Name: Bianca

Age: 13 (ish)

Location: A place in Australia currently... i used to live in Huntington Beach, California. Yes, that is where some of the guys from KoRn once lived...

music:
KoRn
Limp Bizkit
Papa Roach
Nirvana
Pearl Jam
Jane's Addiction
Tool
Slipknot
Rammstein
Greenday
Blink 182
P.O.D
Led Zepplin
Jimi Hendrix
Eminem
System of a Down
Alien Ant Farm
Killing Heidi
John Butler Trio
Alicia Keys
Metallica
there's probably a whole lot more on top of that...

i am:
pesimistic
american
a freak
weird
a guitarist
what Kittiex3 would call a 'supposed former self mutilation junkie'
tired
depressed
hopeless
full of dreams
negative

and that's all i can think to put here right now.

Staind - Outside

And you bring me to my knees
All this time that I could beg you please
All the times that I felt insecure
And I leave my burdens at the door
I'm on the outside - I'm looking in
I can see through you - see your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly - ugly like me
I can see through you - see to the real you
All this time that I felt like this won't end - was for you
And I taste, but I could never have - it's from you
All those times that I tried - my intention full of pride
And I waste more time than anyone
I'm on the outside - I'm looking in
I can see through you - see your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly - ugly like me
I can see through you - see to the real you
All the times that I've cried - all this wasting - it's all inside
And I feel all this pain - stuffed it down - it's back again
And I lie here in bed all alone- I can't mend
And I fear tomorrow will be okay
I'm on the outside - I'm looking in
I can see through you - see your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly - you're ugly like me
I can see through you - see to the real you...

Korn – Falling Away From Me

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes to kill the pain
I can always say
It's gonna be better tomorrow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me