Jared's side of the apartment to clean up the guest room for Dylan. She had a horrified expression on her face when she came back over and said she was hiring a maid for him. I couldn't help but laugh. The Sam we know is a neat freak and borderline OCD. "Hey guys I am going to go pick everyone up. Are you going to tell them when they first get here or wait till dinner?"

Lara looks to me and shrugs. "I guess when they get here." She rests her hand over the baby. "I don't think I could hide it that well anyways." I know she feels guilty stealing this moment from Liv and Jensen but it just the way the cards were dealt.

Before Jared can leave Chad comes up with a big box. "The maternity clothes you ordered came in Liv. I got them at the desk." Lara lets out an excited squeal and takes the box from him into the bedroom. I pick up a knife and laugh following her into the room. "You didn't even order this stuff Lara." I say quietly in case they are listening.

"I know but the clothes here don't fit. I am excited to have something to wear." I hand her the knife and she starts to pull clothes out. I go out to the living room to talk to Chad while she finishes up. About 25 minutes later she comes into the living room wearing "her" new clothes. They look like normal clothes but I can see they do fit her better and nothing is straining over her belly. She's in a pair of black pants with a silk purple tunic. You wouldn't know she was pregnant at first glance.

I can't stop from staring and she blushes at me and comes to sit by me on the couch and rests her head on my shoulders. "Should we hide the baby's picture?" She asks motioning to the photograph on the console near the front door that Jensen had framed or LIv the day we got here. I shake my head no. "We'll tell them once they get here so there is no need." She smiles and relaxes for a bit longer.

According to the clock they will be here any minute. Lara gets up and pulls out everything for lunch and sets it up buffet style on the counter. She has two big bowls of potato salad and macaroni salad, any kind of lunch meat I can imagine, with every cheese the store had, all kinds of veggies and other toppings and she even put out drinks ranging from beer to pop to water. This is a bit over the top but I know it made her happy.

The front door to the suite opens and we can hear everyone coming in. I tense. I am going to see my mom and dad. Even if they aren't my mom and dad here. Lara grabs my hand and squeezes. "It will be alright. I am here for you." She whispers. Chad is still here and isn't paying much attention to us since he is on his lap top.

Our front door opens and my mom comes through the door. I can't move for a moment. She is beautiful . She is obviously older then I remember and she looks a bit different from the Mary I saw with the djinn. She sees us both standing there and her face breaks in to the warmest smile. She runs over to Lara and grabs her in a tight hug then comes to me. "How are you both doing?" She asks smiling.

I can't respond. I try to but my mouth won't form words. I think I manage to stutter something and Lara just squeezes my hand. "We are wonderful. I am so glad you could make it." Before I can get my feet underneath me my father comes through the door. He looks different here, he looks better. He is the same height but not quite has built. There is no sign of binge drinking affecting his body. He has smile wrinkles around his eyes and he looks so happy. Wow so this is what my dad would have been like if mom never died.

"Baby girl!" He exclaims and pulls Lara into a tight hug. She laughs and hugs him fiercely back. I know she misses my father has well. "Daddy." She says softly when he puts her back on her feet and I can see tears threatening in the corner of her eyes.

"Don't think I forgot about you Jensen." He says to me with a gleam of something playful in his eyes. He grabs me in a tight hug and I sink into for a moment. My dad was never one for hugs after my mom died. "Would you like a drink sir?" I manage to finally choke out.

Mom laughs and hits my playfully. "How many times do I have to tell you to call us mom and dad or Caroline and Mike. I swear your parents raised you to well!" I feel choked up and before anyone can notice another tall man is coming into the apartment. He has on a cowboy hat and boots and is Jared's height. This must be Dylan.

"Get over here sis! I want a hug!" Dylan yells out. Lara goes to him and her hugs her tight. I can tell she is a bit nervous but it is obvious this man would never hurt his little sister. He looks a lot like Jared too. His hair is shorter and his skin is tanner but they have the same eyes and nose. When I see them all lined up I can see how they are all related. Liv's hair is lighter because she takes after Mike and her eyes are lighter because they are like Caroline. She is also taller because Caroline is a bit taller. Jared and Dylan have Mike's build and face but their moms mouth and a mix of their parents hair. They are a beautiful family.

Lara must notice I am freaking out slightly and she grabs my hand again. "Why don't you all put your bags in your rooms and come back out for lunch." Everyone agrees and we are alone for a moment. Lara turns to me and pulls me in a tight caring hug. "Are you doing alright?" She asks me quietly.

I feel a tear fall out of my eye and trickle down my cheek and land in Lara's hair. She looks up and smiles at me. "I know this is hard." I shake my head and try to get control over my emotions. Mike and Caroline comes back into the room and Mike laughs. "Don't think you are going to be hogging my baby girl all to yourself while I am here. You see her every day."

Lara laughs and turns around to escort Liv's father to the food. "Don't pick on him daddy." She says with a wink. I have never been happier of my hunter upbringing. We are both just slipping into an alias and playing our parts.

The next 10 minutes are hectic. Everyone is getting their food and getting situated. Chad tries to leave but Caroline says she wouldn't dream of him leaving before lunch was over. We are all seated and Lara looks at me nervously. We have to tell them. She coughs lightly and everyone stops and looks at her. Jared with a shit eating grin on his face. "So I know you all are probably wondering why we insisted you come up here."

They all shake their heads and smile. Lara grabs my hand and looks to her belly then to Liv's family. "Well Jensen and I had some big news that we wanted to tell you in person." She pauses again and looks at me to finish. I don't know if I can do it but she squeezes my hand and I know she wants me to tell them. "Liv is going to be having a baby." I spit out.

For a moment no one moves then everyone erupts in happy laughter and congratulations. Caroline pulls Lara out of her seat and hugs her the rests her hand on her the baby. "I knew it. I just knew it!" She says happily.

Mike comes over and hugs Lara tightly and I can see him to trying to cry. "Our first grandbaby and it's from our baby." He chokes out. Caroline hits him playfully and they both hug me too.

The next few hours are perfect. We all just hang out has a family. It should be weird since we are not Liv and Jensen but for some reason we slip right in to the role. Dinner was amazing and everyone was shocked that Lara made the meal because apparently Liv can't cook. After dinner Dylan and Jared went out and left the rest of us at home. Lara is on the couch with Liv's mom, my mom, and they are going through baby catalogues. For a moment it looks like a scene from when the djinn had me. Lara is cuddled up leaning on my mom and they are looking at stuff for the twins. Thinking of that time physically hurts me still.

A hand grabs my shoulder and I jump a bit and see Mike standing over me. "Why don't you come with me to the balcony. I have some celebration cigars for us." He offers. I give Lara one last look and she smiles at me then I head out with Mike.

Once on the porch he hands me a lit cigar and he breathes in a deep puff. "I don't know if I've seen a man so smitten with his wife." He says to me off handily. "Except maybe me with Caroline." He then winks a me.

"What can I say I love her." I reply. I can see her through the window laughing at something Caroline said. Her head is thrown back and her eyes are twinkling.

"It's terrifying and wonderful all at once." Mike says puffing on his cigar. I give him a confused look. "Loving someone like that. When Jared called me and told me you were having sex with my baby girl I thought I was going to need to kill you. Until that night we don't speak of, and I realized you truly loved her. Even now I can tell you love her more and more every day. You hardly let her out of arms reach and you touch her constantly. Almost like you are reminding yourself she is there. It's terrifying to love someone like that but it's the most wonderful feeling in the world. It only gets harder with children."

I take a seat next to him on the porch and I take a puff of the cigar has well. I never really liked them much but it seems like the thing to do right now. "Why is it harder with children?" I ask him.

Mike chuckles and looks inside at his wife and who he thinks is his daughter." I know it seems impossible but if your spouse passes away you can survive that. It wouldn't be fun and you would want to be dead but you can survive it. Every time your baby goes out that door without you and your aren't there to protect them you are scared until you see them again. Losing a child is something no one ever gets over. If anything ever happened to one of my kids I would die from the grief. Having a child is the best thing to ever happen to me and I love them all so much but every time they leave they take my heart with them. You will know what I am talking about the moment that baby comes out of Liv and you hold it for the first time. People think that the mom that has the stronger connection with the baby. But it's not true. They just have a different connection. They have 9 months of feeling that child in them growing but that doesn't mean we love them any less." I don't respond and we just sit there in silence for a bit. I feel like this is my dad talking to me. He did survive my mom's death. Not well by any means but he did survive. He told us numerous times he would never handle something happening to Sam and me. "Enjoy these years they go so fast." Mike comments has he rubs out his cigar. "I have something else to talk to you about."

Mike stands up pulls a photograph out of his pocket and hands it to me. It's hard to see in this light but after a moment I recognize Lara's parents. I look up at him confused. Frank and Betsy are flanking Lara only I guess it's Liv in front of huge log house. "Caroline's and mine best friends Joe and Theresa have decided to sell their ranch. It has always been Liv's dream house . They couldn't have kids of their own and are all of my kids god parents has I am sure you know. Liv has always been especially close with them. They wanted to let me know so I could tell Liv first so she would have the chance to buy it. They are willing to sell it to her at a huge bargain. I know you guys are working up here but when the show is done you'll need somewhere to go. Do you think you guys might want to buy it?"

Lara said that Liv wrote about this ranch in her diary and has plans for it already. I stare at the picture and can't help but smile. Lara's parents are here after all and they love her. "I want to buy it for her. Give it to her has a surprise once the baby is born. Can you help me with that?" I ask him holding the picture to me. He breaks into a huge grin and leans across and hugs me. "I am glad you are the man that married my baby girl." He then gets up and heads back inside. I know he will help Jensen get that property for Liv.

I stay outside for a bit and just look at the city. It feels strange being in this apartment. It's so nice, too nice for me, but the life I wish I could give Lara none the less. I look back inside and Lara is laughing with Liv's parents. For a moment I allow myself to pretend this is my life. Lara and I are married and my parents never died. We have just moved into our first house and my parents are staying with us. I like how this fake world feels. A part of me wants to stay here forever. But this isn't my life. I shake off the feeling of longing and go back inside.

The four of us head to bed despite the fact that Jared and Dylan are still out. Once in the safety of our bedroom I pull Lara to me in a strong hug. "That was torture and heaven all at once." I mutter into her hair. She just holds me tighter. "Why did you have me tell them about the baby?" I ask her.

Lara pushes back from me and smiles at me. Her light blue eyes sparkling. They aren't the eyes I am used to but they are still stunning. "I figured this was your only chance to tell your parents you were having a baby. I wanted you to have that." I pull her to me and kiss the top of her head. I wish I could kiss her lips.

"Mike talked to me on the porch about that property in Texas that Liv loves. The owners are selling it and I told him I wanted to buy it for a surprise for LIv when the baby is born." Lara pulls back and smiles at me. "That is lovely Dean." She moves to her drawers to pull out her pajamas.

I come up behind her and pull the photograph out of my pocket. "Your parents are here Lara. They are your god parents and love you very much. In fact they own that ranch." I hand her the photo and Lara stares at it for moment not responding. I stand their awkwardly, worried I upset her. Then Lara looks up at me and smiles with tears running down her face. "Thank you." She mouths unable to speak quite yet. I kiss he lips. and get ready for bed myself. It takes me a few moments to realize what I did and I look up at Lara.

"I am sorry I don't know why I did that." I respond nervously. Lara chuckles and touches her lips for a moment. "It's acting like this. It's hard to keep it straight." She responds getting into bed.

This night like the nights prior we crawl into bed and hold on to each other. It feels so wonderful, so perfect. I drift off quickly and so does Lara.

The next morning I wake up to Lara making breakfast in the kitchen for everyone. We all eat together and spend the day exploring the city. Liv's parents think it's strange how excited we get to see new things but we claim we don't get out much because of filming.

After lunch Caroline takes Lara shopping and Mike and I head out with Jared and Dylan to a pub. By the time we get back to the apartment Lara is making dinner and we are all pretty toasted. It was a great day. I just got to relax with these weird happy versions of my parents. I even enjoyed getting to know Liv and Jared's older brother Dylan. He is a fun guy, and a cow boy at heart. He told me that the would help us run that ranch while we are still in Canada.

I guess the alcohol has been a bit handsy because when we get into the apartment I make a bee line for Lara and my hands are all over her. I caress her sides, rub her back, touch the baby, and nuzzle my face into her neck. "If you want dinner not to burn you'll keep your hands to yourself." Lara says with a laugh.

A piece of bread hits the back of my head and I whip around and frown at the culprit. Jared and Dylan are standing there laughing at me. "Get your paws of my sister at least until after dinner." Dylan yells at me.

Lara stops what she is doing and turns around and sends them glares. She faces me and grabs my face and brings my lips to hers and kisses me deeply. I don't have time to register what is happening. All I know is that Lara's hands are on my neck and her tongue is in my mouth and I am complete. Just has suddenly has she started she stops and smiles at Liv's brothers. "He can put his hands where ever he wants." She smirks at them. They both make gagging sounds and head back to Jared's place. "Go wash up." She tells me quietly.

Dinner is beyond amazing and I'm not just saying that because pie was involved. Lara is just that great of a cook. I wish I had been by the road house more to get some of this grub. After dinner we all hang out in the living room and then Jared's phone gets an alert. He grabs it and looks it and throws it at me. "You've been outted!" He says.

I catch the phone and look at it. There is a series of paparazzi style photos. The first is of Lara and I at the bar for Jared's birthday. Lara's dress didn't leave any curve untouched and her bump is proudly displayed. The next photo is of me kissing Lara at the party. Then there are some shots today of Lara shopping for baby clothes with Caroline and me out with her family. The blog is alluding to the fact that we are together. I hand the phone over to Lara and she looks over it and throws it back to Jared. "We told that interviewer anyways and that's coming out tomorrow."

Dylan coughs and look between us. "You guys have been ridiculously covert about this whole thing. Why are you ok with it now?" Lara shrugs and leans into me. She fits so perfectly with me. "We are having a baby Dylan I think the gig is up." That gets a laugh at out of everyone.

The next morning is rushed. Lara makes breakfast for everyone but their flight leaves in the early afternoon. Jared and I decide to take them to the airport so we have our monthly bro lunch afterwards.

Lara cries has she says good bye to Liv's parents. She isn't sobbing because she is sad. I know this time with them was special for her just like it was for me. She never knew my mother and her and my father had a special relationship. Lara kisses me before we leave and I smile the whole way there. It's been weird yet fun acting like a real couple these last few days. I don't know if I will be able to go back to just being her friend.

At the airport I get out of the car and just hold my mom to me. This was a great gift I was given and I will remember it always. "We will miss you." I tell her trying not to cry. She smiles and kisses both my cheeks. "The season is almost over then you and Liv can come home for a bit and you will get sick of my face."

"That could never happen...mom." She smiles at me and kisses my cheek again. Then I go to say good bye to Mike. I never got to say good bye to my dad that way I wanted too. This makes it hard. I give him a tight hug. "I miss you...I mean we will miss you." I try to cover. He gives me a confused look and pats my back.

"You be good to my baby girl Jensen." He says with a wink. I watch them go into the airport and stand there for a bit without moving until Jared hits me. "You alright there?" I shake out of it and give him a big grin and we head to lunch.

I am once again surprised at how easy lunch is with Jared. I thought it would be weird because he's not Sam but is Sam but we have fun. We mesh easily. We have a long lunch and talk about all kinds of useless stuff. On the way back we get a text for Chad to have me go to his apartment when we get back first.

Once back at the high rise apartment building I head to Chad's and Jared heads back to his place. I knock on Chad's door and he opens it. He is in a much smaller apartment in the same complex and apparently we pay for him to be nearby. "Oh hey Jensen! I got those episodes you wanted." He hands me a dvd case.

"Thanks Chad." I say grabbing the dvds to me. I look around for a moment. "Hey have they send the pages out for the finale yet? You know when Dean's deal comes to an end."

Chad shakes his head. "Yea you read over it last week I think. Why?" I shrug. "I guess I forgot it with all the stuff with Liv. What happens?"

"Well the episode ends with Sam's demon powers coming out, Ruby might be dead, Lilith barely escapes, Lara might be dead, and Dean is in hell." My head shoots up. Lara might be dead? "What happens to Lara?" I ask probably to anxiously.

Chad gives me a weird look and scrunches his face together like he is thinking. "In the season finale Lara insists on going with Dean and Sam. Lilith isn't able to hurt Sam because of his powers but that doesn't help Dean or Lara. They both get ripped to shreds by hellhounds. Her part of the episode ends with Sam trying to stop the bleeding screaming that he can't handle her dying too."

I can't allow that happen. I have to make sure she isn't there at all costs. I can't have anything happen to her. "Thank for these." I say with a wave and head back to our place. The elevator ride seems to take forever has I think about what Chad said. Lara ends up ripped apart by hell hounds. I will never allow them to touch her. I need to hold her to me. I need to feel her and know she is arlight. I notice my grip on the dvd is tight and I loosen it a bit.

The apartment is quiet when I first come in. Maybe Lara is taking a nap. She had a busy weekend. I put the take my jacket off and cover the dvds with it and move to the kitchen to get a bottle of water when I hear a moan from the bedroom. "God Liv..." I hear from behind the door. I freeze for a moment then run to the bedroom and fling the door open.

It takes a moment for my brain to reconcile what is going on. It's like it short circuited or something. Lara is laying on the bed with her head thrown back and she is touching herself. I look to the tv and I see she is watching the at home sex tape that Liv and Jensen filmed. I don't want to scare her and I try to back out of the room quietly but Lara notices me and screams out. "Dean!" She yells.

I take a step back and put my hands up. "Sorry Lara. I heard a noise and just came in." Lara pulls her nightgown down and jumps out of bed. "It's not what it looks like."

I look around the room and don't mean to laugh. "Ok maybe it's is what it looks like. It's just with all these hormones I was just so horny, like the doctor said at the birthing class and well... I was taking care of it." She makes eye contact with me and we both start to crack up.

We laugh for a few minutes. We laugh hard and for a reason I'm not entirely sure of. By the time our laughs are dying off we are both sitting on the bed. When we stop Lara looks at me and blushes. "What is it?" I ask her softly.

Lara keeps looking down at her feet. "Can I ask you for a favor?" She ask quietly asks back. I put my arm around her shoulder and squeeze. "Of course squirt. What do you need?"

She doesn't say anything for a moment and I just wait for her to speak. She'll ask when she is ready. She turns slowly and looks me in the eyes. "Will you sleep with me?"

a/n So wanna leave a review?! Sorry it took me so long to get this out. I lost track of time.