Hey guys as you might have read on my facebook page I'm going through a break up and it's been tough trying to get back on track with this story but let's be honest I've been on a sort of hiatus for the last couple of months and I'm hoping that I can get over it and start with this story again, updating a chapter every two to four days would be nice. Ok thanks again if you stuck with me this whole time you guys are my true fans :3 thanks
Norway's pov
"A miscarriage?" I asked in disbelieve. Finland only cried harder. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Finland didn't deserve this and what on earth was I supposed to say to comfort him. "It's o-ok" Finland sniffled, "you don't have to try to comfort me" as if he could read my thoughts. "But I want to, I just don't know how" I answered dejectedly. "It's really ok, I mean it" Finland answered trying to stop his incessant blubbering.
"You were always there for me when I needed you yet the one time you need me I'm useless" I said angrily at myself. Finland looked like he was about to say something but I stopped him. "When did all of this happen?" I asked with a pained voice. "W-well, I got pregnant about two weeks before the wedding but only found out the night before. I didn't want to spoil your day or take it away from you by stealing the lime light per say. I figured I would just tell you when you came back home but….while you were gone I went to the doctors but when I told them I was pregnant, they didn't believe me for one minute! They pushed me right out the door without a thought saying they were sure everything was fine. But everything wasn't fine! The doctors could have checked! They could have seen that there was something wrong with him or her, but they didn't and that's why a few days later I miscarriage a beautiful baby. The first one I'd been able to support and the only one that had both mine a Sweden's DNA in It." Finland stuttered angrily.
"Finland" I said gently "it wasn't your fault and it wasn't Sweden's. Honestly this is the doctor's fault for not believing you and taking you in. sadly though in this circumstance it would be very difficult to sue. It's going to be hard to get any jury to believe that you were pregnant and with no physical evidence of the pregnancy the odds and decreased even more". Finland stared at me with tear filled eyes waiting for something more. "The point is Finland; you can't let this beat you! Why don't you try again and this time I'll bring you straight to my doctor, the one who helped me through my pregnancy. He didn't doubt it for a second and honestly without him, there's a good chance Soren wouldn't be here today. So please, don't give up I hate to see you unhappy. I'm sure if you talk to Sweden about trying again-"
"I can't" finland said cutting me off. I shot him a questioning glance. "My body, I just can't have kids, I Sweden and I have been …well, active for a long time without protection and nothing has ever happened so this pregnancy was huge and then….this happens. I just can't bring myself to try again Norway, I can't take the heart ache." Finland said with tear filled eyes
I sighed sympathetically and hugged him to my chest, for now it was all I could do.
Denmark's pov
I held Soren in my arms for a long time. This was the first time I'd seen him in a week, and for a new parent that's a freaking long time ok. At first he was a little scared to be held by me and that alone made me want to cry. Me! Denmark, the king of Scandinavia, a grown man witch muscles, crying! That's unheard of! But then when he realized who I was, he starting snuggling into my arms and giggling when I smiled at him. Now that made me feel awesome and of course I wanted to cry. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm supposed to be the manly man of the house, you know holding down the fort and taking care of my Norgie pot pie and little Soren. So I held back the tears as much as they wanted to come out.
That's when Norway walked in. he looked really upset but when he saw Soren's head poke over my shoulder his face instantly brightened, at least a little bit. Soren reached out his little arms out towards Norge signaling he wanted to be held by him. I smiled Soren was only a few months old he was already a mama's boy.
I smiled and brought him over to Norway who took him gratefully. Soren snuggling into Norway's skinny arms as soon as he could. Norway's smiled widened even though he was still clearly troubled. Well whatever it was, I was just glad we could finally all be together in one place again. My little family moved down to the living room then to spend time with our guests, our best friends….even Sweden.
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It was night time now and everyone had left. Norway who was getting ready for bed turned to me and spoke sounding quite worried. "So did you hear about finland?" he asked. I froze for a moment trying to think back to the previous hours if anyone had mentioned something about the short blonde country. "Uh…I don't think so. Is it about that thing Iceland called you about when we on the honeymoon?" I asked as I peeled the covers away from the bed to make it more accessible.
"Yeah" Norway answered stopping folding his clothes that he had brought on the trip. He turned around and leaning back onto his hands that were resting on the opened drawer. "He was pregnant." He said simply. I smiled and was about to say 'that's great' when I realized he had said was. "Was?" I questioned. "How does that work?" Norway sighed "he had a miscarriage. Sweden and he are going through a rough time now. They don't think they'll be able to have children."
I sat down on the bed as if the news had knocked me down. "That's terrible. Is there anything we can do?" I questioned genuinely wanting to help. "that's the thing…there isn't anything we could possibly do and it's not like this has happened to me before so how am I supposed to have any idea what he's going through?" he sighed out tears welling up in his eyes. "Just imagine if Soren died or something like that, that's probably the same feeling" I suggested finding the words even hard to say.
Norway whipped a shirt at me which hit me directly in the face. "Don't say that! I don't want to try and imagine anything of the sort!" he shouted slightly. Then the tears came down. And down. And down. I wrapped my arms around him and tried my best to comfort him. He hugged me back and let me guide him to the bed. "I'm sorry Norgie, I don't know what to do…or say" I tried explaining. He nodded. "No it's ok, I understand. There's nothing I expect you to do" he said monotonously. So we sat there and hugged and snuggled up next to each other until we both fell asleep.
Hey guys sorry this was so short but I really wanted to publish something for all of you so I've decided that instead of pushing myself to get out another chapter every two days, I'm going to give myself one week of each chapter starting this Sunday so you can expect another chapter sometimes next week ok thanks! And check out my facebook page to get update notifications and read and comment on my posts k bye!
