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Thank you "The Story's Shadow" for your review.
Thank you "Man285" for your review as well.
NOTE: I would like to note that Peter is not telling them all of the details he is giving them a basic overview. I am telling you what he is seeing and feeling not what he is say thus 'flash back'.
WARNING: This chapter contains bullying and self harm!
Well the story continues...
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(Back in the present with the group)
Sam said "Ok so you were alone during the summer and you did not have time to eat breakfast that day so what?! So what when you were late for class again? When are you going to tell as the real story?!" Sam asked in inpatientness.
Peter said with a sigh "I am getting there you have to understand the past before you can know the future."
Sam blushed and said "Sorry..." She said with a blush.
Ava knew there was more to the story than he was letting in on but knew now was not the place to confront him about.
Peter said "Where was I..." He asked himself "Oh yes I remember now..." Peter took another breathe...
(Flash Back third person point of view)
Peter was not the same as he was before he use to be on time if not a little early. He use to be an 'overachiever' if you will. He tried so hard to accepted but no one save his Aunt, his Uncle, Mary Jane Watson or better known as MJ and Harry Osborne were the only people who cared or at least showed they cared about him. Peter could not burn bridges down but he could build up walls so no one could come in, he knew how to lock people out it was just he did. Harry went on a business trip overseas with his father in the summer. MJ went to Hollywood with her Aunt to try out as a kid model. She of course got the spot as an actress. So over the summer Peter was completely alone except for his Aunt and Uncle. Now he really does not care about anything.
Peter went from one class to another until it was lunch he skipped lunch... again. He went to the next class early and began writing in his spiral notebook. After about fifteen minutes the class started it was English. Peter thought English was far more harder than science and math with absolutely no reward. Peter use to try. Last year he got an "A-" in English, this year has only been going on for about a month now and he has a "B-". Peter he not caring he is just going through the motions.
Peter getting out of English walked over to his locker and not to his surprise Flash was there. Flash Thompson was the biggest bully in school and has been bullying Peter since grade school, well since the first grade.
Flash said "Here's Puny Parker!"
Peter just rolled his eyes and shuffled past him or at least tried. Flash put his huge hand on Peter's shoulder and pulled Peter back, Peter being even weaker than last year was pretty much thrown to the ground. Flash and his cronies laughed at Peter's plight. Peter was on the ground stunned and had the wind knocked out of him. When Peter tried to get up Flash "accidently" stepped on Peter's hand and kneed him in the cheek. Peter would have flipped over if it was not for Flash stepping on his hand, Flash and his gang heard a 'CLICK' they then knew they might have broke something.
Peter who always had a high pain tolerance barely flinched he hardly spoke to anyone anymore. The crowd who watch the whole thing disperse when they heard the noise. Peter winced as he got up, he got up and limped over to the boys' bathroom where he pulled up his shirt.
Peter had always been lean, or perhaps skinny. Peter now looks more like a walking skeleton than a teenage boy. He had absolutely no body fat and very, very little muscle at all. He wore loose clothes so that people would not noticed him losing weight. Ever since the second week of the last summer he barely eats he hardly drinks any water or any liquid for that matter, he seldom sleeps anymore and when he does it is usually nightmare filled, full of pain and suffering.
Peter looked into the mirror for the first time in weeks. Peter would be the first to admit that he look bad, he looked bad but felt even worse than he looked if that was even possible! He felt wore out, tired, exhausted, used. He felt most of all... BROKEN... Peter felt broken.
Peter tried popping his shoulder in he did it after about twenty minutes. He knew he would be late to class so he just skipped Art. He would not admit it but he actually enjoys Art and Music. They helped him cope and it gave him a release where he could just vent and be himself.
The after Art was Gym Class. Peter was not even going to bother with that! He hates the gym!
Peter just ditched the rest of the day he went directly home. He walked home and no one was home, he should not have been home for another hour.
Peter went up stairs and went into his room and locked the door behind him. He then took off is glasses and put them on his head board and he began to strip down to only his boxers he went into the bathroom and took off his boxers then jumped into the shower.
Peter whimpered to himself "No matter what I do I still feel filthy and dirty. I can never seem to wash away the feelings..."
He reached for a broken piece of glass that use to be a mirror, he sniffled before make light cuts. Then he broke down he did not cry loudly in fear that someone may hear him, but he silently sobbed as he cut deeper and deeper into his skin. He watched as his blood drained drain his arm and into the bottom of the shower and down into the drain.
After about ten minutes of him getting into the shower he got out. He dried himself off once again careful not to get any blood anywhere.
He washed every drop of blood down the drain and cleaned the bathroom with bleach to remove the stains that he might have missed and to cover the smell of blood.
Peter felt better after that and he felt like... he felt like he was worthless, he felt like trash. He felt like he was only a burden to everyone he met. Peter drifted off to sleep with thoughts like that...
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I once again do not own anything all of the right go to Marvel!.
special thanks to "The Story's Shadow" for this chapter
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