Alright, Hey viewers my names Cold Moon but my real name is Alexandrea. Everyone just calls me Alex though. I'm 18 turning 19 in December. I'm excited for my birthday but at the same time I'm not. You see I'm a graduate, I graduated last year in 2010/2011, I took the year off to work and earn some money instead of getting any loans or borrowing money from my parents, but It's Bloody hard to get one. Theres nothing around here that really interest's me and the job that I wanted never contacted me. No one really has contacted me back even though I did go around and hand out resumes. My parents have been on my ass too about it all saying that I need to either get a job or go back to school... I'm been pretty stressed about it these past couple weeks.

But beside that my life goal, though it's not for sure yet, is to take different art courses and maybe even some art therapy classes and become a high school art teacher.

Other then that (which I didn't mean to really go into) things about me I love manga/anime. I like really like shoujo, school life and romance, for me i guess it depends on plot i guess and the drawing. Sometimes I'll like the plot but dont like the way it's drawen so I wont read it. I'm weird, unique, whatever. Lol. I also dont even mind reading Yuri or Yoai manga...Weird right, but I find they are mostly all the same as male/female manga stories, the only thing differnet is that it is same sex love. And Anyway, I absolutly LOVE reading whether it be manga or novels. For novels I generally move towards adult romance/suspence or romance/fantasy/fiction, I also enjoy teen fiction also. I am in love with the teen trilogy 'Darkest Powers' which is writen by Kelley Armstrong and I am also enjoying Sophie Jordans 'Firelight' trilogy.

Aside from whats going on in my life today and my love for reading, I also like to write and draw though I haven't done either in a every long time. Ah, my favorite animal are wolves, but I also adore cats, dogs, and horses. My favorite tree/flower is the Cherry Blossoms. I also have a love for photography (nature/scenery, people, animals) and am most diffently taking courses in it... I'm thinking already that if I do become an art teacher then for my summer vacation I will do the traveling that I have always wanted to do while being a freelance photographer part-time when I'm not teaching.

My Favorite Quote:

“The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart” - Helen Keller

Favorite Couples:

InuYasha/Kagome

Miroku/Sango

Syaoran/Sakura

Eriol/Tomoyo

Ikuto/Amu

Takanari Togu/Haine Otomiya

Down the Path

Black darkness

Nothing to see,

No one’s around

It’s only me.

All alone

No one to hold,

Time goes by

It can’t be sold.

Some fake smiles,

Some fake laughs,

No one’s here

On this one lane path.

Some feelings show

But I keep most inside,

I am not going to grow

Until I say ‘Good-bye.’

I will always keep wishing

And always hold onto hope,

Never like to be seen weeping

Or even let out a small mope.

Friends and family say they love me

But I don’t feel a thing,

I feel hollow and cold inside

But is it I don’t believe?

I say I love them

And I really do,

But I want to feel real love

I want to feel something new.

With all these feelings

Bottled up inside,

My heart is bleeding

I hope I don’t die.

I finally reached the end

The end of my path,

To hit a fork

And don’t know where or how to last.

Side one is alone

With nowhere to go,

As the other has another

So I sigh.

One will lead

The way I just came,

To go back

Back to the past.

As two will lead ahead

Not in a circle but a line,

Going straight to a sign

In which it will lead me to the future that is mine.

Black darkness fades

As the tiniest light spills,

Growing and growing and emerging

Until all is still.

Finding out

That I am never alone,

That as time starts ticking

It brings me home.

Some real smiles,

Some real laughs,

Everyone’s here

On our two lane path.

By: Myself in Gr. 9