Alex and Olivia have almost given up hope on having the family they wanted, until a health crisis and a chance meeting change everything. Follows canon through season 9-ish. Set in early 2011, 3 years after the end of Mistakes. Some story lines are better explained if you've read my first story.

This wasn't like any other crime Amanda had ever investigated. There were no facts shrouded in mystery nor a question as to what had happened. This was cold, hard reality and Olivia had lived it, an unwilling but unmoving fixture of Lewis's four day raping and killing streak. She was no longer a police officer and now Amanda wasn't sure that she was either. (ON HIATUS AGAIN :-( )

A young girl is found unconscious, brutally beaten and raped in the streets of New York in the middle of December. This case ends up taking an even bigger toll on Detective Benson when she finds out who the teen really is. Will she get her to open up and will the squad find out what really happened that night?

When Olivia is held hostage by William Lewis, can Amanda push her feelings for the brunette aside? An emotional rollercoaster begins for the blonde as the squad tries to find Olivia before it's too late. Tentative Rolivia at first, but Rolivia endgame. :)

Set just after Ziva's return from Somalia. How does anyone put broken pieces back together? Not a healing sex trope story. However it will contain mature themes and content. Dark content and imagery proceed with fair warning

Set at the beginning of Season 19 with some minor spoilers but then heading off into my own story. Olivia needs some reassurance and it is provided by the woman who is fast becoming someone she can't live without in her life.

What if Bella had enough of Edward controlling her and someone else comes to her aid in Port Angeles, someone who really is her mate. SlowBurn Rosella with lots of Edward Bashing, bit of a Badass Bella

In the aftermath of the Esther Labott case, Amanda quickly becomes unraveled and Olivia struggles to put the broken pieces of her detective back together while gaining a better understanding of Amanda's recent behavior. Takes place right after "The Book of Esther". Olivia/Amanda pairing.

The sequel to 'Airtight Pretending! Olivia and Amanda are preparing for their return back to work after being attacked, while undercover. New obstacles arise as they work through their trauma and new partnership.

Amanda is not adjusting very well to life in New York and Olivia can't help but take notice of the secretive and disconcerting behavior of her colleague. Takes place in season 13. Trigger warnings inside. Amanda/Olivia pairing. *INCOMPLETE*

A blonde woman doesn't have a place to call home but when a tall dark Lieutenant comes into her life will she finally be able to live again.

It was supposed to be their little secret. But when demons from Amanda's past come calling, the fallout threatens to expose the truth and threaten all she and Olivia hold dear. Sequel to Relapse.

Phoenix, the bird that rises from it's own ashes with renewed youth and an eternal flame, stronger than before. Rolivia pairing. M for occasional bad language, mentions of sexual assault, and for future sexual themed chapters. R&R!

After her disastrous 18th birthday party, Edward left Bella behind, thinking she would be safer without vampires in her life. What will happen when he finds that someone has been harming Bella since he left? And when he returns, what will be left of the woman he loves? *Set during New Moon/canon couples*

Alex heads to a bar at the behest of her best friend. Her life will never be the same.

After Amanda admits that Deputy Chief Patton raped her, she falls lower than ever before. Olivia helps her take her first steps towards recovery, sparking a deep friendship and relationship that will change Amanda's life forever. Post Forgiving Rollins Fic. Trigger Warning-Dark Themes and mentions of rape/violence.

Alex and Olivia have been married for five years. They have three beautiful children. Then, the unthinkable occurs. This is my take on what was going on in both Alex and Olivia's minds when the William Lewis ordeal occurred. It will have angst. It will have drama.

JJ has a secret. Emily notices something's wrong. Will Emily find out what's going on? And what happens when the feelings they hold for one another are brought to the surface? WARNINGS: Domestic abuse, explicit rape by a partner and femslash. R&R. First established JJ/OC, but later JJ/Emily.

When Amanda discovers the pain that Olivia has been covering, what lengths will she go to to protect her boss? Rolivia Trigger warning for Domestic Violence

Nineteen-ninety-six is the year Olivia let go of the only child she had. Being promised that the child would be an ideal candidate for adoption, Olivia trusted them and told herself for years after that the baby would be loved into a family. Now sixteen years later, a young girl shows up to the precinct needing Olivia's help. Her name Carter Benson. The child Olivia gave up.

Olivia and Amanda have shared a very close relationship for the past couple of years, their friendship beginning to verge on romance, but Amanda is hiding a very dark secret from her boss and Olivia is determined to find out what it is. Takes place in season 16. Very dark. Major trigger warnings inside. Olivia/Amanda pairing. *INCOMPLETE*

Two shot fic. Amanda is in trouble. Can Olivia help her?

ON HOLD - A new job as Chief ADA brings Alex back to New York City. Alex and Olivia finally confess their feelings for the other and everything seems to fall perfectly into place, however, Alex finally confesses something that happened to her while in D.C. After all of these years, can their love for each other withstand what comes their way?

After Patton goes away, Amanda finds herself lost and in pain about what happened. The past is finally catching up to her and she doesn't know who to turn to and is too afraid to say anything. However, in times of need, people who care will always show up to help. Even when a new hard case erupts, something always comes out of it.

Olivia receives a text message by mistake. Little did she know that the stranger who sent it would soon become to play an important role in her life.

Amanda has a very high fever at the precinct and tries to keep from revealing her true feelings for Olivia while the lieutenant takes care of her sick detective. Two-shot. Amanda/Olivia pairing.

A tragedy can help us realize our wrongdoings. We may try to correct them, but sometimes, maybe it's too late. After a tragedy hits the squad of Special Victims Unit, Olivia realizes her mistakes. She tries to apologize, but that doesn't matter to Amanda anymore.

Sequel to "Thunder", "Lightning" and "Tornado". A dramatic event causes Amanda to pull away from Olivia just as the lieutenant is coming to terms with the strong feelings she has for the younger woman, and the resulting trauma may cause irreparable harm to their developing relationship. Three-shot. Olivia/Amanda pairing. Part 4 of 4 of the "Heat Wave" series. *INCOMPLETE*

She was on a reckless path. Olivia/Amanda pairing. Rating for later chapters.

Amanda Rollins thought that after transferring to Manhattan everything would change and go back to normal. How wrong she was. After being reminded of her past Amanda's life spirals out of control as it begins to affect her at work and she can no longer hide her past. Amanda is close to giving up but can her friend, the woman she admires, loves, so much save her?

"Professional boundaries were the least of their problems right now. It didn't matter that Olivia was her superior, didn't matter that she had treated her poorly during her first few months in the squad. What did matter were the violent shivers cursing through Olivia's body, and the shameful look in her eyes. There was no way in hell Amanda was not gonna say it"

For the past five years, Amanda Rollins has been falling. Who will take care of her when she - quite literally - hits the ground? / Set during Patton's trial, i.e. 16x10 "Forgiving Rollins". Rated M for coarse language and potential future references to what Patton did to her. ****** Changed my mind: will be longer than a twoshot! ******

Amanda and Olivia are heading to Atlanta for a conference. What Olivia learns about the blonde's past is not what she expected.

The sequel to The Murky Depths. Amanda is on the road to recovery and with Olivia's help things starts to look up but what happens when the past comes back to haunt the young detective? Is her life in danger and if so, will she push Olivia away, aftaid that her love might end up in the crossfire?

Olivia swore she put it behind her. She was over it. It was so long ago and now she had Noah, she had Tucker... she was truly happy. But now the man who hurt her, who touched her without permission, who took her without consent wasn't just back but he was in charge of her, of her squad? Is it just a horrible coincidence or was there something even more sinister at work? Tuckson

Amanda Rollins always acts before she thinks and it usually cases her to end up in trouble. Can her squad and, especially her boss, Olivia Benson help her through the issues she has been battling with ever since she was a kid? Will Liv find out about her dark secrets, her troubled past and disruptive behaviours before it's too late?

Sergeant Olivia Benson is called to the hospital when a traumatized woman, who doesn't speak, is admitted. What happened to her? Who is she and will Olivia be able to help?

Olivia and Amanda are tasked with an undercover assignment that only they can work. The situation is less than idea given the fact that the women don't really know or care to know each other. Will this assignment change or solidify things? A PM request challenge story. Enjoy!

Alex has been back from witness protection for a few months and seems to have forgotten the friends she left behind. But when Robert turns violent, she turns to the only friends she knows who can help her get her life back together. Will eventually become A/O romance. ***Warning: rape scene***

Emily and JJ have been together for many years and have been through many things in the process. But in the aftermath of a traumatic encounter with an unsub, JJ must learn to let her wife help her heal from her present and her past, with the support of family and friends, and along the way, the two will learn the true power of their connection. Femslash. *THERE IS NOW A SEQUEL*

AU Alex is a high priced attorney and Olivia is a lowly prostitute. How can their lives change once their paths cross?

When Olivia Benson arrived in family court earlier than she needed to be there she never expected to be leaving as a legal guardian. Thirteen year old Genesis Craig has grown thinking she's unwanted since the age of 3. She uses dangerous methods to cope with her pain. She doesn't trust anyone. Will Olivia be the exception? Eventual A/O. *TRIGGER: Graphic rape, ED & SH*

When Olivia discovers one of Alex's secrets, it forces her to reconcile her past and her job with the love she thought she knew. Olivia/Alex, Season 3. Please read all warnings.

This is a story of trust, of diving the deepest the first time, of letting go of inhibitions and regrets. It's especially about letting go of regrets. There is something to be said about trying new things, and in trying new things, it's about growth. Not a part of the Confessions series. A/U Casey/Alex fiction on request.

This is my story. It's not the story you think you know or even the story you want to know. It's the truth, and I live with it every day... COMPLETE. Sequel posted: How the World Keeps on Turning

Two years after their marriage, Esme is finally able to put her past behind her and give herself to Carlisle completely as his wife in spite of lingering doubts and fears.

When Lizzie is attacked by someone they know and trust, Elliot struggles to cope. Thankfully he has Olivia but that changes when he finds out about Sealview.