Personality

My personality is rather unsociable. I have a lot of difficulty understanding people, so I always keep to myself. Unfortunately, this results in my dislike of dealing with other people. My opinion of others is so low that I see people only for their use. I refuse company, as I feel that friends only drag me down, cause me pain when they fail me and make me feel like "unnecessary baggage" to them. To me, society is simply an annoyance that forces their values on me, pester myself and expect me to do things I don't want to do. Though at first my negative world view keeps my friends alienated despite their best efforts, I slowly soften as I listens to the advice of everybody around me. As time passes, I begin to understand more about others and about myself.

Name -

The first kanji in my name means Change, the second means Child and the third means Harbor. Refers to my self from someone serious in my childhood and becoming more of a child as I grow up. harbor means keeping secres from others at all costs even if it means hurting myself physically ... or emotionally.