Name: Alexandra Noel

Age: 19

Location: Clackamas, Oregon

My E-mails:

angelgrl198816@hotmail.com(main one)

norgeangel89@yahoo.com(mpreg and stuff like that)

Alexandra88@mugglenet.com (Harry Potter)

angelgrl198816@aol.com (AIM)

UPDATES:

January 06, 2008 -Sunday- (plus key ideas)

Robert has left me, and our unborn child, for another woman who he says is better than me in every way and that she is a real woman and not some child, he is implying I am a child...I suppose he is somewhat right...I am carrying his child, he even says that our baby is not his and is demanding a paternity test...( I have never cheated on him and I have never been happier with anyone in my life...so why would I cheat on him? He cheated on us) before our baby is born. Our son or daughter is due: July 8th, 2008.

It is a very bittersweet joy since he left us when I came to Seattle to be with my family for Christmas. You would think a 41 yo man would be able to wait 4 days...but nonetheless I am going forward...I have to...for the sake of my child and my sanity...I may only be a mere 19 year old girl but...I believe that I can do the best for my child...I hope I am enough...I know what it is like without a father and I feel that I have failed as a mother already, as well as a woman.

I was told I was sterile when I was 12 yo at Seattle Children's Hospital due to...past...traumas...and my kidney disease...my child is a miracle and I will never let anyone say otherwise...yes...I am young...yes I am single...but...I know that I will succeed because I have the biggest and best motivation propelling me to not give up...mini-me Franklin...

I love him or her more and more everyday...with every flutter I fall more and more in love with my growing child.

Why did I tell you all this? Well...because I have been in this community since I was about 12 yo myself...(3 years after I learned how to read for the first time :D "Hooked on Phonics worked for me!" literally...)and I have grown and blossomed into a more in depth writer and I have all of you to thank for that. And instead of telling you all one by one about my broken heart, which would break it even more, on Im/phone/e-mail/in person...I figured why not do it the one place you all see...here...the one place that has always felt like...home...the one place that I would hear encouragement and not scathing remarks that would throw me into despair. And when I was not getting judged by other people I would help and mold future generations of writers and I am proud to say that many of my favorite authors...were good yes...but all they needed was a little encouragement and friendship, instead of flames or comments about typos...we all do them...especially if we are really into the story we are weaving...and if you are a true writer...you know what I am talking about :), and I am proud to say that my helping them and telling other supportive writers about them...made them not afraid to go beyond the stars of their writing and not give-up even when all they wanted was to destroy all their hard work forever...I have been there many, many, many times...it is a demon that I fear will never go away...though I can make it disappear for awhile...I have yet to delete/destroy my work.

I hope that anyone who read this thinks about the next flame or rude comment they make to another writer...and then decide to say it in a different light...you never know who you could be encouraging to give-up on their dream...how would you feel or how did it feel to you when you were told the same thing? I know how I have felt...which is why if I have to give criticism...I give constructive criticism along with compliments of the great work they did do...if you have to give constructive criticism of others work...at least include compliments as well...and the same can be said of anything people do or do not do.

I hope you all have a great writing career and that you never give up on your dreams...no matter how unattainable they may seem,

Alexandra19

http://www.fanfiction.net/f/895533/

PS: This is from an IM conversation I had, this is me explaining the book:

PSS: Man that is probably getting annoying by now...anyways...I am Alexandra17 my friend is Alexandria or Alex for short (I also go by Alex but it got confusing _)

Alexandra17- LOVES FanFic...write/read. Yet I need to continue my novel "the Magical War" if u have ? about my book just ask says:

I read the BEST book ever today!

Socrates in Love

READ IT! LOL

no seriously though...its great!

Alexandra17- LOVES FanFic...write/read. Yet I need to continue my novel "the Magical War" if u have ? about my book just ask says:

finished the graphic novel in 40ish minutes

alex 3 // m/ says:

Alrighty! I finished the Da Vinci Code today. Took me like 4 days.

Alexandra17- LOVES FanFic...write/read. Yet I need to continue my novel "the Magical War" if u have ? about my book just ask says:

cool!

alex 3 // m/ says:

What's Socrates in Love about?

Alexandra17- LOVES FanFic...write/read. Yet I need to continue my novel "the Magical War" if u have ? about my book just ask says:

A sweet high school romance between an average guy and beautiful girl has just gotten underway. But tragedy ensues when the girl falls ill with Leukemia. A bittersweet tale of young love, enduring devotion, and heartbreaking loss, "Socrates in Love" is a story to cherish forever...I know I always will
alex 3 // m/ says:
Awww, that sounds sweet.
Alexandra17- LOVES FanFic...write/read. Yet I need to continue my novel "the Magical War" if u have ? about my book just ask says:
It is, real tear jerker though...I was crying as I waited for the bus...YOU MUST read it!

-Did you enjoy that? I know I did! lol _

FIRST OFF:

I AM

A heterosexual though I tend to enjoy reading homosexual things as well as heterosexual (heterosexual I like better though) . I am as straight as straight can be, I am not even bisexual. I just grew up around homosexuality as a good thing NOT something that is deemed wrong. My best friend Kelly is GAY and lives with his BOYFRIEND Jeremy. I love BOTH of them very much. Then there is my "big sister" Trisha who is bisexual, she adopted me as her little sister when I went to her camp and the relationship (FRIENDSHIP) has continued for the past 5 years (I went to that camp once).

What I am trying to say is that I am writing these stories not as to offend anybody but...its just what I am used to. SO... if I offend anybody

I am sorry, deeply and truly sorry.

BUT, I also write heterosexual stories AS WELL as homosexual. So I have a little bit for everybody.

I hope that you READ & REVIEW my stories.

Please do, it helps my SELF-ESTEEM as a WRITER

Thanks for being here as I embark on my next journey: Having the opinions of NOT just my family's but others of my writing. Thanks

Well there are many things about me none of you know, so I will tell you some:

Likes: Reading (obviously), mpreg (male pregnancy for those of you who do not know _), singing, video games, anime/manga, anything in the arts category, needlepoint stuff (crochet, knit, etcetera), I love to swim, go on bike rides, speaking Norwegian, surf the internet, make dollz, IM (if you want you can add me to your IM list_ I don't mind), Photography, Darkrooms (the kind for 35mm photography), drawing, writing fan-fics, that I have a whole quidditch team of friends...now, I will add more when I see fit _

Dislikes: Being abused (hit, yell, etcetera), people judging me when they don't know me, people who think they are so great and put everybody down, death (I have personally seen to much), medications that stifle your creativity, my computer crashing (it does that plenty of times), pumpkin soup (my dad posioned me accidently, long story...I will tell you if you ask nicely...its a REALLY good story and is funny...ish), people fighting over me because no one wants me, that I JUST started making friends, being lonely, being depressed, the dark...ish, it depends where really, being hurt, friends moving away...again...or me moving away...again...for the 20th time...and no my parents are not in the military...notice I say I moved, my EX- boyfriend saying I was friends with benefits the whole time, when I am not that kinda girl, to other people grumble grumble, and I will add more when I see fit _

Favorite Books: Harry Potter, The Mists Of Avalon, Polgara the Sorceress, romance novels (in general), Sharing Susan, Flowers in the Attic, Lasher, Taltos, Socrates in Love (like I said Above _), Stolen Flower, The Beauty series - claiming, training, and punishment -, and and I will add more when I can remember the rest...theres more I know there is...-mumbles away-

Favorite Anime/Manga/Cartoons: Inyuasha, Full Metal Alcemist, Ghost in the Shell, One Piece, Naruto, Salior Moon, Mars, Marmalade Boy, Peach Girl, Family Guy, Futurama, King of the Hill, American Dad, Simpsons, Lilo and Stitch, Ceres Celestial Legend, Fruits Basket, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, and I will add more when I can remember the rest...theres more I know there is...-mumbles away-

Favorite Movies: Harry Potter (not as great as the books...but still great), The Mists of Avalon (book was better), Labrinyth, The Polar Bear King, Practical Magic, Shrek 1 & 2, War of the Worlds, Cruel Intentions, Flowers in the Attic, Pirates of the Caribbean, The Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Mom at 16, and much more! I will add more when I can remember the rest...theres more I know there is...-mumbles away-

Favorite Actors: Jhonny Depp, Orlando Bloom, Elijah Wood, Freddie Prince Jr., Brad Pitt, David Bowie, Alan Rickman, Richard Gere, I will add more when I can remember the rest...theres more I know there is...-mumbles away-

Favorite Actresses: Keira Knightly, Liv Taylor, Julia Stiles, Angelina Jolie, Beverly Mitchell, Jessica Biel, Amanda Bynes, Catherine Zeta Jones, Julia Roberts, I will add more when I can remember the rest...theres more I know there is...-mumbles away-

Favorite Characters: (books/anime/manga): Severus Snape, Draco Malfoy, Gandalf, Belldandy, Salior Moon,Leela, Fry, Momo, Kiley,Tojo, Morgan le Fay,I will add more when I can remember the rest...theres more I know there is...-mumbles away-

Favorite Song Artisits./Bands: David Bowie, RUSH, Dream Theater, Eminem, Gretchen Wilson, Ozzy, Black Sabbath, Stone Temple Pilots, AC/DC, KISS, Aerosmith, Dixie Chicks, Alanis Morstitte, Evanescence, Usher, Black Eyed Peas, Rascal Flatts, Keith Urban, Lonestar, John Bon Jovi, 15 Minutes (my Uncle Royale's band), Dead Letters (dad's band) Disralie Gears (my dad's other band)..I will add more when I can remember the rest...theres more I know there is...-mumbles away-

Favorite Sayings/Quotes: "innocent until proven guilty" -me

"Life can only get better until it gets worse" -Me

"It is better to never have loved than love and be anihlated" -me

A rose by any other name would smell as sweet" -William Shakespeare

I am NOT picky! I am just...Highly selective! -Me...at times...

Family:

Mom: Tanja H... (Hoffman/Karlsrud)-38

Dad: Scott Paterson-39

Step-Dad: Greg H...-38

Siblings:

Hannah H...-13

Julia H...-9

Tyler Shelton-17 (December 16th, I think he is 17..., he was put up for adoption by my dad's ex-girlfriend)

-I would include more but I got a HUGE family -

-Also I did not include my familys full name, we all have at least one middle name (I know I have a middle name AND two last names), I did that to protect them. Plus I live with my grandparents now (again) so I know they're (my family) safe from anything internet related-

My HERITAGE: I am mostly Norwegian (my grandma Karin Karlsrud came to America when she was 19, and my grandpa Jauques, dad on my dad's side, came to America from Norway as well when he was an older adult though) I am colville/nez perce/Cherokee (?) Indian (I'll tell you more about that later), I am Irish (hence my long thick red/auburnish haircolor...its hard to describe)I am French-canadian (Grandpa Jauques's mother was French-Canadian)

My Norwegian Family Names Are: Helmerson and Karlsrud

Now that you know a litt (little in norwegian) about me why don't you tell me a little about you! All you have to do is e-mail me or add me to your IM's and I will chat with you, no one can have too many friends right? right!

~~MY STORIES~~

I am pregnant too! Can I carry your baby?

Harry is pregnant with his and Draco's first child but theres a catch! The final battle with Voldemort will happen when Harry is 8 months pregnant (then again who knows if its the final battle, I mean really, I sure don't know) thing is so is someone else...a friend/foe...who knows...read it and find out!

Pairings: HP/DM SS/HG RW/? -Status: still being written will be posted soon!~My 1st fan-fic~

Only a Best Friend Knows How to Comfort You the Right Way

As Hermione dies at the hand of a deatheater none thought would ever kill her, things are set into place. Can the two remaining best friends comfort each other over their beloved Hermione.

Pairings: HP/RW HG/SS HG/DM ~My 2nd fan-fiction~

Terror in the Halls

What happens when muggleborn and half-blood wizards and witches get ahold of certain muggle law inforcing devices. Run little death-eaters to be and purebloods! Run! What will the professors and Headmaster do? Will they join in or stop the madness! Will the purebloods strike back? Will the 6th year at Hogwarts be ridden with revenge year round? So if you want to read about the purebloods finally getting their just deserts. Then read "Terror in the Halls" and find out! RW/HG -This is for my dear friend Brittny- -Status: still being written ~My 3rd fan-fiction~