Kaidan's life has never been easy. BAaT nearly drove him to madness, life after was a struggle, but now… Now he is ready. For whatever life tosses at him. Or so he thinks.

Spoilers for ME3 - Kaidan explores his doubts and reconnection with Shepard. Is Shepard the man he knew two years ago? Can Kaidan put his doubts to bed and acknowledge how he actually feels. Does Shepard feel the same way? Paragade. mShep/Kaidan.

So, when you go to the Fade during "Into the Abyss", you happen across a little graveyard. Instead of bodies being buried there, however it's the fears of your companions that you see. It's heartbreaking. And you do not get the option, in game, to talk about it. This is trying to address that.

Three years after the end of the Reaper War, the Shepard has made some questionable choices. When a rouge Geth Unit comes and finds Major Alenko, the entire Galaxy is turned upside down in a race against time to figure out just what happened that fateful day when all turned blue. Hints of MShenko (Kaidan Alenko x Male Shepard) Characters: Kaidan, Tali, Garrus, Joker, Cortez, Wrex,

Earthborn, lone survivor and hero of Elysium, John Shepard was ready for anything. Falling in love with a man was not on the list and what's even more shocking is his enthusiasm. Kaidan/M!Shep, Garrus/Tali and more! AU in some parts. Chapter 1 edited!

A collection of random one-shots or three-part short stories that explore the wonderful relationship of M!Shep and Kaidan. NEW: Shepard is no longer part of the 10th Street Reds but someone wants him to be. The only way to get his attention in the Reaper invasion is to kidnap his lover. However, every enemy underestimates the power of friendship and love.

John Shepard lost everything, his lover, his status, his friends. And fully planned on dying in obcurity, till someone unexpected shows up and reminds him who he is. John goddamn Shepard! Also Vega/Shep

Aria's won back Omega. Now what? M!Shepard/Kaidan

Two years ago Kaidan Alenko was branded a traitor and vanished. While building his team to stop the Collectors Shepard is given the dossier of a human biotic seen travelling with a talking geth last seen on Ferris Fields. MShep/Kaidan, Steve/Robert

"Give us hope and a fighting chance. Hell, the Reapers better watch themselves." Every hero needs a hero every now and then. And Kaidan is exactly what Shepard needs.

Prompt from the Kinkmeme. Shepard is exhausted and it's up to Kaidan to wake him up and get him ready for an important diplomatic meeting.

A drunken Kaidan begins groping and embarrassing Shepard in front of Vega and Garrus.

After living through the Thresher Maw incident in Akuze, John Shepard loses his short term memory and forever thinks it is 2173. Kaidan Alenko meets him and is determined to make Shepard fall in love with him, even if he has to do it every day.

An extension upon that 'secret' scene, a conversation, a confession, and a small piece of closure. Rated M for strong language.

How do you tell someone that you want to be with them, always. M!Shep/Kaidan

Title and excerpt is from the song "I'll Be Yours" by Placebo. NSFW. M!shep/Alenko. After Shepard returns through the Omega 4 relay, he emails an old friend... and more. AU, assumes m!shep romanced Kaidan in ME1.

Kaiden is plagued by the same dream. Wandering the ship at night, he realizes he must find a different alternative when he keeps bumping into the object of them. Not to mention the other man is undeniably amused by it all. Kaiden/Shepard.Male/Male.SLASH