I am writing this to myself in the hopes that in the future I come across this account again some day and not all is lost from my dreams of the past. Today is 4/7/06, Friday night,and Spring Break is almost over, meaning I will be going back to school come Monday.

The anime that I am currently obsessing over is Air and I hope you still remember how itwas when you first saw it over Spring Break. To me now, that was just a few days ago, but to you, my future self, only time cantell how long that may end up being.

As far as I know, I have decided to write an original storyin the style of a 13 episode anime entitled Grasshopper. I have already finished the outline for the first two episodes and have already gotten an idea for the third, when Hanitsu gets a job at the ice cream parlor. I hope you remember that the only reason I'm here now is to remind myselfof the times that I lived in now and to remind myself of a future goal I had in mind at the time. That of course, was to someday finally finish Grasshopper and post it on ff.net under the Screenplays section in the Misc category. I really do think that it's a worthwhile story and I hope I can make it into a good one.

After just watching the Air movie, I have finally finished that series in its entirty and know that I've already gotten much out ofit.

In addition to Air, I have also recently read the first volume of the manga Yubisaki Milk Tea, which I must say, has changed my view on a few things. I have now started to consider my life in a different light and I'm amazed how I never saw it that way before. As far as I know, this is the best-known explanation and the answer that I've been searching for all this time, but somehow I still don't want to accept that. Maybe in time I'll see it more clearly. Whatever the case, I'll always remember thesetimes to not be a time of confusion or depression, but of pure fun and fantasy.

In the end, I can only hope where I am now. This is the first time accessing my account since only 6 days after GCYL, so you can see how long it took me to get back here. I can only imagine what my life must be like now.

In all seriousness, I'm afraid of losing this bit of my life, since these times really were the best that I could ever remember; especially those times at night...but ah, I've said too much already. You understand though. ;)

Never forget your past!

Gao...