Chapter 54: Letters
July 27, 2012
Grant Residence
Cat POV
Everything's changed. It's so different now that the baby is here with me. I barely get sleep now, Ash gets a lot of sleep. I mostly just stay up and watch her breath, feed her and change her. The Vega's and Shapiro's have been a really big help. They help me with everything and if I have a question they always answer.
Wayne doesn't bother me much anymore. He just make sure I have everything I need. My friends come by every day, they always bring some kind of gift with them. As I bath my baby I can't help but take pictures. She doesn't really make a lot of noise but she's only thirteen days old. After carefully taking her from the baby tub I dried her off in my lap in our room. I can't wait until Emmy sees her. It'll be a while before she can hold her but she can help.
After I dressed her in a yellow onesie I feed her. She always looks me in my eye or have her eyes down cast when I'm feeding her. I always sing to her. After I feed her I burp her by softly patting her on the back. Mrs. Vega showed me how. She's been a really big help but…sometimes I cry at night after one of her visits. She always tells me to be a great mother and take care of Ashley. I will be a really good mom, I just no it.
I cry because I know she's hurting. I know she's missing Trina right now. Sometimes we talk about Trina and I can see she misses her. I miss her too. I read her letter everytime I miss her. After I put Ash down for a nap I take out the letter and read…
May 18, 2012
Dear Cat,
I want to thank you for not telling anyone about the things we shared. I appreciate you for helping me when I needed someone the most. I'm sorry I left so suddenly and without a word. I found out the hard way that I'm not the type to face problems head on. That's the main reason why I left.
I couldn't stay there anymore and push my burden on anyone else. I couldn't face my pain or my family, it just felt better to run away. I know how that sounds but everyone isn't as strong as you Cat. You told me someone hurt you when you were 14, just by looking at you I never would have thought that it happened.
I don't have that strength you have, if I did you wouldn't have spotted the familiar pain that morning in the hallway. I'm not strong like my mom or sister. I wish I was, I do, but sometimes we can't always be there for ourselves. That's why I'm writing you this letter.
I found someone, someone who loves me. I feel so comfortable around him and he makes me feel like I felt before I was raped. We met in December, he was my boss and we just clicked. I love him Cat, I love him so much.
He's sweet, gentle and makes me laugh. His name is Michael Ablemarch. He's amazing. It's not all about him, he makes a point to make sure I'm comfortable, especially when I'm expecting. Yes, you read right. I'm pregnant, that's something else we have in common.
Michael constantly caters to me. He's my everything and everyday he proves to me that our son and I are his everything. I love him Cat, and I'm writing you to thank you for your help and that Michael and I are leaving the country. He promised that we'll be back in a few years so I won't be gone forever. I want you to know that we'll be safe and his father will make sure we'll be ok. The only thing I ask is in your spare time to look after my sister. I know she'll miss me the most. When she look like she's about to give up everything to stress, please care for her. I have a stuffed owl I have on my bed. Make sure she gets it and keeps it with her. Push her to not let what happened wear her down. Make sure she keeps reaching for that goal.
Also, make sure you follow the path you made for yourself.
Thank you for being my friend,
Trina.
At least Trina is happy. I'm happy for her. I hope whoever she's with will make her happy. I fold up her letter and place it under my bed. Tori will need someone to help her through this. Jadey helps as best she can and now that I have Ash, I can help Tori more too. I'm gonna lay down just for a few minutes while Ash naps.
Ohh!
I almost forgot, I get back up and put Sky in Ash's crib. Her new giraffe is so pretty. I named him Sky. He's pretty sky blue and will be best friends with Mr. Purple. When Ash gets bigger we're gonna play together.
Rob POV
Jade…
I knew I should have kept my hood up. She texted me saying how Cat likes the giraffe.
I text back saying I didn't know what she was talking about. Everybody's been talking about Cat's kid. Some people even congratulated me on SplashFace.
Even people in HA.
We're at the Rising Sun tonight. The guys and I needed a break. Coach drilled me for agility, ball handing and passing.
After practice I went home and went straight to sleep. It wasn't until 6 something when I woke up. I got dressed and came out with the guys. I'm glad I did decide to come out.
It's been over a month since I got laid.
I'm on the hunt…
"You guys want to get a beer?" Russ asks flagging down a waitress.
"Yeah…" I need a beer. Brent nods and the waitress asks for our IDs. I told the guys about Sinjin and how he could do certain things.
I got in contact with him on SplashFace and we met up at Karaoke Dokie and paid him a hundred bucks each and he made us legitimate fake IDs.
"Alright then…" she says handing our IDs back to us. We ordered beers and wine coolers.
After a while we're buzzed. Russ is drunk.
"Idiot…" I joke when he flops down next to us.
A couple hours passed, we danced with a few girls and fooled around with them on the floor. After laughing from one of Brent's jokes, I spotted someone I recognized.
Tara…
"Hey…look who's not on her leash." I nod in her direction. Tara usually is with Haley at Karaoke Dokie, I guess she wanted a different scenery.
"Yeah, didn't you sleep with her a couple times Brent?" Russ asks.
"Yeah…she was ok." He smirks.
After watching her for a while a thought came to mind.
"Hey, I bet you two jerks 100 bucks that I can get us good blow." I say and sip my wine cooler.
Brent arches his eyes and Russ sat up straighter.
"You're on blowhole…" Brent said smirking.
"You still got her number?" I ask Brent. He checked his phone and smiled.
Hey, what's up? –Rob
I looked over to her and watch as she looks down at her phone.
Who is this? –Tara
Rob, we not far from you… –Rob
She looks around but she passes us up.
Where are you –Tara
Just walk to the booths –Rob
"Come on guys." I got up and we walk to the back of the club. Only a few people are back here. I see Tara and we sit in a booth facing the far wall. No one can see us and waitresses don't come back in this area, this area is mainly for people who want to chill and relax.
"Hey. You look nice." I said smiling at her.
"Thank you, you do too." She bats her eyes to me.
"Where's Haley?" Brent asks.
"We…had a fight…" no wonder she's here alone.
"You know, Haley treated you badly, you shouldn't hang around someone who'll just boss you around." Russ says.
"Yeah, she has been bossy lately."
"You know, I think you're way prettier than she is, your hair is your best feature." I said and move a little closer to her.
"Really…?" she breathes. I nod and slowly lean in to kiss her. We kissed for a little while, I slid my hand under her dress and she giggles.
"Haley isn't nearly as soft as you…" I'm caressing her leg. She sighs a laugh.
"I'm going to get us some drinks." I got up and went to the first table we were at and got a waitress to bring me eight strawberry wine coolers. I bought everyone two.
"Hey, thought you guys could use a pick me up."
I said and sat the drink down. "Here you go…" I passed Haley hers.
After drinking mine half way, I got close to Haley again and smirk. We kissed again. She giggles when I touch her boob.
I put her hand inside of my pants.
She gasps and squeezes me.
"You know, when I was with Haley at the fields…I was thinking about you." Her hand still on me, caressing me.
"You were really thinking of me?" I nod and kiss her again.
"If I wasn't, you'd know it." I smiled at her and caress her face.
"I wish it was you in my car with me…what could she do that you can't?"
"Nothing…"
Even though it's dark in here, I can see her blush.
"Yeah?" I ask. She nods.
"Show me…"
I kissed her again and unbuckle my belt and take out the raider. She gasps when I stroke myself. She gasps again when I put my hand in her panties. The guys looked on when I gently press her forward. She lowered her head in my lap and is blowing me.
She bobs her head as I rub her back and took out my phone and slid it to Russ.
When I mouthed 'record' he unlocked it and started to record us.
…
I'm trying to keep quiet, but it so hard though.
She's been blowing me for a few minutes and I'm almost ready.
Almost ready…
"Awwwhhh…" I groaned as her pops her head up. I gave her a napkin from the dispenser in the table and took one for myself.
"That was amazing." I breathe and put raider back in my boxers.
"Thank you…" she said after wiping her mouth.
"Would you…show my friends how good you are?" I ask rubbing her leg. She looks over to the guys, "its ok, they like you too…"
"Just this once…?" she asks.
"Yeah, just this once."
She scoots over to Russ and he unzipped and her head's now in his lap. I recorded them on his phone.
You blowholes owe me big… –Rob
As soon as I get mine… –Brent
I smiled to him and fist bump him.
When she was done with Russ, Brent slid over and her head was in his lap.
Brent kept her for almost ten minutes.
"Dude?" I whispered while recording them.
"It's like a blow pop." He joked. We all laughed, he was done not long after.
"You ok?" I ask as she wipes her mouth.
"Yeah…" I motioned for her to sit on my lap. She did.
"That was fun…" I said tickling her. She giggles and twists her body. "That felt nice…"
"What?"
"What you just did." I smirked.
"This?" she twists her body again.
"Know what else will feel nice?"
"What?"
"This…" I said and put my hand between her legs. She pants and lolls her hips, I loll my hips too.
When she's really moist, I pull her dress up and push her panties down.
Gently I entered her, she's sucking in her breath and moaning.
"Almost in…" I breathed.
"Too much too much…" she squeaks out.
I took myself out of her and she got off my lap pulling up her panties.
"You ok?" I asked again. I hope she is.
"Yeah…"
"Want to get out of here?"
She nods…
We were out of there by 10.
She rode in my car and I took her to the fields.
"Come on." We get out of my car.
The guys pull up and exeunt their car.
Exeunt?!
Yeah, I have to be buzzed…
"So, Tara, you were great in the Rising Sun." Russ started. "Want to continue the party?"
"Um…"
"Come on, it'll just be us four, and no one else." I said taking her hand and caressing it.
"Just us…?" she asks.
"Yeah."
"Ok." She started on Russ, while she was blowing him I unzipped my jeans. Slipping on a condom took a second, I pulled down her panties and rubbed her with the raider. When she was moist I eased in, inch by inch.
She didn't want me to stop, if she did she would've told me to. In no time she took me all in. When Russ was finish Brent stood in front of her and she blows him.
I moaned when I came. I pulled out and wait until I'm done to take the condom off.
Russ went in next.
…
1:34am
"You ok?" I ask as I'm pulling in to Angela's.
"Yeah…" we just got done with her after 1. She's been quiet ever since we finish.
"Did you…like it?"
She nods and I get out opening her door. We sat in the back and I ordered us something to eat.
"How is it? Do you like it?" I ordered her a burger and fries.
"Is this your way of asking if I'll tell anyone?" she asks that out of the blue. I sat back in my chair.
Shit…
"We…I ask you if you wanted to and-."
"And I said yes, but…I didn't…I've never done this before." She says.
God…I hope I didn't hurt her.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have text you tonight."
"You guys are just like her…" she looks sad.
Just like who?
"Who?"
"Haley."
"What do you mean?"
"She…pressured Marci and me to have sex with guys. That's how I lost my virginity."
"What? And you're still friends with her."
"Because she's the only friend I have, or had after the fight we had. Everyone thinks I'm like her…but I'm not."
"I can see that you're not. I'm sorry if you felt like we took advantage of you."
"It's ok…I'm used to it."
That hurt.
"You shouldn't be, no one ever forced you before right?"
"No, I just do what they want me to do."
"You shouldn't do that, you're better than that."
"Says the guy that just took turns on me with his friends."
Ok, I deserved that.
"I'm sorry, let me make it up to you."
"How?"
"I don't know, tell me what you like."
"I don't know…" she breathes a laugh. Her smile is actually pretty.
"Ok, so you're a girl, I'm thinking…shopping?"
"Really? You…would actually do that for me?"
"Yeah, I didn't know you felt pressured, I don't want to be that guy. And if taking you to the mall would make me feel better, than I'll do it."
She smiled.
Pretty smile…
We talked while we ate, she's not so bad. It's hard to believe she was ever friends with Haley. When we were done, I took her home, but not before putting her in my contact list.
Under friend.
"Ok, so noon Thursday I'll take you shopping." I confirmed with her. She nods, I walk her to her door.
Her older brother I assume opened the door, she waves and steps inside.
I decided I'll go home tonight and not the hotel. I make it home just before 3. I'm going to take a shower, after tonight…I need a shower.
A hot shower.
After my shower, I get out my black book.
Just because Tara and I are friends doesn't mean she's not going in the book…
/Name /Date /Curricular Activity /Score
Jennifer Collins April 30, 2012 Oral Sex / Sex 10
Kateland Bryan May 4, 2012 Backseat Sex 7
Maria Cote May 8, 2012 Sex 8
Haley Ferguson May 17, 2012 Amazing Oral Sex / Sex 9
Jade West May 24, 2012 Hot Steamy Sex 9
Brandi Nora June 19, 2012 Best Blow Job Ever/Great Sex 10
Tara Ganz July 27, 2012 Triple Bombed 10
Now where's my belt…
Tara's notch number seven on the inside of my belt. I'm glad it's Saturday. All I'm going to do is sleep in.
A/N: We finally get to read Trina's letter to Cat, Cat really came through for Trina in a time Trina needed someone the most. And Rob…triple bombed Tara with Russ and Brent, but he and Tara ended up becoming friends.
Though that does not excuse his behavior.
Also, I'm looking for sweet and cute nicknames for baby Ashley, all I could come up with is Ash. Thanks for reading.
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