Hello! I haven't been on this site in forever. Most of you probably do not remember me, but I began writing my story here probably in 2004 on an account called hotstuff9807 and then later on moved to a different name, Urbeautifulfairie. My main story is called Whatever, and it is based on my rape and life after. Many people have accused me of lying about it to get attention. That was a big part of the reason for my parting with it. I have realized now that I must continue on with it because I feel like I've left part of my recovery undone. I honestly stopped writing it because the accusations truly hurt me. I have now returned and

Many people playfully have nicknamed me Rix although that is not my real name. My name happens to be Ryann, I know it's a boy's name. My favorite food in the entire world is Kix so I guess they just took the first letter of my name and put it in there. I was born Halloween of 1990. I have two kids, Isabella and Nero. Isabella has proven herself to be very unique. She refuses to be called by any of her old pet names, she now only refers to Abel. She started school this year. Nero is four and he's a little prince. I know that my fiance definitely dotes on him the most. It's honestly that he's a boy. Not to mention Nero is already a football, sports fanatic. It seems that I have rambled on about my children. I'll change the subjects.

I am going to be re-writing Whatever because I have grown a lot since then. I know that this time I can do a better job with my writing than before. I just want you to know that somethings will be changing because I will be making it closer to my real life and how it was then. I was in a dark place, a very dark place, even when I began writing Whatever. I hope that I can regain all the people who were reading the story before.