Lexi-

I was finishing up getting ready. We were going out to dinner with Seth and Ruth instead of having dinner at the house. I saw Dean brushing his hair back. Damn how I loved that look. He had on some casual jeans, a black shirt. He was putting his black leather jacket on. His eyes met mine, he smiled at me, his dimples showing.

"I have the sexiest baby daddy ever", I said.

He laughed, licking his lips. His eyes looking me up and down.

"You look beautiful", he moved over to me, kissing me.

He moaned into the kiss.

"I can't believe you're mine sometimes. It feels like I'm dreaming and I'm gonna wake back up in my shitty life before you", he said.

I pinched his arm.

"Ouch, what was that for doll face?", he asked, while he rubbed his arm.

"To show you that you're not dreaming. I'm yours, forever I hope", I said.

He cupped my face.

"I'm counting on it", he said, before giving me one last kiss.

"We should go, Seth and Ruth are probably waiting for us at the restaurant", I said.

He groaned, pulling away from me. When we got to the restaurant, Seth looked really nervous. Ruth sat there with a smile on her face.

"Hi, sorry we're late. Dean takes forever to get ready", I said.

"I don't doubt that", Seth said.

"How are you feeling Lexi?", Ruth asked.

"Like I really want to pop this baby out now", I said.

Everyone laughed. Dean helped me into my seat, then took his next to mine. No one said anything for a long while. Dean would clear his throat, knowing he only did that when he was uncomfortable. They brought our food over and still nothing was said.

"Ok, so", I said, but I couldn't think of anything else.

"If you two break up you're still gonna be our nurse right?", Dean asked.

"Dean", I slapped his arm.

She laughed. Seth gave him a death glare.

"Yes. I really like you two and I wouldn't leave Lexi like that", she said.

Dean nodded.

"So my boy here, he's a lot of trouble. He's treating you ok, because if he's not I can kick his ass", Dean said.

She laughed again. Seth sinking in his seat.

"He's great, so sweet", she said, squeezing his hand.

"You haven't seen him when he wakes up in the morning", Dean said.

"Lexi, make him stop", Seth groaned.

"No no, I want to hear more. Keep going Dean", Ruth said.

Seth glanced at me with a help me look. I shrugged my shoulders and mouthed sorry. Dean started telling Ruth all these embarrassing stories about Seth. Seth was as bright as a tomato. Ruth laughed the entire time. We finished eating, sitting there a while longer.

"Well we should go. Gotta get this girl in bed", Dean said.

"Ruth", I said.

She glanced at me with a smile. I smiled back.

"Be good to him. He's a great guy and I wouldn't want to see him hurt", I said.

Seth gave me a small smile. Dean squeezed my hand.

"Yeah. He's my best friend and a dork, but the best damn thing that could happen to you", Dean finished.

"If he's willing to keep me, I'm not going anywhere", she said.

Good, because if you hurt him, I'm gonna kick your ass. As soon as this baby pops out", I said.

She laughed and I nodded. Getting up and walking out into the parking lot. Seth hugged me.

"Thanks Lex", he whispered.

He let me go and put his hand on Ruth's back.

"You coming home?", Dean asked Seth.

"Yeah, I'm gonna drop her off first", he said.

Getting in our car. Dean looked over at me before starting it. He took a deep breath.

"What's wrong?", I asked.

He looked down. I could see what was wrong, it was practically poking out of his pants. He put his hand on it and moved it around.

"Fuck", he said.

"Only a little while longer", I said to him.

"Darlin my hands kinda getting tired of doing this", he said.

I laughed.

"My hand isn't", I mumbled.

His eyes darted towards me, wide eyed.

"Don't tease. Its not funny", he said.

"Who's teasing", I bit my lip.

He hurried and turned the car on to go home. Finally getting there, he ran around to my side and opened the door for me. Pulling me to the house. Once inside, he closed the door and leaned me up against it. His lips hitting mine, his tongue inside my mouth like crazy.

"Fuck", he practically growled.

He took my hand and pulled me upstairs.


Dean was upstairs asleep, spent after what happened. I sat in the backyard enjoying the fresh breeze. I heard the front door close, knowing it was Seth.

"Hey. I saw the light on in the kitchen. Why aren't you in bed?", he asked as he came over and sat down.

"Can't sleep, uncomfortable", I said, rumbbing my bump.

He chuckled and put his hand.

"Just a little longer peanut", he said.

"What about you? Took you a while", I said.

"Yeah, I went for a drive by the beach. To think", he said.

"About?", I asked.

"What if I mess up with Ruth? I mean, you know how I am. If I feel like things are moving too fast or too slow, or they do something small I don't like, I", I cut him off.

"You end it", I finished.

He nodded.

"I see the way you look at Ruth, trust me this girl is it", I said.

"How do you know that?", he asked.

"Because I've never seen you look at any of the other girls you've been with, the way you look at Ruth", I said.

"I do like her a lot. I just feel like I'm filling the void. I know she's not", he stopped.

"She's not what?", I asked.

He looked down at his hands.

"Do you like someone Seth? Who?", I asked.

"Its not even worth telling you. She's engaged you could say", he said.

"So what? Things change", I said.

"I don't think so, but anyway, back to Ruth. Like I said, I'm going to try", he said nodding.

I dropped the subject.

"Then don't fuck this up or I will have Dean kick your ass", I said.

He chuckled.

"Now tell me about this secret engaged woman you don't want to tell me about.", I said.

"You know there was a girl, before Ruth. I had a crush on but she has a man, so", he said shrugging.

"You told me that already. Do I know her? Is that why you don't want to tell me who she is? Does Dean know?", I asked.

"Not gonna tell", he said.

"Just tell me if I know her", I said.

"Yes", he said.

"Does Dean know?", I asked.

"I haven't told Dean or Roman", he said.

"You're lying. They do know", I said.

He knew that I would bug Dean till he told me.

"What about me?", Dean came out of the house, his hand rubbing his neck.

"Just that you are so sexy", I said.

"He knows that already, I mean, come on", Dean said.

He sat down and kissed my cheek.

"I'm gonna go to bed, now that this little girl has stopped moving", I said.

"I'll be up in a minute", Dean whispered.

"Goodnight Lex, goodnight peanut", Seth said softly, his hand rubbed my belly.

I gave him a small wave.


Dean-

"Whats up man?", I pushed him lightly.

"How did you know? I mean, I know you liked her before, but I mean how? When you were together did you know you started really falling for Lexi?", he asked.

I yawned and then rubbed my face with my hands before answering him.

"You know how angry I can get. She's the only one who can get me to calm down with just a look. Her eyes, man those eyes", I said.

"Lexi said she knows this girl's the one for me because of the way I look at her", he looked up to the sky.

"Probably because it's the same way I look at her", I said.

He turned to me.

"It annoys Lexi a little. I can tell but she doesn't say anything. There are times I just watch her, whether she's fixing the bed, sleeping, or making dinner or just even brushing her teeth. I can't help but look at her", I said.

"Hoping for a smile or a look that tells you, I feel the same way", he finished.

I smirked. He chuckled.

"Roman would be busting our balls for talking like this", he said.

I shook my head.

"No. He'd be saying the same thing too. Damn Roman's mushy side is rubbing off on us", I crossed my arms over my chest.

"You're going soft on me man", Seth said, pushing my arm lightly.

"Chicks", I said.

He stood up, stretched.

"Thanks for the talk, but I should let you get up to Lexi", he said.

"Demon pillow is keeping her company", I groaned.

"Dude enough with that. What is it with you and this pillow? Throw it out then", he said.

"Do you know what Lexi would do to me? I tried hiding it, she fucking broke down in tears because she couldn't find it to sleep. Then when she did find it, she hit me and then cried again", I said a little louder.

He laughed.

"Remind me to thank Eva again", I said, rolling my eyes.

"Hey come on, only a little longer. Then a tiny baby will cockblock you", he said.

I slumped my shoulders.

"Fuck I forgot about that. Damn it and don't use cockblock and baby in the same sentence again. Ok", I said.

"Come on man. You can tell Lexi anything, you're afraid of a damn pillow", he said.

"Hey you don't see the way that pillow looks at me", I said, standing up.

He laughed and put his hands on my shoulders.

"Go Dean", he said.

"Fine, you don't need to push me, I'm going", I said.

"Goodnight", he called, before entering his room.

"Night. Oh and Seth", I said.

"Yeah?", he poked his head out.

"I won't say anything to Lexi about your crush on you know who", I said.

He smiled and nodded.

"Thanks", he said.

Getting to our room, I closed the door quietly. Lexi was hugging the pillow, making me angry and then it went away. She looked so peaceful. I wasn't about to take this pillow from her, she already had a hard time falling asleep without it.

"Jon", she opened her eyes.

"I thought you were asleep", I said low.

I climbed into bed.

"Whats wrong?", she asked softly.

"Nothing", I said as I laid back down putting my hands behind my head.

"You're lying. Talk to me", she said.

Turning my head to look at her, her eyes looking into mine.

"This pillow, how bad do you need it?", I asked.

"You're jealous of a pillow? Baby", she said.

"Yes. It gets to hold you more than me. You don't let me touch you anymore", I said a little annoyed.

"I'm sorry", she said softly.

"No, I am. I just want to be able to hold you again", I said, leaning on my elbow.

I tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. She smiled at me, threw the pillow over to the floor and moved closer to me. She laid her head on my chest and put one of her hands on my rib cage. I ran my hand up and down her back softly. Kissing the top of her head. I sighed.

"Better?", she asked.

"Much. I love you", I said.

"I love you too. If something's wrong Dean you need to tell me. Don't be afraid of hurting my feelings. Yours count in this relationship too", she said.

"I know, but you've just been really sensitive lately and I don't want you upset with me. I don't like it", I said.

"I can't really control them", she sounded annoyed now.

I closed my eyes. She sighed.

"But I am sorry for making you feel like that. I really don't mean it", she said.

"I know", I kissed the top of her head again.

After a while, I felt her breathing slow, letting me know she was fast asleep. I felt something poke into my side. Lexi made a small sound, knowing it was the baby kicking. I chuckled and then rubbed softly at the spot where the baby was kicking.

"Go to sleep peanut", I whispered.