How do you cope when all you feel are emotions - everyones emotions? What do you do when it gets too much? Who do you turn to when it is you who hurts? Welcome to my life. AU Acknowledgements to IdreamofEddy, who created "God of War" and Peter's gift, and to Jazzella, who's writing inspired my Jasper.

Natalie Swan and her sister Bella move to Forks to live with their dad, Charlie. After starting school, they meet the infamous Cullen family where Natalie finds out that she's the human mate of the God of War & will learn about love, loss, sacrifice, & adventure as she takes a nose dive in to the supernatural world of mythical creatures. A Twilight Story Jasper/Natalie Bella/Edward

Bella has it bad for her boss, but she thinks that it would be inappropriate for her to become involved with him so she joins an online dating site. There she meets her dream cyber-man, and gets to live out her fantasies about her boss with him. What happens when the cyber-world and reality clash?

Just write a list, Alice says, to know what to look for in your ideal man. But I have two lists... AH, OOC