In the middle of the night when they were both sleeping but spencer wasn't sleeping as calm as Toby was.

She was having a nightmare again it was worse than the last few and she woke- up screaming.

"Spencer! What's wrong!" Toby asked.

But she didn't say she just sat up and bought her legs up to her belly and wrapped herself into a little ball.

"Spencer talk to me please I need to know what happened in order to help you." he said.

"It was a nightmare again…" She said.

"I know that but what was it about?" He said.

She didn't say anything she just put her head in her begs and rocked back and forth.

"Spencer talk to me please?" He said.

"We were in the parking lot again and….and…." Spencer said.

"Spence…." He said.

"You were fine like you are know but you kept saying that it was my fault and I ruined everything for you." She said.

"Spence...look at me." he said as he picked up her chin and looked in her eyes.

"What happened was not your fault he was gonna find us no matter what and Spencer I could never blame you for any of this!You wanna know who I really blame?" He asked.

"Who?" she said.

"I blame Noel that is the one person I blame for this Spencer he was the one that couldn't let one thing go so his parents got arrested so what that does not give him the right to shot me." He said.

"I just can't get the image out of my head all I see is you on the ground with a bullet in your crest like it won't go away." She said as the tears starting to come out of her eyes.

"It feels like me getting out of the dollhouse all over again all the time i would hear that loud noise and I just don't know how I'm gonna get through this Toby." Spencer said.

"You talk to me and you talk to ...Spencer if you keep letting it eat at you like this it can kill you and Spencer I can't lose you again you are all I have left in this world and I need you." He said.

She didn't say anything she just fell into Toby's arms and wrapped her arms around him.

"Breath Spence. I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere nothing you do will ever get rid of me." He said.

"Nothing really what if I cheated on you?" Spencer asked.

"When did you cheat on me?" He asked.

"Remember when you told me that you couldn't be with me anymore because Tanner was using our relationship to get to me and you." She said.

"Oh yea I remember and Johnny kissed you and then when you went to London and Colion kissed you too?" He said.

"Wait how do you know about that?" She asked.

"Well for one when you left Johnny came to me and told me how big of an idiot I was I put it to together and same with Colion." He said.

"And you still stayed with me?"Spencer said.

"Because I loved you and I understood why those kisses happened you were hurt and you didn't know if we were still together." He said.

"You were a real jerk then Tobes." She said.

"Yea I know that now." He said.

"Hey why don't we try to get back to sleep if you start to have another nightmare please wake me up don't think that for one second I will not help you talk it out." He said.

"Okay I love you Tobes." Spencer said.

"I love you too." He said.

And with that they went back to sleep hoping that Spencer wouldn't wake up again.