Hello, I'm T. J.

I had decided to redo my profile, sooo... here I am!

Being a scoun as usual.

It could be worse. I could have been killed by Last Shadow.

Okay, here's something about me:

Name: Heh... Like I'm going to tell you.

Age: I'm 13. But, I can act a little mature for my age, or plain old goofy. I was born on the day of Xemnas and Demyx, the month of Xemnas, and the year of Xemnas, Demyx, Demyx, Demyx. So many Demyxs!! ._.

Weight: Why would you want to know?

Height: Uhh... Over 5 feet, let's leave it at that.

I like lots of books, so many, it would kill me to list them all.

My favorite singer is Voltaire. But, I also like Three Days Grace, Green Day, One Republic, Jimmy Eat World, Thousand Foot Krutch, Pillar, Hedley, The Ramones, The Beatles, and many more. Plus the Vocaloid singers. Like Miku, Kaito, Gakupo, Rin, Len, Luka, Meiko, Haku, and some other ones that I can't list at the moment.

I can be very nice and gentle when needed, but I can also become cold-hearted, and be merciless. When people have insulted me, I believe in getting revenge. But, underneath all that, my sis calls me her fuzzy, hugable, little, panda. It ruins the image of ruthless warlord that I can be. But, I will always provide a shoulder to cry on, and will try to be sympathetic. When I find something wrong, or something that I dislike greatly, I will flat out tell them. No mercy, just give them the hard, mean truth. But, I can be befreinded easily, and will stand by your side till the end. I believe in loyalty, and leaving someone alone is a terrible crime in my book. In shorter terms, I am a good, loyal friend, but a harsh, merciless enemy.

I love playing on DragonFable, Adventure Quest Worlds, Wizard 101, Free Realms, Poptropica, Roblox, and Club Penguin. I used to play on Runescape, but I stopped.

I also LOVE going on 'Ology World!!

I LOVE RAMEN!! And Black Cats, Ravens, Crows, Red-Tailed Hawks, Tigers, Osperys, Eagles, Falcons, Dragons, Pheonixs, and soo many more.

My favorite game is Kingdom Hearts. I even sang along to Cotton Eye Joe when it was playing and I was buying Birth by Sleep. They always play Cotton Eye Joe at the Game Stop where I live. People were staring, but I didn't care. I wonder if they still play it. :3

Try not to get on my bad side, it can get pretty ugly. XD

Ooh... Happy Tree Friends is awesome!! I wish Flippy was still around. TT.TT

I love ghost stories, and hearing about Cryptids. They interest me very much.

I have some stories that will eventually be writen, but here's an idea of how many there will be:

Title: Songs of tthe Keyblader

Catagory: Kingdom Hearts

Summary: Kila was trapped in the world of Kingdom Hearts 10 years ago. And now, she's going to help Sora to find her friends. And to save Ventus, Terra, and Aqua from their fates. But, will she survive when she keeps singing whenever she feels a strong emotion?

Title: A Day in the Life of the Organization

Catagory: Kingdom Hearts

Summary: A collection of one-shots inspired by our random role-plays. This story was created with the help of my sister. If you're feeling sad, read it. You might just laugh at the random weirdness.

Title: 100 Thoughts and Memories

Catagory: Kingdom Hearts

Summary: I decided to take up WaterAngel-Alyssa's challenge. A series of drabbles on what comes to my mind when I see the words that WaterAngel gives. No pairings, no actual plot. And no yaoi.

Title: Stolen Memories

Catagory: Wizard 101

Summary: Scarlet Griffinrider had saved the Spiral from the threat of Malistaire last year. Too bad she can't remember. Join her and her friends, as she goes searching for the person who stole her memories. Requires 100 Thoughts and Memories to be finished.

Title: Songs, Heartless, and Nobodies, Oh My!

Catagory: Kingdom Hearts

Summary: Kila and her friends are back, as they all go in search of Riku and King Mickey. Follow them as they learn about the mysterious Organization, and Kila struggles with her singing problem. Requires Songs of the Keyblader to be finished.

Title: Daemons, and Death

Catagory: DragonFable, Animorphs, and His Dark Materials

Summary: Meet Serafina, child of Lyra, and friends of the Animorphs. They get sucked in the world of DragonFable, where they soon fall victim to a strange spell. Join them as they try to find a way home. Requires me to feel like starting it.

Title: Gamers and Keyblades

Catagory: Kingdom Hearts

Summary: What do you get when you put six hardcore gamers in their favorite game? Kila and her friends has been somehow sucked into the world of Kingdom Hearts, follow her as she trains, and fights in the Keyblade War. Requires Songs, Heartless, and Nobodies, Oh My! to be finished.

Title: Nobodies and Songs

Catagory: Kingdom Hearts

Summary: Who's Iklxa? She wishes she knew. This is her story, as she struggles with the life of the group of Nobodies. But, she keeps having flashbacks of memories that aren't hers and the singing problem. Requires Gamers and Keyblades to be finished.

Title: Amulets and Godlings

Catagory: Kane Chronicles

Summary: Leaena, a girl with no family, but strange powers. While trying to steal food, she gets caught and told that she's a Godling. Will she do as she normally does and run away, or will she stick around with the only family she's ever known? Requires me to feel like putting it up.

Title: BBS: The Real Story

Catagory: Kingdom Hearts

Summary: You've all heard of BBS, now hear the true story. Why does Xehanort never respond to the letters Eraqus sends? Why does Xehanort have a cat? Why does Vanitas work on his lines? Why am I asking you all these questions? Find out. Requires A Day in the Life of the Organization to reach 100 reviews.

Title: How to Annoy the Characters of DragonFable

Catagory: DragonFable

Summary: Kira, apprentice of Warlic, Dragon Lord, and expert at annoying people. Join her as she annoys all of our favorite characters. From Ash Dragonblade, to Cysero, things may get a little out of hand. Requires... I don't know. I might just put it out there soon.

Title: The Poe Project

Catagory: Edgar Allan Poe

Summary: I am so sick and tired of people hating on Edgar, so I am going to adress the haters head-on. So, bring on your reasons, and I'll explain why he did what he did. Requires... Who am I kidding? This requires NOTHING!! I will put this up, and, by the dead souls down in the earth and in the sky, I hope to change hearts.

If you support Captain Jack Sparrow and his jar of dirt copy and paste this on your profile.

There are 95% of people who would scream and cry if Justin Beiber, and Miley Cyrus were about to jump off the empire state building. If you're one of the 5% who would grab a chair get some popcorn and a can of soda and scream "JUMP!!" at the top of your lungs, copy and paste this on your profile.

The Soldier's Farewell

Farewell, to the scenes of my childhood,
To my mother, who's praying for me!
She would weep if the son of her bosom
From the face of a foeman should flee.
Farewell, to the home, to the hearthstone,
Where my sisters are weeping for me;
O the foot of the spoiler shall never
Stain the home of the brave and the free.
Ho for Liberty! Freedom or death, boys,
That's the watchword-away let us go
To the sound of the drum and the bugle,
March to vanquish the ruffian foe.
Adieu, honor'd father! who taught me
For the rights of a freeman to stand-
To resist, when his rod, the aggressor
Shakes in wrath o'er my dear native land!
Copy and paste this on your profile if you want the war to end. One at a time we can make a difference. Add your name to the list also: T. J. Nightshade

The Percy Jackson pledge:
I promise to remember Percy
whenever I'm at sea
I promise to remember Annabeth
whenever a spider comes at me
I promise to protect nature
for Grover's sake of course
I promise to remember Luke
when my heart fills with remorse
I promise to remember Chiron
whenever I see a sign that says ''free pony ride''
I promise to remember Tyson
whenever a friend says they'll stick by my side
I promise to remember Thalia
whenever a friend is scared of heights
I promise to remember Clarisse
whenever I see someone that gives me a fright
I promise to remember Bianca
whenever I see a sister scold her younger brother
I promise to remember Nico
whenever I see someone who doesn't get along with others
I promise to remember Zoe
whenever I watch the stars
I promise to remember Rachel
whenever a limo passes my car.
yes I promise to remember PJO
wherever I may go

If you think that being unique is cooler than being cool, copy this on your profile.

Nerds are cool. Nerds are smart. Nerds will one day rule the universe. If you're a nerd and proud of it, copy this into your profile.

If you have ever burned any sort of food in the microwave, oven, toaster, or on the stove, copy this into your profile.

If you've ever copied and pasted something onto your profile, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you're obsessed with PJO like me, copy this into your profile.

If you aren't ashamed to state that you believe in God and Jesus, copy this into your profile.

If you have ever cried when your favorite character in a movie T.V. Show, video game, or book died, copy and paste this into your profile.

IF YOU HATE PRACHEL, COPY AND PASTE THIS ONTO YOUR PROFILE!

If you have ever run into a tree, copy this to your profile!

If you've ever had a mad laughing fit for no reason, copy and paste this into your profile.

If people think you are mentally insane...copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you have ever forgotten your name while introducing yourself, copy this to your profile.

If you've ever burst out laughing in a quiet room, add this to your profile.

If you think that being unique is cooler than being cool, copy this on your profile.

If you've ever had a mad laughing fit for no reason, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever just wanted to SLAP someone, copy this onto your profile.

If you wish that a fictional character was real, copy and paste this to your profile.

If you think iPods were gifts from the gods copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you think Zexion is emo, copy and paste this onto your profile.

You Know You're Obsessed with Kingdom Hearts when...

1. You dubbed yourself as one of the characters from there.

2. You've tried to make a Keyblade.

3. You've designed your own Keyblade.

4. You want to cosplay as one of the characters.

5. You know all of the Organization members names and titles by heart.

6. You believe that Kingdom Hearts is real because you just have to believe to make it happen.

7. You ask for shoes that are six sizes too big for you.

8. You like to end almost every single sentence with "Got it memorized?"

9. When you're getting a key, you ask for one that will destroy Heartless, Nobodies, and unlock every lock.

10. You want to get an Organization XIII trench coat.

11. You're convinced that one of your teachers is a Heartless/Nobody.

12. You're convinced that every bully from your school is a Heartless.

13. You have hair that defys gravity.

14. You really want to get your hair dyed the same color as your favorite character's hair.

15. You like to act like your favorite character.

16. You dub your friends characters from Kingdom Hearts.

17. You know all the nobodies names when they were others.

18. You know every type of Keyblade.

19. You spread the word that Kingdom Hearts is epic.

20. You want to get the same tatoo things under your eyes like Axel.

21. You can think up of 20 more things to add to this list.

One Heart Fulfills All Hearts.

All Hearts Lead To The Same Heart.

"Kingdom Hearts"

The Place Where The Mighty Heart Lives.

And Where Darkness Is Endlessly Deep...

PLEASE READ.

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back.

The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

The cashier said, "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll."

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?''

The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.

"It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her."

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her afterall, and not to worry.

But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there."

His eyes were so sad while saying this. "My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: "I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall."

Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me "I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister."

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. "Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''

"OK," he said, "I hope I do have enough." I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.

The little boy said: "Thank you God for giving me enough money!"

Then he looked at me and added, "I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so thatmommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!''

"I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''

"My mommy loves white roses."

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.

I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away.

I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Now you have 2 choices:

1) Repost this message.

2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart

Wizard 101 Questions!

Q.: What's your favorite school?

A.: Really? It's Balance, why ask?

Q.: Who's your favorite teacher?

A.: Umm... Give that to Arthur. His British accent makes me smile. :D

Q.: What's your favorite world?

A.: Krokotopia for being the home of Balance. Plus, I like Egypt.

Q.: Favorite Balance spell?

A.: Ra. No questions asked.

Q.: Favorite Life spell?

A.: Umm... I don't know very many Life spells, so I'll say... Seraph. For looking like Judgement.

Q.: Favorite Death spell?

A.: ... Must I answer? Fine, I dislike Death, and avoid using it. Soo... None.

Q.: Favorite Fire spell?

A.: I really want to learn Pheonix... But, I also like Fire Dragon.

Q.: Favorite Ice spell?

A.: I dislike Ice, because I hate the sound my feet make on the ice. But, my favorite spell would be... Ice Wyvern.

Q.: Favorite Storm spell?

A.: Hmm... That's a toughie. It's down between Stormzilla and Storm Lord. But, if I had to pick one, Storm Lord.

Q.: Favorite Myth spell?

A.: Medusa, and let's leave it at that. I don't want to get into a rant about Myth spells.

Q.: Malistaire or Cyrus?

A.: I hate them both.

Q.: Flamea or Arthur?

A.: Hmm... Arthur. Because he teaches Balance.

Q.: Krokotopia or Mooshu?

A.: Krokotopia, never Mooshu. I love Egypt too much.

Q.: Balance or Fire?

A.: Sorry, Falmea. I'd say Balance.

Q.: Death or Myth?

A.: Myth, for not being Death.

Q.: Storm or Ice?

A.: Storm. Just because.

Q.: Dragon or Piggle?

A.: DRAGON! Don't even get me started on Piggles!

Q.: Scarlet Screamers or Ghouls?

A.: Ghouls. I hate Scarlet Screamers.

Q.: Firecat or Unicorn?

A.: Firecat, for being awesome!

Q.: Wings or Broom?

A.: Wings, because then, I'd look like Judgement!!

Q.: Dragon or Tiger?

A.: Tiger, I feel bad for Jake...

Q.: Staff or Wand?

A.: Well, I prefer a Staff, but that's me.

Q.: Kadaj or Sephiroth?

A.: Well, I don't wanna die so- HEY! WAIT A SEC! THAT'S NOT WIZARD 101!! But, personally, I hate them both, but I think Kadaj is WAAAY more epic than Sephiroth.

My Favorite Quotes!

"Hey, Ax!" "What?" "Five minutes to get rid of it!" "GAH!" - Me and my sis, F.K.

"You're being so... Meh." "Meh." "Meh." Meh." "Meh!" "Meh!" "MEH!" "MEH!" - Me and my sis.

"Must... Resist... Urge... To... Defeat... EVIL!" - Artix.

"Hey, Tomix! What's shaking?" "... Nothing is shaking. Ravenloss may be underground, but it is still a very stable city." - Me and Tomix.

"You're a towel!" "You're a towel!" - Me and my sis.

"Don't make me do this." "... We both know that you are not going to harm me." "I'm sorry, you made me do this. Your shoe's untied." "..." "..." "... I'm not going to fall for that." "... I'm so sorry." "DANGIT!" - Me and Artix.

"I have this sponge-" "NO!" - Cysero, me, Warlic, and Artix.

"What's shakin' Tom-Tom?" "... Don't call him Tom-Tom." "Then what should I call him?!" "Tomix!" - My brother Sora, and me just now.

"The Blue Mage shall live forever in our hearts. May his journey to Death's Realm lead him to peace." - Warlic's grave.

"You sound so dramatic, and melancholic, it almost makes me wanna cry. But, I'm not, so I'm going to listen to the happy song." - My sis just now.

"You... cooked the Dragon egg that might have saved all of Lore?" "Yep! And I ate most of it! You want the other half, Warlic?" - Warlic, and me.

"I swear, Lady Celestia lives off of tea." - Me.

"Artix, are you okay?" "Yes. I just need to... to... TO RID THE WORLD OF THIS EVIL!!!!! AATTTTAACCKK!!!!!!" - Me, and Artix.

"What time is it?" "YOUR MOM!!" "..." - Me, and Porsha.

"Can I get a Library pass?" "I don't know. Can you?" "May I get a Library pass?" "Yes, you may." - Me, and Mrs. Rinck.

"BALTHAZAR IS AWESOME!!" - Me.

"OMG! VOLTAIRE'S IN AQWORLDS!!! I NEED TO LOG IN!!!!" - Me.

"He looks like a monkey!" "What?" "I swear, Riku looks like a monkey!" "..." - Amanda, and me.

"Okay, we're going to die." - Me.

"What do you want with me? Who were the guys that attacked me? I'm leaving!" - Cloud.

"Good to see you, Cloud." - Sephiroth.

"Bring on your Sephiroths and your Jenovas, it won't matter. We'll do as life dictates and stop you every time." - Rufus.

"If you really are us, what number are we thinking of?" "69 GUYS!!" "Whoa." - Present Bill and Ted, and Future Bill and Ted.

"See you soon." - Death.

"Station." - Station.

"My reunion. Bet you're dying to watch." - Kadaj.

"Hey Kadaj. Is that where big brother lives?" "Yeah." "Do you think he'll be glad to see us?" "Not a chance." - Yazoo, and Kadaj.

"She's not here. I am not crying! Don't worry, I got it, I'll bring the girl." - Loz.

"The Stigma. The Sephiroth Gene. Jenova's Mimetic Legacy. Call it what you want." - Vincent.

"Where can I buy a phone?" - Vincent.

"There are still some children with the Stigma." - Red XIII.

"For some reason, I don't like Sephiroth's definition of 'wonderful'." - Me.

"Dilly dally, shilly shally. Dilly dally, shilly shally." - Tifa.

"Soo... everytime Cloud gets captured, Zack has to save him?" "Pretty much." - Me, and my sis.

"I never blamed you. Not once. You came fo me. That's all that matters." - Aerith.

"NOOOOO!!!! NOT DENZEL!!!!!!" - Me.

"Pikachu on steroids: PIKA!!" - Me.

"Ugh, Cloud, how do you get into your little 'Lala Land' while driving? You're gonna crash one day." - Me.

"WHERE'S MY TUNA!! I NEED MEH TUNA!!" - Me.

"Fall... Fall... Fall." - Me.

"You know, your sister's not very nice." "That's cuz I don't wanna be!" Some girl who's name I cannot remember, and me.

'Try some of column A, try all of column B...' "I'm sorry, what?" "Ugh. As I was saying..." - My thoughts, me, and Hannah.

"Just don't talk to her, don't make eye contact, don't respond to her, 'kay?" "Sure. Is she stalking you?" "Yeah! She won't leave me alone! It's like she clings to me!" "Hey guys!" "..." "..." - Amanda, me, and Hannah.

"AAHH!! MY FINGER COVERS AND WRIST BAND ARE STILL WET!!" - Me.

"Meow, meow, meow, meow. Meow, meow, meow, meow. Meow, meow, meow, meow, meow, meow!!" - Mittens.

"The same reason you went to save Sirius. The same reason Sirius went to save you. I cared too much about you." - Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledor.

"Run, run away!" "Okay..." - Demyx, and Sora.

"THERE ARE TOO MANY XEHANORTS AND ANSEMS RUNNING AROUND!! There's Xehanort, Xehanort's Heartless, Xehanort's Nobody, and Xehanort-Terra. Then, there's Ansem the Wise, Ansem the Seeker of Darkness, and Xemnas!!" - Me.

"How long did it take you to draw Leon?" "... Five minutes. The whole scene." "..." - Me, and my sis just now.

"Terra is such a derp." - My sis.

"Knock, knock on the door.

Thirteen times, the monster moves no more.

Enter swiftly, don't make a sound.

Except this song, the specter to bound.

On a mirror, give thirteen taps.

Make sure the creature can't come back.

Frame it fast, over the door.

With fortunes luck, it'll be fettered evermore." - Me. (I got the song off a story. Creepy, isn't it?)

"That's because I'm a dangerous sociopath with a long violent history." "Oh." "I can't believe you keep forgetting that." - Carl, and Paul. (Llamas with hats. If you have no idea what it is, I WANT YOU TO WATCH IT!!!)

"Jenova has given me a very special gift. The gift to fight, against a school that torments humanity. She has given this gift to all her children. That's right. You and I are bretheren. Joined when we innherited Jenova's legacy through the Life Stream. But the school doesn't approve of that at all. It's doing everything it can to hold us back. That's why they're piling homework on us, and filling our heads with books. Now, we shall mutiny." - Me in my head. (If I ever felt like leading a mutiny against the school, I would stand up on a table durring lunch and give that speech.)

"Are you my enemy? Are you strong, with speed and agility? Have you the training of a warrior? It matters not to me. Run now! Run fast into the forest. I'll give you a few moments start. An hour if you wish. Because no matter how hard you run, you'll never be fast enough, and I'll catch and kill you before long.

All the prey that I hunt I will slay. If it is clothed in flesh, I will cut it. If it breathes, I will stop its breath. And your magic daunts me not, because I have magic of my own. And boggarts, ghosts, and ghasts are no greater threat to me than they are to a spook. For I have looked into the darkness- into the blackest darkness of all- and now I am no longer afraid." - Grimalkin (Wasn't that nice?)

"Aww... Wittle Axel is cold." "I'm not 'wittle'! Don't call me wittle. I don't like it." - Me and my sis just now.

"I am a stegosaurus!" - Tom Ska

"And you see the things they never see

All you wanted, I could be

And now you know me, and I'm not afraid.

And I wanna tell you who I am

Can you help me be a man?

They can't break me

As long as I know who I am.

And I want a moment to be real,

Wanna touch things I don't feel,

Wanna hold on, and feel I belong.

And how can the world want me to change,

They're the ones that stay the same.

They can't see me,

But, I'm still here." - I'm Still Here from the movie Treasure Planet

"Snap to, Will Henry! Snap to!" - Pelinore Warthrop (The Monstrumologist By: Rick Yancey)

"Look not into my eyes, for I am the basilisk. Fear my touch, for I am the Midas of annihilination. James and Mary, Erasmus and Malachi, John and Muriel, Damien and Thomas and Jacob and Veronica, and the ones whose names I have forgotten and the ones whose names I never knew... And you, Will Henry. You have given yourself in service to ha-Maschit, the destroyer, the angel of death whon God created on the first day, the same day he said, 'Let there be light.' And when I step upon the shore of the Isle of Blood to plant the conqueror's flag, when I attain the summit of the abyss, when I find the thing that all of us fear and all of us seek, when I turn to face the Faceless One, whose face will I see?" - Pellinore Warthrop (The Isle of Blood By: Rick Yancey)

"Its name is Typhoeus magnificum, the Magnificent Father, the Faceless One we cannot help but turn and face. The One of a Thousand Faces that is there when we turn to look, and then looks back at us. It is the magnificum. It lives in that space between spaces, and that spot one-tenthousandth of an inch outside your range of vision. You cannot see it. It sees you. And when it sees you, it does not see you. It has no conception of you. There is magnificum and nothing else. You are the nest. You are the hatchling. You are the chrysalis. You are the progeny. You are the rot that falls from stars. You may not understand what I mean. You will." - Will Henry (The Isle of Blood By: Rick Yancey)

"Wer mit Ungeheuern kämpft, mag zusehn, dass er nicht dabei zum Ungeheuer wird. Do you know what this means? I do." Will Henry (The Isle of Blood By: Rick Yancey)

"The unneeded meaning of start and end
To the disappearance of this soul
Who remembers characters?
From the windnow of madness, goodbye

Hello, myself
Haven't we met before?
Goodbye, yourself
So, want to talk?

iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Unable to run away
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Like the corruption is continuing

The discovered conclusion, disappearing
Outlines fading to black
In the darkness, there's no such thing thing as light
From the inside of madness, goodbye

Hello, myself
Haven't we met before?
Goodbye, yourself
So, want to talk?

iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Unable to run away
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Like the corruption is continuing

Hey, haven't we met somewhere in the past?
Hey, you're special to me, I want to talk to you
Hey, what time is it? What's today? I don't know
Hey! It would be great if we completely forgot

iNSaNiTY
It's like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
Dark? Light?
iNSaNiTY
iNSaNiTY

sAnIty
Can't see the dark already
pUrIty
The days are longer
sAnIty
But that also must sink
"sAnIty"
... what is that?

iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
Unable to run away
iNSaNiTY
Like floating on air
PSYCHoPaTHY
A carefree life
iNSaNiTY
An illusion that can't end
CaPTiViTY
The corruption is continuing." - iNSaNiTY

"To the me who lives in some point in time and who isn't alone, once again, I made some mistakes, and also some progress. Meanwhile, I finally, but slowly, began to learn- to rely on my friends. I was constantly afraid that everyone would blame me for dragging them into this, and that they would hate me, or be appalled at me, or get mad at me, and leave me... But then I was told that I had the worng idea. They were very mad at me. It hurt so much. Not that they hit me, but it really hurt. I finally figured it out, but I can't pass this memory on to my next self. Unfortunately, I'll lose my life yet again. That's why I'm writing a letter. Say thanks to Britiain. And tell them the truth. I'm sure they'll get mad, but it's not that they hate you or think you're a pain. Why didn't you rely on your friends sooner? What are friends for? That's what they told me, and thats what they're going to tell you, too. I'm sure I'll cry. And then... and then... Look around yourself." - A Letter for Italy (HetaOni)

"ARMSTRONG STEVE!!" - Me (I had drawn a picture of Steve from HetaOni. Then I got the brilliant idea of adding a moustache to him and a sparkle of to the side of him. Smart, huh?)

"I doesn't matter how far or fast you run. Because it is a patient hunter. It will wait until you think you're safe. Then it will catch you. There is no exit. Only an entrance. And once you enter, you cannot leave. You will run and run until you collapse of exahustion. The only way out is to kill it. But how can you kill what is unkillable?" - No Name, No Face

"What's a 'Canada'?" - Me

"THAT PSYCHOTIC GIT!!!" - Me talking about 2P!Britain

"They're not imaginary! Mint Bunny is real!! And I am not the 'Black Sheep of Europe'!! Bloody git." - Me acting as Britain when someone said he had imaginary friends

"You was always there for me. You kept coming back, even if I pushed you out. You helped me see the light again. So, I guess darum Ich liebe dich." - No Name, No Face

Nice to meet you, I'm:

T. J. Nightshade

Okay, who was the last person who held your hand?

My arm was being held in a vice-like grip by Phoenix, does that count?

And who the last person to text you?

Phoenix. Definetly.

Have you ever kissed someone with braces?

I've never kissed anyone other than my parents and grandparents.

If you could change your eye color what would it be?

I would make my left eye into a yin yang symbol and my right eye would be a misty grey.

How many pillows are on your bed?

Three.

Someone you can't stop thinking about?

They know who they are and I don't feel like giving away my love-life to the internet.

What color are your undies?

A color. Not sure why you'd even want to know... . Creeper...

When's the last time you cried?

I think it would be when my mother was forcing me to remember when I had depression. I had to tell her that that subject is off-limits unless I want to talk about it.

Who do you make fun of the most?

I don't make fun of anyone. I only slightly tease my friends every now and then. Elvia teases me about marrying Slenderman... .

What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?

About an hour. I was talking to a friend I had to leave behind in Oregon.

How many 20 dollar bills do you have on you right now?

None. I have a few coins, seven dollars, and a Bakugan in my pocket though.

Do you dance in the car?

...Maybe... Depends on who's there...

How did you get your last bruise?

When I was kicked in the face by a horse. :D

Who is in your house right now?

My entire family, my imaginary anime friends, my pets, and Flying Mint Bunny. ;)

Does your mom make you wear a winter coat?

She'll probably make me soon. The snow is coming soon.

Are your lips chapped?

No.

What's your favorite season?

Summer, there's no school and tomatoes grow in summer. Buono tomato! Buono tomato! Buono, buono, ooh! Tomato!

Has it snowed recently?

It snowed in the mountains, does that count?

Favorite colors?

Black, red, light blue, dark blue, green, chocolate brown, and a light and bright shade of pink. I'm talking Artie-Pink, ya know?

What are you listening to?

Faith, Love, and Happiness by Thousand Foot Krutch.

Have you ever felt that you life was so bad that you wanted to give up?

Yeah, I have. And that has scarred me forever. But, trust me, to any of you who don't see the point in it any more, who just want to die, there's someone who still cares about you. There's always someone who cares about you. Don't hurt them or yourself. Hold on, it'll get better. I promise.

How many piercings do you have?

Just one on each ear.

Taken or single?

Taken. And I'm very happy with him, danke very much.

Do you like your relationship status?

Yeah, I do. He's awesome, funny, smart, loves manga and anime, and loves listening to my rants. I'm never going to find someone like him in a million years.

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?

In Monopoly when you get mad and decide, "Forget this, I'm going to be a robber and steal all the money from the bank." That's when I believe it is perfectly acceptable. Mainly because that's what I do if I don't end up flipping the board first.

Do you wanna have children?

I don't know. I actually want sleep and I'm scared if the baby would die while inside of me. But I do want to have kids so I could punch them everytime they said they wanted to go to McDonalds. Then they'll learn to never go there. :D Nah, I'm not that evil. I still love kids. But I'm scared of them dying.

If yes how many?

I think I would have one. Heaven forbid I end up having twins. If that is so, I will call them Hikaru and Kaoru.

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?

Yeah, I do. Like how I celebrate the day I first got my laptop. ;)

Do any of your EXES still have feelings for you?

I don't have any exes. If I did, I'd tell them that it's over and I'd rather be friends with them.

Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?

Yeah I do. My old friends in Oregon unwittingly messed up my life for a bit when I moved to Washington. I wouldn't let go of them, so going to school was rubbing salt and lime into a fresh and festering wound.

Do you have a best friend(s)?

Yeah, I thought I said that earlier... O.o

Do you have any siblings?

One older sister and a younger brother. Then I have my entire imaginary anime family in my head. That's where I have a whole lot of brothers and sisters, most are older than me.

What are you doing tonight?

Listening to Wish You Well by Thousand Foot Krutch while typing the answers to these weird questions.

Wearing any jewelry?

My necklace with a Roxas necklace on it and a dragon guitar pick.

Where is your shirt from?

...I honestly don't know nor do I care. It's a shirt, and it's black, that's all I care about.

Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were
crying?

Yeah. Phoenix was depressed and I was making her laugh without trying.

What's your ringtone?

I don't know... it's technically my sister's phone so...

Are you happy?

Yeah, I'm feeling reasonably content. I just wish I had a plate of raspberry scones and some tea and a good Edgar Allan Poe book to go with this.

Who is annoying to you?

Jordan's kinda annoying... Raven's definetly annoying... And some girl who I don't know who keeps trying to act all high and mighty in my cooking class. She told me that she thought that my applesauce needed more water. Mentally, I'm thinking, "Oh yeah? I think you need more makeup on to be a clown. That is what you are,right?" But I just told her that I thought it was fine and to go mind her own business.

Where were you last night?

I was at my house watching "The Omen" and wishing I had someone to hug.

Has anyone ever sang to you?

No, but they're going to and they wrote a song for me. ////

How many people have you kissed since it turned 2008?

None! I've never kissed someone who's not related to me!!!

Have you ever showered with someone other than at school?

I'm not sure why you would do that, and no. I have not and do not plan on doing so. That sounds like some that would happen for a yaoi lemon thing...

Latest you stayed up in the past week?

On Saturday night. It was a sleep-over at Phoenix's house. We stayed up 'til past five in the morning drawing Sealand in a drunk waiter outfit (Lexi drew it, I swear!!), roleplaying a RussiaXSealand skit (Phoenix and Lexi were doing that, I was the randomly there England), listening to Nightcore and haning around on Omegel and Tumblr.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

Ja, I do. And I'm happy I have someone to let it all out to.

Do you currently want any piercings or tattoos?

I want a tattoo like Medua's on her arms... Then maybe wings on my back...

Who last called you babe/baby?

No one. If someone did, depending on who they are, I'll probably smack them.

If your ex said they hate you, you say?

I don't have an ex, but if I did and if they told me they hated me, I'd give them my signature Artie grin and just say, "Oh, 'hate's such a strong word. But however you feel, I feel a utter loathing towards you! Now leave before I end up aquiring new ingredients for my cupcakes!" then skip along laughing and singing "Miss Lucy had Some Leeches".

Do you curse in front of your parents?

If I did, they'd flay me open, rip out my organs, feed them to my cat, skin me, use my skin to bind a necronomicon, then bury my body in the backyard where they'll spit on my grave.

What is your current annoyance?

Uhm... Nothing really...

Last time you saw fireworks/firecrackers, with who & where?

Fourth of July, with my family and my neighbors.

Are you afraid of roller coasters?

No, I'm too busy cheering about getting scared out of my wits.

What would you do if your best friend told you they were moving?

I'd tell them that they'd better call me and they'd better come over to visit or I'd come to their house in the middle of the night and end up baking cupcakes out of their innards. :D

Macy's gift card or Hollister gift card?

Macy's, so I can finally buy that outrageously priced silk vest that I've wanted for months now.

Who ticked you off yesterday?

...2P!France for reminding me of myself in the mornings before I've had my coffee.

At what age do you want to be married?

I don't know... Maybe at like twenty-two? Twenty-four? I don't know. I'll just wait for someone to ask.

Where is your mom right now?

She's in-... wait... why do you want to know?

Three days in any hotel or NFL game tickets?

Three days in any hotel. Then, I'd get to go to Australia where my bestest friend lives.

What are you wearing?

A black shirt, grey tanktop, blue jeans, and white socks.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

I have no idea... I might adopt a kid...

Would you rather watch football or baseball?

European Football. Then I'd cheer on Spain and Italy and Germany and Britain. And I'd be yelling at the countries that I didn't like. For example: "Seriously, Netherlands, you pedo!! What do you think you're doing trying to beat Britain!?!?! Wait... no... no... NOOOO!! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU NETHERLANDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Where is your number one person on your friends list?

...I have no idea what that's supposed to mean so I'll skip it.

Three things you did yesterday?

I woke up in the morning, stumbled into the living room like a drunkard, then got ready for school.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?

Never kissed a person.

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on someone that treated you bad?

Yeah, I did. Thank goodness I finally broke away from them. They would've gotten me into a heap of trouble if I stayed with those "friends". They were holding me back, and I hate to be tethered to dead weight. Our ties have been cut for a few years now.

Have you ever kissed in the rain?

No, but I think that's a nice ending to a bittersweet story.

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?

Yes and I've also served as a pillow to countless people.

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?

I'VE NEVER KISSED ANYONE!! HOW MANY TIMES MUST I REPEAT THAT?!?!?!

Do you want a small or big wedding?

Knowing my huge family, it'll be big even if I didn't want it to be.

Do you talk to the person you like/love?

Yes, I do.

What always gets you through a bad time?

Music, hugs, mental hugs from my mental anime friends, and drawing.

Would it hurt seeing someone kiss the guy/girl you like/love?

Yeah, it would. It would feel like a betrayal, I guess.

What is your middle name?

I don't have one.

Are your friends virgins?

I'm not too sure about Jordan...

Do you miss someone?

Yes, I do. But I try not to linger in the past with all my skeletons. It's best to keep going forward if you're like me.

Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

Depending on who they are.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a K?

I. HAVE. NEVER. KISSED. ANYONE. BEFORE.

Would you ever get a tattoo?

You already asked this question up above.

Do you want any piercings?

You also already asked that question as well.

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?

I got to retake my math test...?

What's your favorite numbers?

13, 7, 8, 5, and 15.

Could you go a day without eating?

Yeah, not like I'd want to though.

How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?

None. I believe in looking inside.

Are you close with your mom?

...Ja. Let's leave it at that.

Are your parents strict?

...Ja, you could say they are.

Are you a girly girl?

No, if I was, you could kill me and make me spend an eternity with France.

Do you enjoy drama?

Sometimes...

Did you dress up on Halloween?

Yeah, I'm going as a gypsy.

Do you call anybody by their last name?

Not unless they're teachers.

Do you wear makeup?

Never.

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?

I wouldn't know.

Have you ever been called a bad influence?

Nah, people think I'm the goody-goody child.

Eyeliner or Mascara?

Eyeliner, then I can paint Iggy's eyebrows on my face. :3

American Eagle or Hollister?

Neither.

Heels or flats?

Flats.

Do your bra and panties match?

Nothing on me matches.

Skirts or jeans?

Jeans.

Socks or leggings?

Moccasins.

Heels or sneakers?

Combat Boots.

Straight or curly hair?

Curly.

Hoops or dangling earrings?

Both.

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?

I don't really care.

Do you have a best friend?

I seem to remember this question being asked earlier...

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?

Never.

Do you like your life?

Yeah, it's going okay.

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?

Nope, and I don't plan on it.

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?

Yes I have. Then a bunch of my cousins kept trying to shanghai the boat I was on.

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?

Never.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

Yes, but I won't say why.

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?

Yeah. They're always on my mind.

Do you ever wish you were famous?

Not really... I guess... But I don't wanna deal with the fans trying to steal my dirty tissues...

IN A BOY:

Cowboy or gangster?

Uhh... Cowboys, because they have horses.

Preppy or Punk/Goth?

Punk/Goth. But a normal person's all right too.

Well-educated or Dropout?

I wouldn't really care if I love them truely.

Contacts or Glasses?

I think glasses are kinda cute, I guess...

Funny or Serious?

Funny and serious. I love a person who makes me laugh.

Romantic or Daredevil?

I don't know...

Cute or Hot?

I don't care, I care about the inside.

Long or short hair?

Again, I don't care.

Good Dancer or Good Singer?

Singer, so we can be bad dancers together. :D

Smoker or non-smoker?

Non-smoker. I would like to spend a long time with them, not a few years until they die.

Has a Motorcycle or Sports car?

I don't really care.

Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?

No, I was doing my math homework.

Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon?

I can blow a ballon, but not tie it.

What was your last purchase?

It was my black fedora.

Does anyone like you?

A lot of people like me as a friend.

Are you easily amused?

Yeah, I guess.

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?

...Creeper...

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

I don't wanna talk about my lovelife.

What did you do Saturday?

I looked at houses.

Do you trust all of your friends?

Yeah, I do.

Morning or night person?

Umm... both.

Do people underestimate your intelligence?

Not really.

Are you taller than 5'5''?

I don't wanna talk about my height...

Do you have a friend that knows you inside and out?

Yeah. They're my mental anime friends.

Last person you watched movies with?

My family.

Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?

Yeah, I hugged my best friend who I have daughterly feelings towards.

Do you hide your emotions?

Sometimes...

Do you prefer to take showers at …

Home.

Would you rather float on the moon, or snorkel in the ocean?

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?

Third text in your inbox? from who?

Have you been to New York City?

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

Where is your phone?

Do you need to say anything to anyone?

What were you doing at 7am?

Who is & What do you think of your number 3 on your top friends?

Can you legally drink?

When is the last time you saw your mom?

Do you believe in karma?

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?

What was the last thing you drank?

Do you know how to play poker

Have you ever been in an ambulance?

Do you hold grudges?

Have you ever kissed someone that has smoked before?

Who were you with last night?

Are you watching TV?

How late did you stay up last night? Why?

What did you do yesterday before you went to sleep?

Was there anything you regret about yesterday?

What/who woke you up this morning?

What will you do tomorrow?

Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you?

Your Heritage?