The Songs in this Chapter go as Follows

Slipped Away-Avril Lavigne

Never Be The Same-RED

What Do I Tell My Heart-Joy Enriques

(yes i know same title of the chapter hehe) Just a reminder though The italics between the bold brackets [] are montage/background music.


Arc 1 End

Chapter 44: What do I tell my Heart...


Everyone was still buzzing with joy the good news that was spreading like wild fire within the wizarding community. But after being hit with the killing curse like she had Skyler moved to the ruined court yard for some air…She spoke with the centaur herd before they departed back to the forest and she stood looking out to no where in particular..her thoughts wandered but not to much as Harry had followed her out and of course with him came Hermione and Ron. The trio just couldn't help but pull each other in for a hug knowing that their long fight was over.

It was over, Voldemort was gone as Skyler stood watching her brother smiling bright hugging his friends she knew he was free. Free from the darkness that still loomed over her. For now though, for now there would be peace no matter how short...it was peace. She nodded her head mocking a salute to him before turning to leave them in their moment." Skye where you going?" Harry asked still holding on to his friends. The vajra turned to look at the trio they had been through so much, yet they knew nothing of the evil yet to come…well technically one did…but still..It was in that moment she knew she had to leave and quickly time was not on her side."Inside hermano to see if I could help..." She chuckled softly,"maybe you three should come too looks like you all need some patch work"

The second wizarding war was now over as the group walked back to the castle they couldn't help but laugh and smile. All but one true smiles of happiness.

~x~

The next few days were ones of searching for bodies or identifying them. The weeks that followed were ones rebuilding the school. The golden trio were plastered across the front pages of the papers about how the boy who lived defeated the senseless Dark wizard Lord Voldemort. How the brightest witch of her age helped to destroy horcruxes. Also how she was now dating Harry Potters best friend or sidekick as the papers put it. The media was abuzz about the new couple as well as Harry Dating Ron's sister Ginny. When all work had finished though when all was said and done, and Skye was pardoned, a memorial pillar was erected at Hogwarts in honor of all who gave their lives. Today was the unveiling ceremony and many walked the halls waiting for it to begin.

Hermione entered the Gryffindor common room where some of her friends were talking amongst themselves. She notice a face missing one that she had grown so use to over the last three years one she always longed to see it seemed even after getting together with Ron."where's Skyler?" She asked no one in particular.

"I dunno she said she'd be back though." Harry answered while contemplating his next move for the chess game he and Ron were playing." Skyler's a big girl, let her be Hermione" Ron said a bit agitated.

It was strange after the battle Hermione begun to notice the distance between her and the other girl. Skye always seemed to go off for hours alone. And when she was around she kept to herself mostly only speaking when someone engaged her or went off saying she was tired or needed to be alone for a while. Looking around once more she decided to continue her search else where she turned to leave,"where you going 'Mione the ceremony starts in 20 minutes we're expected to be there." Ron said turning his attention away from the chess game

"Let her be mate," Harry intervened," Skyler had as much a part in ending the war as we did besides she's going to sing remember?" The boy who lived glanced to his best friend,"Hermione when you find her tell not to forget to meet me in the astronomy tower later." The brunette nodded and took her leave. The red head sitting across from him glared,"What was that all about? She has no business looking for her Harry."

Said boy pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed,"It's fine Ron I don't understand why you're acting jealous Hermione's with you."

"That still hasn't change the fact she prefers Skyler's company more then mine. That's all she wants to be talking about lately even when we started dating, Harry she's driving me insane I don't know what's going on. I just find it a bit strange that when we were searching for the horcruxes she was so sure of who she wanted to be with.." Ron sighed sinking into his seat," I don't get it mate, maybe I just have to try harder to help her forget the feelings she had for that girl."

Harry only stared at his friend not sure how to answer after all how could he? The fact that Hermione had made it so perfectly clear she wanted no one else but Skyler…yet…after the battle of Hogwarts as its been called the two were at square one all over again, Hermione was stuck between her strong feelings for the galaxy eye girl, and the chance to be with the boy she thought she was in love with. Hermione had chosen Skyler, and it seemed her heart still chose the American girl yet Harry couldn't figure out why Hermione had begun dating Ron when her heart told her differently. Things just didn't add up and every time he asked Ron what happened the Weasley boy would get angry or completely ignore the topic…and when he brought it up with Hermione, well she suddenly had a sense of amnesia as she couldn't remember a thing of how she and Ron got together or how she and Skyler broke up just after making up…..which brought another confusing factor the witch had no recollection of ever being with Skye at all at least not in that way….With another sigh he stood,"Come on let's go Hermione will meet us there."

~x~

Hermione wandered the corridors searching for a certain raven haired girl. Looking at her watch she realized she only had about ten minutes to find the older girl and head back down stairs. Running a hand through her wavy locks she sighed frustrated wondering where the hell had Skyler gone until she heard the faint sound of music and decided to follow it to the source.

"I know you, who are you now?

Look into my eyes if you can't remember.

Do you remember, oh?"

"I can see, I can still find

You're the only voice my heart can recognize

But I can't hear you now, yeah."

As she walked closer to the source she made out the sound of a strumming guitar and a voice she had not heard in quite some time. Hermione realized she was nearing the music room for muggle music but continued to follow the sound

"I'll never be the same

I'm caught inside the memories, the promises

are yesterdays and I belong to you.

I just can't walk away

'cause after loving you

I can never be the same."

"And how can I pretend I've never known you?

Like it was all a dream, no.

I know I'll never forget

the way I always felt with you beside me

and how you loved me then, yeah."

Once in front of the door the witch slowly opened the door and found the sad view of a lone Skyler sitting on a stool in the middle of the room strumming her instrument, the song she sung was saddening a bit depressing as if urging but longing, yet Hermione stood listening the sound of the older girls voice was almost calling to her and she felt a strong ache in her heart.

"I'll never be the same

I'm caught inside the memories, the promises

are yesterdays and I belong to you.

I just can't walk away

'cause after loving you

I can never be the same."

"You led me here,

then I watched you disappear.

You left this emptiness inside

and I can't turn back time

No, stay!

Nothing compares to you.

Nothing compares to you.

I can't let you go,

Can't let you go.

I can't let go."

"I'll never be the same,

not after loving you,

not after loving you, no."

Skyler begun to tear up and cry but they were not normal tears, these tears were ones of blood as if her very soul was crying with her as she sung her sad song. After listening to the words of the lyrics Hermione realized the other girl was singing to someone, as if trying to tell this person of her brokenheart.

"I'll never be the same

I'm caught inside the memories, the promises

are yesterdays and I belong to you.

I just can't walk away

'cause after loving you

I can never be the same."

The strumming picked up again playing the chorus once more but Skyler would soon bring the song to its end. Hermione couldn't help but wonder just who could leave her friend so broken? Could they not see how much she cared how dare this person leave such an incredible person like this. Though the more she thought of someone capturing the heart of the older girl the more a feeling she hadn't wanted to acknowledge since starting to date Ron grew in the pit her stomach making it churn at the very thought of her being with someone else.

"I can never be the same.

I will never be the same.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

I just can't walk away.

No, I can't walk away from you."

With the final note strung the song ended and the brunette watched as Skyler slumped where she sat trying to hold back the tears threatening to spill from her eyes even if some had already did. The younger girl had no idea what to do she wanted to go to her to comfort Skyler, wrapping her in an embrace to let her know everything was ok, that it's ok to let go. But she didn't instead she stood there watching the older girl for a moment before the back door to the room swung open. There standing in its doorway was Ginny, the younger witch had a sympathetic look as she looked over the girl in the middle of the room.

"You don't have to go out there if you don't want to. Especially if you don't want to see her."

Skyler chuckled,"it's only for a while longer Gin you know that."

"How much longer are you going to keep putting yourself through this? The way I see it you have two choices yet you choose to run why." Ginny walked to the older girl her arms crossed. They had argued about this many times yet the red head couldn't figure why the American girl would just give up so easily. Skyler groaned,"I've told you my reasons please respect my decision. I'm not going to keep arguing with you about this I've already made my choice now just let me be I'll be out there in a minute."

"Fine I respect your decision,...it's you I don't think I can respect anymore. I understand that what's happened changed you, it's changed all of us. What we went through was never yours to bear yet you chose to fight. You chose it because you were willing to fight for those you love most, why choose now to give up"

"Because she's happy..." The argument was weak yes but the younger witch knew that she was only partly right. The girl of her affections was happy but Ginny knew better, even still it was her right to meddle with things, it looked as if they would have to wait for time to take it's course..again, she just wished it didn't take so damn long. Gods she hated how angsty her friends were, but she promised Skyler she wouldn't meddle…still though she was one out of four who knew what happened and the very thought made her tremble with rage at what had been done…but again she had to remind herself her promise….that didn't mean she'd make things anymore difficult for her brother…..with a sigh though, Ginny conceded and did not argue instead she rested a hand on Skyler's shoulder and handing the girl a handkerchief."Here clean yourself up...everyone's waiting for you." With that said the older girl did so and both left the room never noticing the brunette in the other door way.

~x~

Hermione hurriedly made her way back down passing the entrance to her common room knowing no one would be there instead she headed to the courtyard. There a large crowd was gathered waiting as was the new head mistress of the school along side her friends and boyfriend. A small set up was arranged next to the covered monument most likely for Skyler's performance. Quickly the brunette took her place beside Harry and Ron,"What took you so long?" Ron asked a bit more irate then he had been earlier.

The sound of someone clearing their throat however prevented her to answer. The new headmistress McGonigall gave the teens a look silently saying that if they were done the ceremony could start. When both mumbled sorry the older witch turned to the crowd,"Today we have come for a time of remembrance.." She began speaking clearly and loud enough for all to hear yet kept a voice of reverence," As we all know a long time ago there was one who walked these very halls learning as we had. As time passed he grew as did his power and with it walked a path of darkness. His name was Tom Riddle but everyone knew him as Voldemort.." Even now with him gone the mention of that name caused many to shiver or flinch,"He has caused many of us great suffering and pain even now the darkness that he once spread still lingers...but we have not come here to remember the dark times...no we have come here to honor those who gave their lives fighting for what is right. For some their very right to live."

"I know we have all sacrificed, whether it was small or large we all played our part in the downfall of some one dark but none more so then those who payed the ultimate price in fighting for what they believed in. So it is my greatest honor in unveiling this..." With one swift motion the large object hidden under the veil was revealed though at first it only seemed like an ordinary pillar that stood at least seventeen feet tall, five faces to it's shape ending in a point at the top. On it all the names of those who died engraved on its surface, with another wave of her wand the names began to glow faintly and as they did images began to form, like the moving pictures these images began to play out showing happy and loving images of those lost.

"This memorial will serve as a reminder to us and to all, new and old that those who gave their lives will not be forgotten. That we will remember their sacrifice, that we will remember them as the heroes they are, to give them thanks. Whether it was here in the battle of Hogwarts or the many before it, we thank you."

Many stood silent as some clapped their appreciation for the speech. Some cried as they saw the images of their loved ones play before them as the pain of losing them still fresh in their hearts. The sound of a piano began and the soft humming of a voice was heard. All eyes turned to the source and there Skyler Vega stood at the mic as she began her song.

"Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly"

The strumming of a guitar started as it played in sync soon joined by the sound of drums

"The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Oh"

"Na na na na na na na"

"I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't"

"Oh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly"

Harry was the first to move setting a single rose at the base of the pillar. Hermione followed his action as did Ron and Ginny, Luna and Neville. Soon after many began leaving flowers, small trinkets and the like, some stood before the large monument trying to find the one they lost. Others stayed back not wanting to be overwhelmed. By this time many were crying as the reality of what was happening hit them hard and could no longer hold their grief inside. Yet still the music played and though sad it spoke what all were feeling, as they mourned their family and friends.

"The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Oh"

"I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by"

Skyler sang to her crowd emphasizing the feelings they felt yet, deep down she knew why she felt so broken yes it might of been for a selfish reason but no one would really know, it was pain and at the moment that's what everyone felt. But she was also angry with her self she did what she did because she felt she had to and now she was paying the price for it, she was angry and disgusted with herself for not only failing to protect Jess but the fact that she cared more about her personal problems more then remembering the little girl who gave her life so fearlessly. She should be remembering her and everything they had gone through from that moment she woke in that damned facility to the small girls final moments in her arms. Telling her not to give in..to always keep dreaming for one day she would shine as bright as any other star in the sky. But now was not the time for the internal struggle now was was a time of remembering so Skye sang on

"Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere you're not coming back"

Hermione stood crying silently watching as Skyler sang once again. Singing her brokenness yet it felt different as if she was singing for a different type of pain. She shook the feeling maybe she was over thinking it, maybe it was because of the song she had heard earlier still she continued to listen

"The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same no..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that I found it won't be the same oh..."

"Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you"

The song came to an end and all stood in silence respectively, the only sounds were those shuffling forward to lay their offering and those weeping. Skyler looked at the people before her, this was only a war between themselves and it had cost them so much, yet still...still there was something far darker yet to come and they hadn't a clue that this was only the beginning of something far greater. She looked to her brother who stood with his family the Weasley's his arms around Ginny as she mourned the death of her brother. His green eyes meeting hers silently saying she would be where they agreed. She turned on her heel and left quickly feeling a set of brown orbs never leaving her until she was out of sight.

~x~

Harry sat on his bed staring blanking out the window. It had been three hours since the ceremony and an hour since his talk with Skyler. He didn't know what to feel his friend's confession was heart breaking to say the least as he remembered what she spoke of...

~Harry made it to the top of the tower, he hesitated for a moment. This had been the very space his mentor was killed before his very eyes, but now was not a time for those thoughts he entered finding Skyler in the very spot Dumbledore stood her back to him as she stood looking up into the night sky."Took your damn sweet time didn't you"

"Skye.."

"I know I know.." The older girl sighed as she turned to face her long time friend the boy she knew as her brother. Her galaxy eyes shone with the light of the moon yet even without it they seemed to glow of their own accord."Skye I want answers what happened to you...where did you go? After Jess...you just left and then I come to find that-you went along with this plan with Snape and Dumbledore…"

"Harry calmate...what I did...I did to help you but I also did it for answers to my own questions. Answers only those who walk a different path could answer…that's what he told me, I never meant to hurt you..you have a right to be angry but I did what was necessary."

"Necessary?" He blinked as his anger grew was he hearing her right?," you're telling me that you joined Voldemort not just to help me but for answers?! How the bloody hell does that make any sense Skye! What did you forget that these so called beings who walk a different path are the same ones who killed your cousin!"

"She wasn't my cousin!" Skye yelled back her eyes burning with a mess of emotion Harry couldn't read,"how can you say that..of course she was"

"Not by blood...she was my family Harry yes but not by blood...none of them were Aquillo, Izel, Luis, Izzy...none of them"

"How can you say that? They raised you took you in..are you that ungrateful."

"I never said I was ungrateful." Skyler snapped,"I love them Harry all of them but that doesn't mean I can't be angry at them for lying to me my whole life! They never told me a damn thing about what I was for the last three years I've had to scrape for answers. Yes Harry I know who killed her I know who did and I swear by the stars that the bitch will pay! But it won't bring her back! She's gone! She's..gone...But that's not what you want know is it..."

Harry shook his head frustrated," I want the truth Skyler..give me something please even if it's just partial." The raven haired girl stood quiet her eyes left his moving side to side at a rapid pace as she thought carefully about what she would do next. After a minute she spoke again,"I'll tell you what I can but I'm sure you have something else troubling you as well." He nodded.

"What happened to Hermione?" Harry watched as pain flashed across the girls face. She looked away as if ashamed. When she didn't answer he pressed on,"Skye what did you do to her?"

"I loved her..." Skye spoke softly almost a whisper."what do you mean? Don't you still or did you take what you wanted? You did didn't you! Typical Skyler I never should have let you two get so close no wo-"

"Of course I still do! Fuck Harry I love Hermione I love her more then you could ever fucking imagine!" Skye yelled shoving Harry away from her continuing,"I have since the moment I laid eyes on her! And you know what she loved me too! Can you believe that! she chose me over your red headed buffoon! And yes Harry, given the chance to I made her mine, I claimed her not just her heart but mind body and soul as she did mine. She's my mate Harry...she's my true mate.." She shook with emotion the very thought of the brunette brought pain.

"Then why is she-"

"You wouldn't believe me even if I showed you…" She swallowed hard fighting to hold back tears," but it's for the best I suppose...it'll make it easier to leave.."

"Try me…something doesn't make any sense for two years you two were together and in a single night…she's suddenly so in infatuated with Ron again? No I want the truth of what happened..why keep her like this? Because I know he…isn't the one she really wants."

"Because Harry...she's happy. I'm not about to ruin that for my own selfishness I've already done that far too many times already"

"But Skye-"

"No buts! Yes I know what it's doing to me. You don't think I've thought about it fuck remember how you felt seeing Ginny with someone else" the boy nodded stiffly,"imagine that feeling tenfold…imagine having not just your bleeding and battered heart ripped from your chest as your soul shatters into a billion irreplaceable pieces... but that's a couple reasons I need to leave."

"Leave? Why leave?"

"let's just start from the beginning" she sighed though glad for the change in subject.

"And you show me what happened that night…why Hermione's suddenly with Ron now."

Skyler contemplated this for a moment and nodded,"it all started that day you left-"~

The events she told made him cringe at the very thought, he couldn't imagine having to go through any of that sure he'd lost people he loved and care for, was hunted down since birth, and faced the wizarding worlds darkest wizard but he never went through that much pain nor could he ever. It amazed him that she was still even here after all she was practically thrown into something only thought to be make believe. With a sigh he lay back on his bed thoughts racing he didn't want her to go..but he knew...he knew this was something she had to do. But after seeing for himself what he had asked to see, he now understood why Skye hated the youngest Weasley boy with a passion…it wasn't right and Harry didn't want to be around someone who would stoop so low to break another like that, just to prove a point….but Skye made him promise not to do anything…and he did. He just never promised to be the same or acted like he didn't know anything now...

~x~

"Why won't you speak to me!? Or even look at me for that matter!?" Hermione yelled at the older girl. Yet Skyler stood silent how could she? even if this whole situation was her fault she couldn't look into those warm brown orbs because she knew the moment she did she'd crumble under her sincere gaze. The witch on the other hand was frustrated and losing patience with her friend. She had come to find out what was wrong and was only met with silence and a cold shoulder.

Again when she was met with nothing but quietness she growled frustrated and finally walked straight up to the taller girl turning her to face her and was met with a piercing gaze from those galaxy eyes, faltering her resolve for a moment seeing them filled with so much emotion. It made her Heart ache and body begin to tremble yet being this close to Skye seemed to sooth it if only for a moment before being pushed away.

"Why won't you tell me what's wrong...I just want to help you."

"Well you can't." Skyler snapped, Christ Hermione had been yelling for the last 45 minutes. If circumstances were different she would have found it a bit endearing, but seeing as things were not as she'd hoped she let her bitterness take hold," and I don't need it. I'm leaving Hermione there are things I have to do but I can't do them here."

"Your...ugh! Why are you so infuriatingly stubborn?. Why won't you tell me what's really bothering you!" She held her hand up to silence the retort she knew was coming,"No I don't want excuses. I want to know what's going on with you! Your always by yourself now and when you are around I see it...the pain in your eyes." She straighten herself and stalked up to the older girl once more,"I want to help you if I can, I want to know who hurt you, who's making your heart ache so...so I can sooth it...I can't stand seeing you hurting like this all by yourself thinking no ones noticed when I have.."

The Hispanic girl scoffed as she turned to walk away Damn her! Damn her! Keep it together Skye don't give in to her pleads ,"goodbye Hermione " she said rather coldly. The words the brunette spoke next however brought forth her pride and damn it she couldn't let it end there.,"You're nothing but a coward. Always running away like when Jess died no wonder you were put in Slytherin."

Skyler stopped dead in her tracks her body went rigid and shook from anger, sadness,guilt and shame. She really hit the nail on the head. Yes it was true for the most part she wanted to leave because she couldn't deal with this anymore she didn't want to, it hurt seeing the one she loved with someone else knowing that it could have been different, the potion used however was very potent and not even remotely knew how long it would take to fully get out of the witch's system..only time could tell and time was not a luxury the Vajra had...But still...she'd be damned if she'd let Hermione get away with calling her a snake, and not just a snake but a cowardly one at that. She whipped around to face the shorter girl as her eyes burned with her over flowing emotions but mostly they were filled with anger.

"Fuck you! You have no idea what Jess' death did to me! What it's still doing to me! And what about you the smartest witch your age,"she spat walking back to face the brunette," Gryffindor's golden girl princess, always seen as a perfectionist if only they knew the dirty little secrets, on how you came to hold such a title and yet after what we've been through they seem pretty stupid now don't they."

"I didn't run when things got hard! I stayed with my friends until it was over! And what did you do!? you ran just like a snake only to join a whole nest of them. Your worst then Malfoy at least he had the excuse of being confused because of his upbringing. But you! You chose it you chose to do what you did!"

"Your right I did I chose to do what I did I'm not denying that but at least I have the guts to be who am and take responsibility for it! Unlike you little miss hypocritical, talking of equality and such yet even you have your prejudices! Don't give me that look because it's true equality for elves and blah blah blah when you can't even get past a stupid school rivalry between houses! People are people Hermione no matter where they come from or what they are..and FYI snakes slither!"

"I-"

"You what? You know I'm right, from the moment I got here that's all I've heard. It's stupid and idiotic! Always assuming that because someone is from here or they were put there they're a certain way!? You judged your school mates just as harshly as those of 'pureblood' judged you even if you weren't as nasty about it!"

"I-y-you..."Hermione was speechless because well it was true. In the days that followed the end of the battle she had come to realize that even though she fought for her right to be...she was just as bad as her oppressors, just without the nastiness. She had come to find that many of those in the Slytherin house we're not as bad as they made themselves to be. In fact many of them were just like Malfoy, stuck and forced into a dark world to pay for the sins of their parents.

"You know what I don't even know why the fuck we're arguing My words are nothing because I'm nothing but a cowardly Slytherin." Skyler glared at the younger girl. She was fighting hard to stay away to keep her angry demeanor but being close to Hermione like this was cracking her resolve to take the damn girl in her embrace and ravish her to let her know just how sorry she was to beg forgiveness…to urge and help her remember..."Because I care Skyler despite everything I care a lot for you."

"Why!? Hermione tell me why do you even care! Why even give a damn about me you have your friends you have your ignorant buffoon of a boyfriend why care about the orphaned American girl."

"His name is Ron"

"I don't give a flying fuck! His name could be Dingus McPatterson for all I fucking care! In fact why the hell are you here arguing with me when you should be with him."

"He's not my keeper. I can go where ever the hell I bloody want I don't answer to him." Hermione snapped back. She had no idea how things had even gotten to this point. It was like the longer they argued the thicker the tension she felt between her and the older girl got. Consequences be damned she was going to figure out what was wrong even if the truth hurt both her and Skyler. She was fed up with the way Skye was treating her lately and now it seemed both girls were letting lose pent up emotions.

Skyler snorted,"could have fooled me,"where you off to 'Moine? Where you going? Why won't you stay with me...Idiota puta estúpida madre (stupid mother fucking idiot)," she spoke mockingly.

"I'm surprised you've even noticed that seeing as you're never around anymore! Too busy snogging and shagging every pretty little thing that catches your eye!" Where the hell did that come from?

"That's none of your fucking business!" Skyler growled her eyes beginning to change and glow,"What's it matter to you if I did any way?! I fuck who ever I want to fuck! What Ginger not what you expected?!"

Hermione turned red flushed from anger and embarrassment,"I-wha- How dare you!" She huffed moving closer to the other girl."Me?" Skyler pipped up incredulously,"You have some nerve! How dare you! At least I know why I'm with someone. What about you? Why are you with him? I can see it in your eyes that he doesn't-can't satisfy you" Skyler stepped forward causing Hermione to step back. How could she have known what she felt she was never there anymore. Also why the hell was her heart racing as Skye stepped closer, this was like that dream she had that night Ron tried taking things to the next level physically. But she stopped it before things got too far in fact she hadn't even let him strip her of anything where as he had forgone his shirt, She had a strange feeling when he touched her, it felt wrong…this was all so confusing…being this close to Skye her body began to respond in a way she didn't think is should especially not while they were arguing.no..no I have to forget those thoughts...I can't...she'd never...

"What's it matter to you how he touches me, he is my boyfriend"

"Please I could careless about him"

"Are you telling me you're jealous of him? That he was able to land a relationship when you can't? That's pretty pathetic." The witch hissed finding the courage to stand her ground again. Good thing too it seemed the taller girl had backed her into a table," he touches me just fine" lie " in fact he did not too long ago" she watched as Skyler clenched her jaw and the glow in her eye grew brighter,"At least I know he'll still be there unlike the bitch who broke your heart" ok maybe she was taking it too far but she was fuming so at the moment she didn't care but when the words left her mouth her heart clenched at the sight of Skyler flinching from her words.

"She's not a bitch!" Skyler snapped fuck this...she thought screw it she'd be leaving any way," then tell me Skyler tell me why any of this fucking matters to you!" Within seconds Skyler lips were on hers and were pleasantly soft..and familar noted along with it came a familiar sense of electric waves that coursed through her. Skyler broke the kiss to speak and did so between continual kisses, each one becoming rougher, hungrier, and longer then the one before,"because when he kisses you...you think of someone else...because his touch isn't the one you want...because he can't love you the way I do"

That final statement caused her to gasp allowing Skyler entrance as she moved her tongue against hers. Hermione moaned at the sensation eyes fluttering shut enjoying what it made her feel. Her arms wrapped around Skyler's neck hands tangling in black locks. Skyler wrapped her arms around the girls petite waist. The tension that had been building between them the last few months finally broke. Skyler pulled the shorter girl flush to her body wanting to be closer, and it seemed Hermione wanted the same as she wrapped a leg around the taller girl. Skyler picked her up sitting her on the table as hands began to roam.

Gods this felt so good but Hermione's mind screamed at her to stop she was with Ron she shouldn't be doing this. At the moment though her body responded only to the other girls touch. This was what she wanted..needed...she needed Skyler. The Hispanic girl had begun nipping and sucking her neck eliciting a gasp when she bit down gently on the pulse point. Skye's hands weren't idle either they were caressing her sides under her shirt then moving one down to her thigh and sliding it up soft skin causing the skirt to ride up splendid legs, the skin on skin contact however little sent both into a frenzy of need. They were both wearing too many clothes and the need to get closer was too great.

Hermione forced Skyler's lips back up to her own as she kissed and sucked her bottom lip. She wasn't thinking by now it was like she was on autopilot. Her head began to throb from an aching pain but the witch ignored it. She felt the burning desire in her core and wanted-no needed it to be released she needed this and the more she stayed in the embrace the stronger her desire grew as did the fire she felt within her very soul. Hermione slid a hand downward and was pleasantly surprised at feeling a large bulge between the older girls legs, who groaned and involuntarily bucked her hips into the touch.

The brunette whimpered as what felt like a ghost of a memory of this harden rod between her legs, brought the growing fire beneath her skin to grow hotter. Bringing her legs up and wrapping them around Skyler's waist tightly the friction she felt was enough for her to voice her pleasure with a moan. Her hands moving of their own accord unbuttoning the black button up shirt Skyler wore, while her hips begun to grind against the taller frame she was wrapped around. Both moaning from the welcomed friction. Some how along the way Hermione had lost her blouse but she didn't care once she had Skye's shirt unbuttoned she slid her hands across toned abs moving to her back.

Skyler growled into the skin before her bucking her hips a few times, teasing the brunette with what she sought. She had the younger girl writhing in her grasp,"Skye...please..." Hermione whispered breathlessly and it was enough to bring Skyler back enough from their lust filled trance. She stopped to look into brown eyes that were darkened with lust. Their breathing was heavy and ragged she had to stop and forced herself to pull away not before kissing the girl she loved one last time or at least that's what she planned to do instead the action just lead to more.

It was when Hermione unbuckled both her belt and pants did Skye realize what was happening she pulled away abruptly taking a few steps back Hermione lips lingering on her own for a moment longer before all contact was broken. Both girls were breathing heavily staring at each other. Yet it was the Vajra that broke the tangible silence,"We-I..I...we shouldn't have done that...you-you're with Ron..I'm sorry I can't do this...not again..not like this.."

It took a moment but Hermione broke from her euphoric haze,"what do you mean again?" Skyler looked away finding the brunettes missing blouse damn it's ripped...guess I got carried away..she stepped forward taking her own shirt and draping it over the younger girls shoulders. When Hermione reached out to hold her in place Skye quickly stepped back,"Skyler..." Hermione felt as if her heart were breaking what the hell was going on and why the hell did she give in like that? why did the taller girl make her feel all these emotions. They damn well were about to...well they almost most certainly were about to...almost.

"Lo siento mi amor...but the answer you seek you already know...you only need to remember." The last part was more a whisper even still with that said Skyler left leaving behind a very confused brunette who hadn't realized she was now crying until feeling the splash of her own tears on her chest. What did any of this mean?

~\\~/~

It had been a week since the senior Gryffindor saw the the American girl. It seemed though that she had begun distancing herself from just about everybody well everybody who wasn't Ginny, Harry, Luna, Daphne, or Pansy. What was even odder was the sudden hostility they held for Ron. When ever Ron came round They would leave with out a word and ignored him as best they could. But Hermione was only catching glimpses of the one who seemed to constantly consume her mind of late. Skyler only managed pleasantries when around and that was pretty much it. She'd leave shortly after stating that there were things she needed to do.

Hermione sat in her prefect room at her desk she knew she had to pack but her mind was on other things, a certain raven haired girl to be exact. She didn't know what to do with all these mixed feelings she was having. She knew she liked Ron loved him even but was it really that type of love? Ever since that argument she had with Skyler she'd begun to question everything she felt for both. When she had kissed Ron during the battle it hadn't been what she'd expected...When Hermione had dreamed of the moment Ron kissed her she thought it would be something that she'd never forget magical in its own right but it was not so. It was sloppy and wet and meant nothing. As she thought about it more and more it just didn't make any sense, Skyler had spurred emotions and desires inside of her she hadn't known existed with just glance of her eyes. As she pondered her mind wandered to the past of what had transpired between her and the Vajiri...

~x~

Skyler slung her bag over her shoulder as she took one final look at the room she had stayed in while here at Hogwarts. Smiling softly at some of the memories that flooded her mind, ones of her and her friends but mostly of her and Jess...and Hermione..

[Cannot touch, cannot hold
Cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss
Cannot have each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know]

H-(-Hermione sat the Gryffindor table with Harry and Ron as Dumbledore announced transfer students from America. Everyone cheered eager to see who else had come to Hogwarts during such an exciting time. He motioned for them to step forward and all eyes turned to see professor McGonigall escorting the new student down the middle aisle. Hermione gasped at who she saw, there following her professor was Skyler Vega, her hair had grown out as it was now chin length no longer the tussled faux hawk like hair cut she had donned during the summer.)

S-(In the middle of the small area at the table sat her cousin along with her friend. A friend who had most recently stomped on her foot in potions earlier that day. Hermione sat smiling and giggling while tickling the young girl with her quill. Jess was laughing uncontrollably,"S-Stop Hermione! I'll be good haha I'll be good!"

"Shh or Madam Pince will hear you." The older brunette said while continuing her onslaught. Jess brought her hands up in surrender as she tried leaning away from the older girl only to fall out of her seat. Still she laughed finding she enjoyed the fun she was having. Hermione did her best to control her own giggling as she helped the little girl up. Although the witch hadn't expected her spring up like she did landing on her like a small monkey. Hermione caught Jess with a small huff only to realize how light she was.

"You little sneak you. I'm suppose to be studying and here you are distracting me from my work." The older girl chuckled. Still giggling Jess shrugged her shoulders innocently silently saying she had no idea what Hermione was talking about.)

[How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one walks away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?]

H-("Skyler...look at me" the witch spoke, still in a gentle whisper. It seemed the taller girl hadn't realized she'd shut her eyes because she opened them rather quickly blinking her surprise to find a pair of warm brown ones staring back into her own." Im sorry for pushing this...I didn't mean for us to argue or fight but I don't want to lose you or your friendship over this. When you're ready to talk about this...I'm here Skye and Im not going anywhere..no matter what...just please don't push me away anymore" bringing her other arm around Skye's neck Hermione hugged her tightly hoping to bring comfort with touch if her words hadn't.)

S-(It was raining as the couple sat quietly in Skye's room cuddled by the blazing fire place…they lay comfortable silence for the longest time just enjoying the others company giving gentle touches and soft kisses. Hermione chuckled as she moved straddling the Vajrian at the hips, the blanket covering them pooled at her waist,"Skye.." The witch began softly.

"Mm.."

"Do you you believe in fate?.." The brunette asked quietly. Galaxy eyes widened at the question,"Why do you ask?" She replied softly running her hands up down Hermione's sides beneath the overly large sweater she wore.

"It's silly.." She dismissed but Skye shook her head as she coaxed her amor to look at her,"Hey I'm just curious….But yes I do."

"And do you think it chance….or fate…we were to meet that summer before fourth year?" Skyler chuckled as she up,"Where is all this coming from?" With a sigh the British witch turned her face. But Skye did not let her look away and so gently guided her face to look up at her….and Skye gazed into the liquid brown pools she'd fallen so hard for and smiled lovingly at her…)

Skyler shook her head at the memory of that day. It was painful to think about..it was painful to be here and so with a final scan of the room she turned and walked out closing the door and as she began t walk the halls she did her best to keep more memories from flooding her mind…

[Cannot dream
Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave and we must go on

Must not say what we've known all along]

H-("Because...you're special" both girls smiled then at the words remembering that they had been said once before under the light of the moon one summer night."I...Thank you for that...you're right...the only words that should matter to me is what my family and friends say." Skye nodded," or you can be the fiery little Gryffindor lioness I know you are and claw them down. I mean your hair is fuzzy enough to be a mane." Again her words earned her a smack.

"How is it you can make me feel better while teasing me."

"One of the many charms I have Miss Granger." Skye said with a wink. Brown eyes rolled but the shorter girl smiled nonetheless leaning her head to rest on a strong shoulder. Skyler shifted then to sit more comfortably hugging her friend. )

~("Can I get a hug first? I mean it's been a little while since I've seen you." Chuckling Hermione moved to hug her friends. Skye winced again,"Sorry.."

"No it's ok. Just sore, I'll be good in a few hours." Pulling back the brunette moved to sit by her friends. While Jess moved to get herself comfortable on Hermione's lap."Hows your tongue? You bit pretty deep." The older girl smirked,"I don't know maybe we should test it out. Make sure it's still workable." Her black brows waggled up and down. The brunette smacked her playfully and both chuckled lightly,"You are incorrigible sometimes.")

~("None of that...is any of your fault do you understand? Your friend...he forgot what it was like to see the good in this world. There was no telling what would have happened even if you had done something…shhh..I know it's better to try but...it was his choice to give in to the darkness even when his light was right in front of his eyes. Anyone who's lucky enough to have some one like you as a friend...already has more then any riches of the world. Don't blame yourself because he didn't want to see it...and you had no control over what happened with Jess.."

"Yes I did...I had a choice-"

"To what? Do as they say or else? That isn't much of a choice...besides who's to say they wouldn't have done it any way even if you had obeyed them..." The arms around her waist tightened momentarily before loosening. But Hermione held the taller girl in place,"I'm sorry.." She whispered quietly,"I didn't mean to bring up painful memories...I came in here to thank you for helping another friend not to cause you to face the pain you keep inside."

Skyler let loose a shaky breath and Hermione brushed their noses together feeling as well as hearing the other girl relax."I see it...even when you think you've hidden it away...I won't force you to talk about such things...but promise me...promise you won't keep me out forever.." Skye gave a small smile and nodded silently and the brunette returned her smile. The pair stayed in a comfortable silence, glad for the company of the other. It had been quite a while since they were able to be with each other like this.)

As Hermione had the memories play through her mind her head began to throb in pain. The images kept bouncing from moment to moment locked in her mind and something just did make sense. A sense of familiarity and warmth ran through her as she continued to remember the moments she held with the older girl. In each one they grew closer as she could see the blossoming of something more then just the friendship they held. But every time her mind wanders to that possibility the images of Skyler's betrayal flashed through her mind and Ron's voice rung out telling her that it was all a lie.

When she tried to remember the Yule ball the image of who she thought should have been Ron was not…as the figure was blurred with darkened hair but with eyes that pierced even through the foggy cloud that was preventing her to see certain memories clearly. With a groan Hermione's head fell into her hands as she rubbed her temples to try and smooth her aching head. Brown eyes opened to look at the floor and there she found the glint chain of a necklace. This is what Ron threw that night he tried to…slowly Hermione slid from her seat…kneeling to retrieve the once hidden object, Ron had ripped this off her neck. Even though she hadn't realized she was wearing it to begin with.

Holding it by the chain Hermione eyed the necklace and she hissed when a sharp pain rippled in her head. Blurred images fighting to become clear…yet at the same time trying to keep her from seeing memories in her mind more clearly.

~x~

Skyler walked mindlessly through the court yards…paying no one she walked passed any mind. This place held both good and bad memories but after today….her time here at all would be a distant memory in time..

Coming to the main court yard she found Aaron waiting for her along with one of her warriors. They were to be bring her back to the states to be taught properly the ways of their people….and if her too to them.

"Skyler!" At the call of her name she found a group of faces that brought a sad smile to her lips….knowing she would miss them…but not as much as a particular witch. Harry and Ginny were the first to reach her as they rushed at their friend with bear grip of a hug.

"You better not have thought we'd let you leave with out saying goodbye" Harry said holding her close.

"You know I was never any good at them hermano.." The black haired Vajra said shakily swallowing the sudden lump in her throat..

"That's never stopped you from trying" the bespectacled boy whispered back and Skyler returned his hold as well as Ginny's,"I'm going to miss you" she whispered before speaking louder to everyone else,"All of you…I'm going to miss all of you."

"Don't get sappy on us now Vega." Teased pansy though there was a quiver to her voice a bit as she she sighed,"Can't you stay…one more day at least?"

"No..I'm sorry but I can't…there are things I need to know…but I can't learn what I need to here…I can't waste anymore time…" Skyler breathed deeply glancing toward her waiting cousin,"Will you walk with me to my….cousin."

(How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?
How can I not love you?)

The group walked to the end of the court yard in silence….stopping whent hey stood before the other two beings with piercing eyes but not as intense as the galaxies of their friend. Skye turned to look at the castle one last time or at least that's what she kept telling herself.

S-(Skye walked across the grass at a slow pace as she spoke with class mate..her luminous eyes catching sight of her girlfriend who, as it was walking along side another friend of theirs. Ginny smirked and Skyler knew she'd been caught staring but she didn't care…the red head motioned for the older witch and Hermione looked to her with a shy smile as a cute blush frosted her cheeks…Sending a wink her way the Vajra smiled charmingly which only grew when Hermione turned her face shyly.

~(They stole a moment together hidden from the rest of the students as lips attached and bodies pressed glad for the shared warmth. Skilled hands roamed touching and caressing but was all they did.

Hermione pushed at Skye's chest gently breaking the kiss they shared in. Taking a moment to catch her breath,"Hmm what would your superiors say if they caught you being a little too friendly with the students…" The witch said breathlessly in time that was playful yet sultry to her the Vajirian's ears.

Skye chuckled,"What your peers say if they saw Gryffindor's princess in such a manner?" Chuckling the brunette brushed their lips together softly once more,"What time are you off today?"

"I have the mid shift. I'll be off a little after the match starts…then Im all yours." The witch hummed her answer, using a single finger to trace the planes of the taller girls face,"You'll be careful.."

"I will.."

The witch smiled softly her gaze unwavering as they stared into luminous orbs that mimicked the beauty of the stars,"You'll come back to me.."

"Always"~

"Do you really want to leave with out telling her goodbye" Daphne's voice broke through the cloud of memories and Skyler looked to her group of friends before looking behind them. Fixing the strap of her bag she gave pause

Ragged breathing echoed within her room as warring images painfully ran through her mind and Hermione groaned clutching the necklace to her pounding heart. Her skin felt hot as sweat trickled and dripped along it….why it hurt so much to think of Skye she didn't know and pondered that maybe she should stop…to accept how things have gone. But….something urged her to continued to fight what ever wall she had apparently built to keep the memories hidden even from herself..the witch could feel the tingling burn of what felt like a pattern in particular areas on her body….three points in particular became unbearably painful and she whimpered. Her neck, chest and left shoulder cap hurt the most (not including her head which felt like it was ready to explode)

Curling up into the fetal position more memories flashed within her mind

H-(Just then she felt a warmth draped over her shoulders and turned to look behind her. Skyler stood there re-buttoning the cuffs of her shirt after fixing the sleeves as well as re-tieing her cravat. The brunette hiccuped and swallowed,"Skye...what are you doing out here?" The older girl looked up into brown eyes,"Making sure you're alright. I sort of heard what happened what in there, when I came out looking for you."

"You heard that?"

"Well...only the last part." Skyler sighed shaking her head,"What ever he said he had no right to. He was just jealous that you were having a good time while he was miserably. You shouldn't let him ruin the dance for you. The night is young after all, besides that its snowing and you ran off without a jacket." Hermione chuckled a little before taking a deep breath to help calm herself. Taking in the scent much like the one that sweater had. It made her smile. Skyler smiled back warmly at the brunette."Come here you..." She said pulling the shorter girl into a warming hug. Hermione squeaked surprised but giggled returning the embrace."Im glad you're back.." She whispered softly. A hum her response,"Where did you go?"

Skye exhaled but answered,"I went to Ireland...and before you ask why I just want you to know it was something that I had to do. I really had no choice about it.." Hermione nodded her head resting it against a strong shoulder."You shouldn't let that idiot ruin your night. Tonight should be a happy memory."

"It's better now I guess...now that you're here with me." Skyler grinned glad that she had stopped the tears and brought a smile back to the shorter girl's face."You guess...well that simply won't do Miss Granger. I must make you sure of it." Skye's voice was playful as she stepped back out of the hug bowing to the other girl. Hermione giggled again at the taller girls antics,"My my Miss Vega quite the gentleman you are. Must you be so charming?"

"Why yes, I do believe so my lady. How else would one proceed to steal your heart." Skye said with a wink. Hermione blushed at the comment and looked away shyly.

~"I'm sorry for doubting your intentions Hermione...I know you're not the type of person to...I just never expected to effect you in such way that now...you bear the marks only those who are like me..."

Hermione pulled Skyler down touching their foreheads together. Both sighed content with the feeling of contact that connected them, loving the feel of that electric tingle that never faded."I care about you Skye...I want to help not hurt you." The dark haired girl brushed their noses together feeling Hermione their breaths mingling…Skye continued this for another moment before trailing the tip of her nose along soft skin.

"Do you want me to stop?" The question was spoken softly.

Hermione turned her head allowing Skye more access to her neck,"mmm no...it feels...nice..." The witch said almost breathlessly as the Vajra continued trailing her nose down the column of her neck. Feeling Skyler's hot breath as she continued on her path.

"We'll figure out why you have these I promise." She heard whispered and hummed her reply. Upon reaching the mark on her chest right where her heart was located Hermione tightened her grip on black hair. "I promise..." She heard whispered once more before feeling the press of lips to her mark which set her body on fire. She inhaled sharply before letting loose a soft moan as she arched her back

~A black gloved hand came into view and Hermione looked up from the snow covered ground. Skyler cleared her throat,"May I have this dance?" The witch's heart seemed to pick up speed as she nodded her answer."but...W-will you take off the gloves?" Pausing for a moment the older girl slipped the gloves off. Never taking her eyes off the Gryffindor. The Slytherin smiled timidly extending her hand out once more..

{What if I told you

It was all meant to be..}

Hermione let the jacket fall from her shoulders as she took the hand, forgetting about the cold rising from her seat. Both girls jumping slightly from the contact at the stronger yet familiar electric feeling that pulsated from touch.

{Would you believe me?

Would you agree?..}

The girls merely stood like that as the song began to play. Then Skyler slowly pulled the brunette closer to her, putting her free hand at Hermione's lower back. Slowly they began moving swaying at first before moving in step with each other.

~"Are you afraid you won't be able to find someone?…." The witch asked softly. Colored eyes blinked in surprise before the Vajirian lifted herself on her hands. Skye looked down at Hermione, Galaxy eyes meeting chocolate brown.

"And if I said I was.." The older girl said just as softly. The brunette gave a gentle smile and leaned up to give a chaste kiss on her cheek. Pulling back Hermione took note of the blush she caused her friend.

"You don't have to worry…..when you find her..." She lifted a finger to the Vajirian's lips silencing any protest,"And I know you will….she will love all of you most definitely. Because it won't matter to her…she'll love you…..for you."

~"No haha I was just thinking….that maybe now was the best time to give you this…" Hermione watched as she pulled something from her pocket. The chain was threaded with some thick black thread. Hanging from a silver link was the crystal she found left that night that shadow man was in Skyler's room. Its casing like a round medallion shape was silver and gave the design of an otter on one side and an owl on the other. The crystal glowed lightly beneath the designs, and on either side of the silver link were white pooka shells five on each side growing smaller away from the crystal. And at the end after the last shell was a silver long bead. A shooting star engraved into the metal.

"I…I made it for you..Dobby helped me though. He helped me a lot actually other wise everything wouldn't have come out right. Well except the chain…I wanted to give you this for christmas, as well as for a make up gift for your last two birthdays I missed….but I didn't know what to get you then I decided to make you something and Ryul had given me the idea about carving the crystals you found that night-" Hermione stopped her friends rambling with a single finger to her lips and a smile on her own.

"Its lovely and more then what I could ever ask for from anyone.." Skye cleared her throat as she unclasped it,"May I?"

~"What is that?"

"It's an Elven flower…I forget the name but…"

"But? Why is she holding it above us?" Skyler bit her lip for a moment before answering,"Because it…it works like mistletoe.."

Hermione's gaze quickly went back to Skyler before she turned her face away blushing at the very thought of kissing the Vajirian.

"We don't have to..." Skye said turning the brunette to face her again,"You're not obligated to." She smiled then turned her head to look at the shooting range.

Hermione sat thinking for a moment. Her heart still pounding hard in her chest, Thoughts and outcomes swirled in her mind as she continued to think before finally making up her mind. With a calming breath Hermione looked to Skyler cupping the older girls cheeks forcing her to look at her. The look of surprise made her smile a bit but Hermione knew that it was now or never…slowly she began to lean in.

Skye looked into deep brown eyes confused before it dawned on her at what was happening. The grip she had on Hermione's slim waist tightened once more…as she also began to lean in.

Only inches apart both their eyes fluttered shut, as their lips drew ever closer to each other.)

[Must be brave
And we must be strong
Cannot say what we've known all along]

Tears streamed from her brown eyes as with each memory the ache in her heart grew and her head was about to burst from the pain she was feeling. Rolling on her back Hermione seemed to be fighting her own body as she convulsed violently. The wall or hold that kept her from remembering began to crack and break. She felt the warmth of liquid begin to drip from her nose. But she cared not for it as the memories sought finally broke through and the strange cloud that held her dissappear

H-(A smile still on her face Hermione turned her head coming face to face with Skyler. Her breathed hitched at the close proximity and Hermione found herself blushing brightly being lost in those Galaxy eyes. Like being lost amongst the stars..)

[How can I not love you?
What do I tell my heart?
When do I not want you here in my arms?
How does one waltz away from all of the memories?
How do I not miss you when you are gone?
How can I not love you...]

H/S-(Their noses brushed and both paused before Skyler said in a whispered tone,"You don't have to…if you don't want to…"

"Skye…"

"Mmm"

"Shut up"

With that said their lips met in gentle passion as they felt the others for the first time on their own. The feeling was like none they had ever felt before. Both feeling a wave of electric heat surge through them, spreading into every fiber that left the tips of their toes and fingers tingling warmly. Sparks flashed before their closed eyes as they both got lost in the feeling of finally connecting with each other like this. The marks their skin bore began to warm, slowly beginning to glow.

Tentatively Skye pulled Hermione closer as she began to deepened the kiss. With out breaking it, Hermione moved to sit on the older girls lap. Feeling Skyler's tongue slide across her bottom lip asking for entrance.

She gave it hesitantly unsure at first, but once her own tongue met its counterpart she moaned at the sensation and let instinct take control, giving in completely to what she was feeling. Skye moved a hand up to grip brown curls at the nape of the brunette's neck, while Hermione moved one of her own to run across the top of black tresses. Time had seemed to slow to a stop as everything faded out. The only sound was that of their hearts beating as one, for in this moment it was just them.)

Skyler swallowed hard giving a bitter sweet smile to her friends when she felt Aaron place a gentile hand at her shoulder. Red tears threatened to spill as the finality of leaving this place hit hard, along with leaving the friends she'd come to make and the memories but it was the pain of letting the one she loves most go…she didn't come to say goodbye…..why would she though? She doesn't know I'm leaving…and I've avoided her….coward….I guess it was to much to hope for..for her to..

With sigh Skyler turned as her escort opened the shiny blue wall known as a pulse gate. The warrior entered first as was protocol, then Aaron who gave Skye a reassuring squeeze before turning and walking through.

"Oi Vega" Harry called out voice thick with emotion, and the one called turned her head looking over her shoulder,"You better write." And the Vajra chuckled,"I will. Just take care of yourself no more picking fights with dark wizards. All of you…..and do me a favor will you"

"We'll watch over her Skye." Ginny said softly,"All of us"

A single red tear fell and Skyler was glad they couldn't see as it did,"Thank you…" Came the hushed reply.

H-(With a cocky grin she brought Hermione's arm around her neck quickly squatted then stood picking up the girls legs in the process holding her bridal style and spinning them both. Hermione yelped surprised by this but soon leaned her head back laughing fully as she was spun again and again.

~"You said it would show your willingness to…" The younger teen said pulling back just a bit so that she was face to face with the Vajirian, who still had her eyes closed. Hmmm that won't do…"Skye…it's rude to have your eyes shut while talking to me.." She said pouting a bit.

The black haired girl gulped loudly before Galaxy eyes opened and met brown."There…noow…finish what you were saying."

"I said it…"

"Yes.." As she said this Hermione inched her face closer to that of Skyler's each time she answered.

"It w-would s-show my.."

"Uh huh…"

"I-t would sh-show my obedience and.." Skyler said her voice a bit husky. Their lips were only centimeters apart now all she had to do was finish what she was saying and hopefully be rewarded for it. After all she was going get rewarded with a kiss right?

"Go on.." Hermione breathed on to the older girls lips as her eyes fluttered shut, leaning in with the intention to close the distance.

~"Ok.." The Gryffindor finally said,"I want to try…what ever this is….with you."

~Resting her head on the shorter girls shoulder Skye wrapped her arms around Hermione from behind,"Should I need a reason to come see my girlfriend?" Hermione smiled at that

~Shaking her head Skye said,"I want to erase her touch.." Brown eyes stared back into the intense gaze the Vajiri gave but waited for her to continue speaking,"I know you want to try more then what we do…and I do too"

"Not if you're not ready Skye…what she did-mm" her protest silenced with another kiss,"I know…but I don't want to live knowing that what she did to me is keeping us from each other. I want to be able to feel your touch with out panicking for that brief moment thinking it's her. It hurts you when I do…because you think I'm afraid of your touch. I don't want that anymore…I want to be able to…hopefully one day give you my body as you please without that fear…..but I also don't want to move too fast. If we ever get to that point in our relationship…I want that moment…to be special for you Mi."

Not knowing what to say to that Hermione pulled Skyler down crashing their lips together in passion. It slowed into a series of kisses but the message was clear and there were no words needed to express what both were feeling at the moment.

Though Skye did pull back and asked,"Wait what above the movie?"

"Do you really want to watch a movie right now?" The witch asked with a lifted brow.

"The movie can wait..I know exactly what I want to watch." She said waggling her eyebrows up and down. The statement earned her smack.

~"And if you did? What then Skyler? What would have happened if you did? What do you think would have happened if Jess found out that you had died tonight or Harry?!"

"I'm still here though. You know I've been through worse whys it matter so much more now?!" Hermione shook her head as if not wanting to say but Skyler pressed her for answer.

"Because" came the gruff reply. When she said nothing else Skyler scooted closer and asked,"Because why?" Again the witch stood quiet and turned her face silent tears of frustration falling down her cheeks. Skyler pressed and pressed for an answer until finally Hermione screamed in frustration and yelled,"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! YOU IDIOT!"

Falling back on her elbows, Galaxy eyes widened at the words that left her girlfriends mouth. Her only response was a hoarsely whispered,"What.."

"I..I love you…" Hermione repeated her voice much softer then it had been. Her heart was hammering in her chest after finishing her declaration

~Gently Skye lay the witch on her back settling herself until they were both comfortable…the Vajiri soon trailed her lips away from the ones they were attached to, gliding along soft skin. Skye also trailed the tip of her nose along said skin and Hermione whimpered at the teasing touch. Skillfully Skyler reached under Hermione to unclasp the bra she wore. Hermione threw the barrier aside and gave pause as Skye gave a marveled look as if seeing her for the first time. She could see the arousal evident in her girlfriends eyes as they glowed that royal purple, only she has been made privy to. The sight of this heightened her own arousal and she slid a hand up to tangle into black tresses….)

Breathing heavily Hermione fought to keep conscious as she struggled to her feet she had to find Skye she had to.

~"Then show me." Galaxy eyes widened at the statement,"Show me that you love me…" Hermione whispered against her lips,"please..I..I want to take that next step for us.." Without giving her a chance to reply Hermione crashed their lips together in searing kiss that had Skye groan with pleasure. As soon as it ended she went straight for another deepening it as it continued.

Skye pulled the shorter girl flush lifting her in her arms, never breaking the contact of their lips and turned to settle Hermione on the couch/bed.

~Hermione had changed quickly so as to hop into bed right away, but walking back to the guest room she could not help but to listen if the tale in which the Vajra told. Jess just as eager as she to hear it, quietly she stood in the doorway listening and watching as Skyler awed the little girl. Soon though the words faded as she lost herself in the image of Skye putting a child to bed. It sent a wave of warmth through her witnessing that the Vajirian would no doubt be a great parent one day.

Hermione wondered briefly if one day she would have that with the older girl. To be like this…with a family of their….and Hermione could practically hear the laughter of her children who have yet to be, as she could imagine their smiling faces…smiles that resembled that of another greatly…the corners of her own lips tilted up and it was not until the feel of familiar arms wrap around her did the witch break her thoughts of a future she hoped to see one day…

"What are you thinking about?" Came the whispered question. Shaking her head Hermione merely leaned up to kiss the older girl softly,"Of a dream I hope comes true…." And she lead the taller girl back to bed. Slipping in beside Jess and pulled her close. She then felt the familiar heat of her girlfriends body flush behind her and Hermione sighed in contentment. Skye nuzzled brown tresses and whispered her goodnight

~Hermione sobbed unending tears as her body wracked with sorrow…and heart ache. She felt her Ky'dôl hunch over the small lifeless body and it was all she could do but cling to Skylers back..soaking her shirt with tears…Then she felt the body beneath her tremble as she cried her pain before the Vajirian threw her head back and let loose a bone chilling cry of unfathomable pain and sorrow….letting all who heard….know that her heart was shattered and broken….Skye felt cheated….and defeated….as she continued to cry out….

Stumbling through the halls Hermione began to wearily ask where Skyler was to anyone who passed by…ignoring the comments that her nose was bleeding and that maybe they should bring her to madam Pomfrey.

~"Promise me that no matter what happens you'll trust and believe in me…no matter how dark things seem…that you know I fight for you….Jess a-and….Harry.." The brunette looked to her girlfriend confused by her words."Skye.."

"Promise me.." The look in her eyes said it all and Hermione gave a half understanding smile."I promise.." She said softly,"But why make me promise what I already know in my heart to be true?"

Skyler did not answer with words but leaned in kissing her love. Their time together however was interrupted by a knock at the door and Skyler growled defensively. Giggling the witch answered….

~Feeling eyes on her the brunette looked up to find the intense gaze of Galaxy eyes boring into her. They told her so much in that moment and Hermione felt her self melting as her heart began to race, it felt like the first time she had ever lay eyes on the one before her. They were lost to each other in that moment forgetting all the rest surrounding them.

When the Wizard residing over the ceremony brought it to its pinnacle a soft smile grace both their lips and Hermione whispered,"Te Amo….con todo lo que soy (I love you….with all that I am.)"

That charming dimpled smile grew on Skyler's lips as she replied," Te amo para siempre y siempre (I love you forever and always)"

Simultaneously when the bride and groom brought their lips together as husband and wife for the first time, the Vajra and Witch did the same. Losing themselves to each other as the world melted away. Neither noticing the mark on their chests glowing faintly and connecting their hearts. When pulling apart their gazes lock and their eyes said it all as the love they felt was affirmed and felt in that simple kiss…it told of the unspoken future they wished to have and that one day it would be more then a distant dream.

"Hermione are you alright?" The sound of Cho's voice broke through the haze she was in and acknowledged that she heard the other girl by asking,"Skyler…do you know where Skyler is?"

There was a time of urgency the Ravenclaw noted and wondered if she tell her friend or just bring her to the medical wing,"Please" that last plea however made her heart ache as she took notice of the sadness and longing in that simple word."I saw her in the main courtyard with Harry and few others."

Within seconds Hermione was off running as fast as her legs could carry her the sound of several people calling out to her ignored.

~The flap was moved and Hermione's breath caught at the sight of Skyler, she too wearing the light leather armor and dark colored kilt of the ancient Scotts. Knee high boot and her strong arms were shown just as proudly as her marks, bracers at her wrists and Her hair pulled back into a messy braid but the unkept do had its charm. And Hermione felt her heart begin to race and her blood roar in her ears, as the black haired girl slowly walked toward her. As Aaron passed the Vajra Hermione watched a moment their eyes connected and Skyler nodded slightly before turning back to gaze at her. Those Galaxy eyes were a storm of emotions but Hermione's heart was warring with her head. The last time she looked into them, they stared back at her with a coldness that brought a shiver down her spine at the memory.

"But things aren't so simple for us..especially right now. We're at the brink of war…one only Harry could stop…I have my role to play but that role means acting as if I don't want having anything to do with you…regardless of how I really feel."

"So what you want me to just allow you to be as you always have with girls."

"No I want you to trust me." Brown eyes widened at this,"I need….you do trust me don't you?" Hermione didn't speak and even if she did, it wasn't like she knew what to say to that. Truth is she was asking herself the same thing over and over again in her head.

~Hermione cupped the Vajirian's face giving her a series of soft kisses ending with a peck and a smile as her eyes fluttered open. The royal purple glow in those luminous eyes dimmed until they became as they normally are. Skyler smiled back gently pulling out as she did so, this also caused Hermione's juices to flow freely and both moaned at the feeling of loss no longer being connected.

Trailing her fingers along Skye's jawline, moving downward until coming to the connection of neck and shoulder and a huge smile spread on the witch's face. She had marked Skye as it showed proudly on her skin and she couldn't help but to lean in and kiss the mark. Skye was hers and would forever be hers.

Skyler hummed at the feeling and smiled,"Now who's the possessive one.." She said playfully.

Hermione bit the side of her neck giggling when the Vajiri yelped. The older girl mocked glared at the witch before it faded and she began brushing the brown locks that stuck to her face away,"Are you sure you won't regret this? Me? Being your first?" She asked softly and Hermione paused to look into Galaxy eyes.

She could see the doubt and worry in them."Skye…I marked you. I marked you as my mate…I'm ecstatic that you are my first…I want you to be my only." She spoke softly."I know this isn't traditional but with everything that's going on…I don't want to lose the chance of never getting to let you know just how much I love you.."

~"Ron how could you?!"

"How could you!? For years Hermione we've known each other for years but you still chose her! That beast! She stole you from me right under my nose and you expect me to just roll over and accept that! No I saw the way you use to look at me! But the moment she came into the picture everything changed..she took my best mate and you! And I won't let you make the biggest mistake of your life! But if I can't have you neither will she" he ended with a sneer at the Vajrian who growled loathingly at him

"It's you who's made a big mistake." She hissed taking a step toward him

"I'm not afraid to do what I have to." The red head warned

"Settle down weasel. First things first." Darren cut in."A weasel indeed." Hermione snapped wondering how things had gotten to this point.

From his pocket Darren pulled a glowing green vial,"Now then. My sister was very upset that you've claimed what's hers-"

"Skyler doesn't belong to anybody but herself!"

"Quite the contrary she is." The incubus warned,"And my little sister is very adamant on getting her favorite toy back…now where was I…oh yes…the bargain is quite simple break the bond and you'll-"Ron clears his throat and Ren chuckled amused,"Right sorry sorry break the bond drink this and you'll walk out of here unharmed, Skyler comes with me, and everyone is happy."

"What is that?" The witch questioned eyeing the vial."And what makes you think I'd let you take my girlfriend. I know what you and your sister put her through!"

"Oh just a little potion of mine….and because if you don't…you die."

That's what did it for Skye. She'd be damned if she let Ron do this to the girl she loved. An invisible force rippled from her body moving out and knocking down those around her.

Hermione stumbled out to the court yard stopping only for a moment as she saw a glimmer wall of blue disappear. Though because of the state she was in she wasn't sure if it was real or not. The witch felt dizzy as the world around her spun,"Wait!" She yelled,"Skyler! Skyler! SKYLER!"

~"RONALD BILIUS WEASLEY!." The witch roared and everyone was stunned by the power in her voice. Hermione herself seemed to radiate with a newfound aura about her that sent the other witch and two wizards to move back afraid of her. They had all witnessed the wrath that is Hermione…but never saw her like this. The gleam in her eye was dangerous to say the least,"HOW DARE YOU! HOW DARE YOU USE THE CRUCIATUS CURSE ON MY GIRLFRIEND! MY MATE!"

~Holding up her strip to the branch Skyler waited until Hermione did the same and together they looped the pieces of fabric together. Their fingers brushing as they did so, both silently making a wish that came from their hearts. Their knot the only one dangling within the center of the tree.

~Hermione's hand again found its fingers tangled in ebony hair as she urged for more pressure she after all hadn't forgotten how Skye loved to worship her breasts. However their climaxes were fast approaching and Skyler moved her lips upward coming to the witch's neck. Within a matter of seconds both were thrown over the edge and into wonderful bliss. At that exact same moment Skye bit down on the conjecture of neck and shoulder. Tasting Hermione's blood, memorizing its scent, it's taste as Just as the brunette had done the first time they made love….she was forever Skyler's now. Hermione clutched at Skye's back and hair letting loose a high pitch moan of her loves name that ended between a whimper and a cracked screech. Focusing only on the other girl and feeling of their connection.

[When you are gone ?]

After a few more spins Skye set the shorter girl down. Both still smiling, chuckling at their actions. Now facing each other once again and dancing much like at the beginning of their dance. Skye leading, her hand holding Hermione's the other at her waist. A few steps after Skyler grabbed Hermione's other hand from her shoulder bringing their hands hands between them, pushing to cause the brunette to take a step back before pulling her back in hands tucked to her chest then twirling her shortly.

As Hermione's twirl ended she stopped facing Skyler again, eyes locked, hands landing on the other girls chest. Skye held her by the hips. The steps they took were small, declining much like the song. Then the two began swaying when no more steps were needed.

{Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

A moment like this}

The song slowly coming to its end. As it did Skye pulled Hermione close, both their eyes closing. Skye's hands slid up from the girl's hips up and round her back stopping just beneath the brunette's shoulder blades. Hermione slid her hands up to Skyler's neck. One hand trailing up farther to the girls cheek cupping it, thumb caressing it. Skyler sighed content with the contact while Hermione smiled softly just as content. Foreheads rested against each other, the girls ceased swaying. Just as the song came to its complete end, luminous Galaxy eyes met deep chocolate brown as they opened in unison.

~"…Our fates our tied hermosa…but that doesn't mean we can't control our destinies…We just need to find the courage to make it our own…"

"Sky-" Hermione stumbled and tripped falling to the hard stone whimpering as her knees scraped against the hard surface. Holding her self up with her hands the war hero continued to have blood trickle firm her nose as she heaved heavily for breath. The sound of rushing foots kept her from falling in the growing blackness around the edges of her vision.

"Hermione wha-" the question died when the Gryffindor witch looked up to the group who stood wide eye and gasped at the sight of brown eyes puffy and red, cheeks stained with continuous tears, nose bleeding as crimson dripped from her chin.

And in a soft broken voice Hermione said,"I…I remember…"


I bet you weren't expecting that…don't kill me! The story is far from over! I know the last two chapter sort of moved too quickly but there is reason to that and the details of things will be made clear in the following arc, the next few chapter(s), but I hope you all enjoyed this update because this crazy ride is just getting started hehe till next time ;)

Also i hope the memory flash backs weren't confusing. when the sequence started it started with both Hermione And Skyler Remembering then transitioned to just more of a montage of Hermione's memories.