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"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain"

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace..."

You call life an inspiration, I call it insanity.

And yes, I did change my pen name from purplepunk8005 to AToxicLullaby.:) Okay, moving on!

If anyone is wondering what my future stories are about, I'll give you a hint: It involves romance, drama, adventure, angst, horror, suspense, mystery, crime, and more. I'm planning to write stories for Harry Potter, Happy Tree Friends, Hetalia-Axis Powers, Adventure Time, Shugo Chara, Total Drama Series, Percy Jackson, Bleach, Fullmetal Alchemist, Powerpuff Girls, and whatever I get obessesed with in the upcoming future. ;)

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So you wanna know some things about me, huh? Okay! First off, call me by my nicknames, which are either Lucy (common one) or Izaya. (otaku nickname!) I live in California, most beautiful, awesomest, best place you could ever want! I am a teenager (with NO raging hormones, gosh, you people these days!) I love reading fanfictions. Typically, I only read what I'm really hooked on. At the current moment, I am reading RusAme.

Accept it, just don't hate. It's very rude and un-human like. And before anyone asks, yes, I am a hardcore otaku, major fujoshi, and a geek, an awesome geek to be exact. I have three personalities: my average/normal one, my laid-back/outgoing one, and my bitch/hardcore "don't mess with me unless you wanna die in an unexplainable, inhuman, torturous, horrible, and cool death" side. What else is there to tell?

If I ever learned anyone from my school was reading my stories or knew who I was, I would make number #3 from my "Ten Awesome Life Goals Of Mine" happen. Anyways, I love reading! So half my life, I'm just sulking my lazy ass reading fanfictions and other stuff. So...

Ten Awesome Life Goals Of Mine:

1. Skydive!

2. Bungee jumping!

3. Cliffdive!

4. Visit Tokyo

5. Eat at a McDonald's in Europe

6. Pet a baby panda

7. Visit Sealand

8. Disco!

9. Cosplay as a character

And 10. Eat pie while watching a Chuck Norris movie

Gσt A Prσblεm...Sσlνε It!
Lσst?...Gεt Fσund!
Think I'm Trippin...Tiε Mч Shσε!
Cαn't Stαnd Mε...Sit Dσωn!
Cαn't Fαce Mε...Wεll Turn Arσund!
Lσvε Mε?...Grεαt
Hαtε Mε?...Eνεn Bεttεr!
Think Im Uglч...Dσn't Lσσк At Mε!
Dσn't Likε Mч Stчlε...Dσn't Lιкє Yσurѕ!
Dσn't Knσw Mε... Dσn't Judge Mε!
Think U Knσw Mε...Yσu Hαvε Nσ Idεα

"Everyone's the same.

NO exceptions.

All of them, equal before God."

-Izaya Orihara

For those who were fans of The Innocence of a Girl, check out my story The Life Before. It's just like the original, only it does have changes. But don't feel bad, go see it for youself

Fanfic Clothing

Note:

I don't know what the hell PromGirl did, but the dresses aren't able to be seen for Love Bites.

Damn...Just use your imagination! ;D

I posted all the pictures of the clothing, make-up, and/or hairstyles on an album on photobucket.com. Here's the link:

Sadly, Rangiku's hair and make-up was lost...Does include Love Bites and Three Stars, One Sky. :)

._._._._._.My Favorite Couples._._._._._.

Couple: Harry Potter-- Dramione (DracoXHermione) My thoughts: I can't help it. I adore (Screw that, I f*cking LOVE) the whole love/hate relationship. It's really, REALLY (Especially this couple) addicting. One story, and you're hooked on it. Anyways, what's more interesting than a bad boy with an angst-like past being all wrapped around the school's personal bookworm? NOTHING. Plus, I really don't enjoy Romione. In my opinion, Ron isn't as intelligent as Hermione, so he can't always connect with her, but Draco is just as smart. They both fit each other's needs. "Tell me how I mesmerize you, I love you and despise you. Back to the crowd where you ignore me, bedroom eyes to those before me. How am I supposed to handle, lit the fuse and missed the candle..." Simon Curtis, Super Psycho Love.

Couple: Powerpuff Girls--Reds (BrickXBlossom) My thoughts: Does this count as a love/hate relationship? (They are enemies, yes?) Still, I love the idea of the good girl falling for her enemy, or the other way around. It's interesting to see they reflect each other as the opposite gender, yet they have a strange, complex relationship. Blossom being the leader and all, is the one that has to resist any temptations. She sees herself as the role model for her sisters, so if she screws up on one thing, it makes her feel unworthy. So when it comes to Brick, if her sisters ever saw her somewhat crushing on him, they would doubt Blossom's whole role as being the leader. The one who, no matter how tempting it is, cannot fall for a trap. "She's a mystery, she's too much for me. But I keep coming back for more. She's just the girl I'm looking for.." The Click Five, Just The Girl.

Couple: Hetalia-Axis Powers-- PruHun (PrussiaXHungary) My thoughts: I really, strongly support this couple. They have such a deep relationship, if you look closely. As children, they both went hunting together. As they grew older and matured, Prussia realized that Hungary was not in fact a boy, but a girl as seeing she was maturing (growing boobs). By the time he was like "Screw that, let's go hunting!" She was already settling with Austria, who in fact, made Hungary accept she was a woman, and as a woman, you have female duties to act upon. Really? Damn you Austria. And so, Hungary and Prussia had just experienced a friend/enemy friendship. But come on! Prussia totally gives off hints he had a crush on Hungary. Prussia understands Hungary just like she understands him. I just don't get why she hits Prussia with that pan. Come on, girl! Go get your man. "But you didn't have to cut me off. Make out like it never happened, and that we were nothing. And I don't even need your love. But you treat me like a stranger, and that feels so rough. No you didn't have to stoop so low. Have your friends collect your records, and then change your number. I guess that I don't need that though, now you're just somebody that I used to know..." Gotye Ft. Kimbra, Somebody That I Used To Know.

Couple: Hetalia-Axis Powers-- RomHun (RomaniaXHungary) My thoughts: I'm a sucker for love/hate relationships. So I can't help but to love this one. Romania and Hungary are pretty much always arguing, bashing each other, fighting, trying to kill each other. No one even dares to mess with them or break them apart. It's just asking for your death. But nonetheless, they both make an awesome, psychotic couple who will always try to murder each other no matter what. There's nothing more romantic than that, am I right? "Punch your lights out, hit the pavement. That's what I call entertainment! Causin' problems makes you famous. All the violence makes a statement.." Mindless Self Indulgence, Lights Out.

Couple: Bleach-- UlquiHime (UlquiorraXOrihime) My thoughts: Before disappearing, Ulquiorra looked at Orihime. Coincidence? He told her why people always talked about their heart as if they had it right on their palm. He was a tamed beast hidden beneath his arrancar form, and somewhere around there, he had a heart with emotion. One thing that set humans different from others is during a moment of weakness, hope still lays alive in the heart. Orihime never gave up on her friends, even when Ulquiorra tried to tear down that hope; But that was one thing his grasp was far from ever having: a heart like Orihime's. But no matter what form you come in, you can always fall in love. "This is where we're suppose to be. Sitting by a broken tree, no tragedy, no poetry. Just staring at the sky..." Lights, Quiet.

Couple: Shugo Chara-- Ramen Couple (KukaiXUtau) My thoughts: After realizing that her (smokin' hot) brother, Ikuto would never like her more than a little sister, Utau become more buddy-buddy with the fabulous Kukai. And slowly, they fell in love with each other. And pleeeeeease, read Shugo Chara Encore Chapter 1, only proves my point. They always did make a good couple, though. "I kinda feel like it don't make sense, because you're bringing me in and you're kicking me out again..." The Ready Set, Love Like Woe.

Couple: Bleach-- Ice Dragon & the Firebird (ToshiroXMomo) My thoughts: After all Momo had been through with Aizen, you would think her relationship with Toshiro would crumble down, yes? WRONG! This only made their bond stronger. Toshiro, seeing Momo weak, made him feel partially responsible for her wounds, so he decided he would protect her. Momo is both his weakness and strength. She builds him and throws him down, but still helps him climb back up. That, and they're childhood friends! Gives them a pretty good, damn reason to fall in love. "Do you ever think, when you're all alone, all that we can be? Where this thing can go..." David Archuleta, Crush.

Couple: Happy Tree Friends-- FlippyXFlaky My thoughts: What makes them so different, is the thought that they're relationship does involve dangers, suspense, some angst, a deep connection, and of coarse, romance. Flippy is the friendly, ex-soldier with PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) who flips out, and goes on a killing rampage, not really on purpose. Flaky is the cowardly, scared tomboy who happens to be friends with him while others are careful around him. Overall, he is good friends with her, and even when he doesn't make an intention of wanting to, he does put her in a danger. But that's what makes it different: It's a dark, romantic relationship. ;) "But you'll always be my hero, even though you've lost your mind..." -Rihanna Feat. Eminem, Loved the Way You Lie Part II.

Couple: Adventure Time-- FinnXMarceline or FionnaXMarshall Lee My thoughts: Okay, one reason they should be: They look awesome together. You can't fight against that one. Two, they go on adventures together! Three, Princess Bubblegum/Prince Gumball is too...calm for Finn. And Finn needs to have adventures! Not settle onto the "calm" life. It just wouldn't be his thing...and they just seem to be have fun when they're around each other, and actually laugh! Not freak out cause there's a problem unlike another princess in mind..."Yeah, and that's why I smile. It's been a while since everyday and everything has felt this right..." Avril Lavigne, Smile.

Couple: Avatar: The Last Airbender-- Zutara (ZukoXKatara) My thoughts: I've recently been introduced to this couple...Well...I actually discovered this couple a few years back, when I barely found out about this website (I'm so thankful I did, oh and did I mention I was only 10 years old?...) but I was like, "Hmm...Awesome. I'll check it out some other time.." Well, I never did. And lately, I got back into the show and I remembered about them so I decided to read a story. BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE! (Only after chocolate.) So anyways, I really just love their relationship! They're just so...Amazing together. They have that type of relationship that gets heavily tested, goes through many emotional stages, and have people who will take some while to get use to seeing them together. That, and come on! Katara is a waterbender, while Zuko is firebender. You know how difficult it would be to fight with each other? Oh, if there's any of you that support Katara/Aang or Zuko/Mei, please...I understand the first one, but Mei? Seriously? The girl's just about being close to dead. "But mama I'm in love with a criminal, and this type of love isn't rational, it's physical. Mama please don't cry, I will be alright. All reason aside I just can't deny, love the guy.." Britney Spears, Criminal.

Extra! Extra!: I just really want to point out something. So today (04/03/12), I was reading the forums on ATLA and I noticed something that really made me sad...On any Zutara forum, even if it was one saying like "Why do you like them?" People would take this and reply as if it said "Go ahead and talk trash about Zutara cause other opinions and thoughts don't matter since Kataang already happened." Really? Have you ever heard of respect? Yes, you can explain your reasons and contradict on why you think they wouldn't work out, but bashing out on pretty much every answer that had someone saying they were okay with this couple, liked it, loved it, supported it etc. Like calm down. For one, it's a cartoon. Two, everyone had different opinions, viewpoints, and are biased about certain things. But this, no! They acted as if everyone who supported Zutara were the same, stereotyping us like in one example, quote " most of the fanbase are stupid, 15 year old girls who have no idea what a good relationship is and that they always go after what is hot. Dark Guy and Light Girl is always 'hot' and they always believe that 'opposites attract' is a good basis for a relationship." Are you kidding me? Talk about having a simple conversation about why you think this couple is good and why it's not. But I guess others would even disagree thast a peaceful talk is pointless and lean on the idea of arguing using harsh words and pretty much trying to ruin our happiness. If this ever happens to you, please...Just stand up for what you support. People like that won't disappear, but anyone can take a stand against them. That is all.