AN - Thank you for everyone that reviewed my last chapter and still wanted to read it even though it had been a rather long wait! I will try to update every weekend now as during the week I never get 5 minutes to just sit down.

While Amelia was having her scan's I didn't really know what to do with myself, I had got out of my scrubs and just put a pair of jeans and one of the NHS fleecy hoodys on to try and keep warm, it was a cold evening and raining as normal, I found myself standing in many different places, I started off in Dad's office but there was the pictures on the wall of the kids and of me and Tom so I couldn't hang around there. I then found myself standing out side of the ED looking over at the pub where I know Tom is sat. I wanted to storm over there and tell him just what was going on with his daughter but does he really have a right to know? I can't decided if he does or he doesn't I have my pager and my phone on me so maybe I should just go and if they need me in the ED for Amelia I will be there quicker then they can say my full name. But then what if he hurts me who is going to look after Amelia then? Maybe I can send Jack to go talk to him and get him to come to me because I'm not leaving Amelia.

I go back inside and head off to rhesus where I bump into Cal who is walking along side Amelia's bed.

"We are going to take her to Cubical's where she will be kept under close observation to monitor her breathing but other then that and the seat belt bruise Amelia is fine, she has no internal damage or injuries" Cal explained as Max pushed her bed into the waiting cubical.

"Thank you Cal, its huge wait of my chest, can you find my brother he needs to know she's okay" I asked going to take a seat next to her.

"Your brother?" Cal questioned

"The one that came in with Amelia is my older brother." I explained and Cal nodded before disappearing.

"When can we go home?" Amelia asked.

"Not yet but you where such a big brave girl going to have those scans, I am so proud of you Millie" I told her smiling.

"It wasn't scary it just sounded horrible" Amelia explained I couldn't help but laugh at my little girl her and her brothers are the best thing that has ever happened to me.

"That's because you are such a brave girl, where do you want to go tomorrow other then to get an ice cream we can do anything you want" I told her. I don't care anymore my kids deserve the best and that's what they will get.

"Can we go to the Zoo and see Uno, he must be big now. Amy said we can go visit when ever we like" Amelia asked.

"If you want to baby girl but you will need to keep the boy's happy in the car as its a long trip and I can phone Amy if you like and tell her we are on our way up, we can leave tonight if you like and we can stay up there for the weekend" I suggested as they have lodges at the Zoo.

"Can we really?" She asked.

"Why not? I will talk to Papa and tell him I need the weekend off then we can get out of here and just enjoy ourselves as a family" I said smiling kissing her forehead.

"Will Daddy be there?" She asked.

"He won't be able to come with us but we can still have fun with out him" I told her and she nodded.

"Bones?" Jack said standing just outside the cubical. "I'm so sorry, I would never of taken her out if I knew this might happen" He added.

"Jack this isn't your fault it's the drivers and lets hope he gets whats coming for him" I said and Jack just chuckled.

"You are something else Sam but as long as you are not going to hate me I think I will be alright" Jack said.

"Says the one still using childhood nicknames, Scatterbrain, but I don't hate you and I never could " I said back pulling out my tongue as all Jack ever did as a kid was forget everything and anything it was like he had no memory at all.

"How Millie?" Jack asked.

"She's fine, In fact I am going to see if I can get her discharged, I am planning on a little trip for us away from Holby" I explained and Cal walked into check Amelia's obs.

"Where do you plan on going? And how long for?" Jack asked.

"Amelia wants to go and visit her Giraffe, so thats up in Luton then maybe I will hang around in London for a bit" I explained.

"Bones what about work and Tom" Jack questioned.

"I don't know, I will talk to Dad and unless you can get Tom to ditch the drink I don't want my children anywhere near him" I explained.

"Amelia going to Nursery, she only have a few months left you can't just take her out" Jack said, he was trying so hard to find a reason for us not to go.

"If I wan't to take her on holiday with her brothers I will and I'm not going to let anything stop us, she's way ahead of the other children and isn't going to struggle at school if I take her on holiday" I told him as Cal turned to us.

"Sam, Amelia seems fine she is still wheezing a little bit but other then that I will say she is good to go, just make sure she gets her inhaler tonight and in the morning, she can not miss them for any reason" Cal explained.

"Cal no offence mate, but I have been a doctor longer then you have and I think I know how to look after my little girl" I told him but it didn't come out how it was meant to.

"I wasn't judging your ability Sam, you are a great doctor. It's just I heard you talking to your bother and if you plan on taking them away, you just need to remember to give her the inhaler" Cal tried to explain himself.

"I didn't mean it, I'm sorry, It's just everything is getting to much around here and I just need to be alone with my children" I explained and Cal nodded but Jack wasn't happy with the idea.

"Would you like me to get the discharge forms?" Cal asked and I nodded.

"Amelia, we are going to go home and pack some things you, me and the boys are going to do see Uno" I told her and she smiled.

"Are we really?" She asked, I nodded and she just wrapped her arms around me.

"Sam, the discharge forms" Cal said passing them over. While I was read and signing them Cal decided to ask Amelia a few questions.

"How old's your Giraffe?" Cal asked.

"He's going to be 1 soon, it's his birthday on the same day as mine" Amelia said.

"Really? How many times have you seen him?" Cal asked.

"Only 3 times, because he lives far away but Mummy said we can go visit him tomorrow" She explained hugging Uno. "He looks just like this one and they have the same name" She giggled.

"Hang on you mean to tell me you mean a really giraffe?" Cal questioned.

"Yes silly, I have adopted him and Amy looks after him for me at the Zoo" Amelia explained.

"Sam?" Cal said confused.

"Yes Dr Knight, Amelia has a Giraffe, he lives at whipsnade zoo with his keeper Amy, The first time we took Amelia up for her birthday we misplaced the giraffe in her hands and she was really upset so Amy came over and spoke to her and told her she could feed the giraffes with her if Amelia wanted to, which of course she did and then when Tom turned back up with Uno, the one in her hands Amelia shouted the giraffe's name which we were then told about the young giraffe that was just born that day with the same name, so Amy let Amelia, Tom and me go into the barn to see him and Amelia fell in love with him and ever since we have adopted him and he is Amelia's pet" I explained and he looked even more confused but went with it.

"Well I bet you can't wait to go and see him again but you better bring me back a gift for being the best doctor ever" Cal joked.

"I will drive up tonight as you and the Boy's will be asleep and then we can go into the Zoo tomorrow morning and spend all weekend there if you like" I said and she started smiling and getting excited.

"What about work?" Cal questioned.

"Just don't tell my Dad until tomorrow, as I will phone him in the morning from Luton then he will have no choice but to get cover" I said.

"Bones you can't do that Dad will flip, what if you loose you job?" Jack questioned.

"Why would I tell your Dad?" Cal asked.

"Then I loose it, as long as I have my children I don't need anything else. And because you might not mean to, Mr Jordan is our Dad" I explained.

"Samantha, listen to me, you are not thinking straight and you can not loose your Job, talk to Dad I'm sure he will give you some time off" Jack pleaded with me.

"Mr Jordan's your Dad? This hospital is full of surprises" Cal said as he walked off.

"Jack, I don't want to as he will make me wait and I want the time off tomorrow, Now I am taking Amelia and going, if you want a lift you better get ready" I explained as I collected up Amelia's things before picking her up and taking her out to the car. I strapped her up and waited for a few minutes to see if Jack would follow but he didn't. I am going to go home with Amelia and get a few bags packed and then go and get the boy's from Sarah before making the 2 and a half hour drive up there, it may be nearly 10pm but I don't care I will drive all night if I have too, I am not letting my children miss out anymore, they deserve the best.