Hey there humans! (Well, i hope you're humans?...though its fine to be not human, one of my boyfriends is a martian)

from that said you probably think i'm a slut or a flirt or you know most of the things i've been called in my life, but that's fine. IT'S CALLED BEING PART OF HUMANITY!

They're actually my imaginary boyfriends, the ones i can murder multiple times and be mad at, and they'd still love me :)

People call me Ryo

My best bro calls me Sish

My crazy little sister/best friend calls me Rainy/Raindrop

My klutz of a best friend/fake daughter calls me Ryoto

I'm thirteen years young. I'm one of those people who never want to grow up

I live in Never-fucking-land. Yep. Peter Pan is mah bro.

Sadly, I hope most of you realize by now that I don't actually live in Neverland..I live in the Phil

FILIPINO FOR LIFE! (with a quarter of Austrian)

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WARNING! THERE MAYBE BE VARIOUS CURSE WORDS AHEAD

a few words to describe moi:

Protective (hurt my friends or family...be prepared to die bitches, my two best friends are deadlier than the freaking child of Voldemort plus Kronos)

Calm (unless there's a cockroach...then you're own your own xD)

Mental (so are my two best friends, we practically belong in the asylum...don't tell them that though. The voices in my bff's head will be very mad at her if they have to leave!)

Sarcastic (it's my second language. Sarcasm is the best way to amuse yourself when talking to dumb people...i fucking love talking to dumb people O.O)

Anti-social (that's me! Sorry but if i don't know you we'll have awkward conversations..unless i already left you to go draw somewhere alone)

Artistic (like I said, i'm that kid drawing in the corner)

Musical..? (i think? Connected to my ipod most of the time. Loving punk rock, indie, & metal)

Weird (i am one of those special people who get born with this ability to be weird and not give a crap about what those "normal" people might say)

Controlled (i specialize in controlling my emotions so that i don't have to make people care about me)

Independent (I'm one of those bitchy people who hate having to work in groups because other people are annoying -.-)

Bitchy (sorry but it;s true! :) born to be a bitch...oh well xD)

Masochist (i like hurting myself, helps you feel alive :} )

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Facts about me:

-I hate the heat...it should just go die in a fucking pit and never come back out...unless it's Apollo

-The rain is my most favorite part of the Phil. Hearing, seeing, and smelling the rain can make my day better ]

-I always draw on myself. It's what I do to remind myself things secretly ;)

-I'm an insomniac...i don't know what led to it though. Sleeping is a tiny slice of death, if God's gonna give it to me he better give me the whole fucking thing already (i warned you about cursing)

-I have nightmares a lot, it's quite normal though. Everybody gets nightmares

-I love white tigers and dogs . they're sooooo KAWAIIIIIII

-You can probably tell from now, I'm an otaku

-I'm also known as Rain Nightlark, Haley Knight, Ariel Rainstar, Hope Keegans, Hailstorm, MRS. KRYPTONITE, Izzy, Dead flirt, and many more :)

-CHILD OF HADES..or a child of Hermes, i'm very good at tricking people though i need to work on my stealing abilities

-I'm a great cook! I can cook as good as Isabelle Lightwood :D

-MALEC FOREVER

-Simon Lewis is my idol, gaming and sarcasm in one adorable geek

-I'm pretty sure I do more of existing than I do of living

-LGBT supporter :) that's right..you can never hate bisexuals when Magnus Bane exists

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Let me tell you a bit about my closest friends :)

1. Bro- He's actually not my biological brother, but he really feels like one. We talk about anything and everything. he's been there to pull me out of my darkest times, there to make me have my happiest moments, and there when we both just have long conversations about absolutely nothing. He means the world to me, i don't know where i would be in life without him. He brought me out of my sadness, and back into reality. He helps me make better decisions and understands the odd things about me. I've helped him with his rage and he helped me feel emotions again. I helped him find friends he cares about and he helped me realize the friends i didn't need. We both have each other's backs, and we do whatever is best for the other. We may not have grown up in the same household, but we are welcome to each other's families all the time. He's my 2am. The person you call in the middle of the night when you need help or just a person to talk to.

2. Nightlark- She's like my little sister. She's this crazy, ADHD, mental, psychotic, funny, sarcastic, blunt and talkative girl. I love talking to her because of the spontaneity of our conversations. The craziness and randomness involved. The amount of times we talk about serious stuff and still manage to make jokes through it. I trust her with a lot, but i terribly hate the kind of things she's been told in her life. There got my protectiveness kicking in. Anyway, I love her to bits. Her username here is xxxSilver-Nightlarkxxx search her up and read the stories we have together sometime...though i warn you, they're filled with all things crazy and fun ;) She has this super adorable innocent girl look to her but beware, a sadistic monster lies beneath. Don't mess with her, she'll fuck you up and bring me to help fuck you up too.

3.Kitty- She calls herself my daughter...*sigh* then tells me how teen pregnancy is bad! Gods i love her. She's my crazy, psychotic, rainbow-loving, mental, stupid, and artistic daughter. She loves ducks, and the combo of red and blue. She makes absolutely no sense sometimes (like naming her character Waffles Sprinkles...like wth? But still ;]) I'm very protective of her. Actually Nightlark and I are very protective of her. Now, Nightlark "may" forcefully be sadistic towards her, but we both intend to keep her innocent forever. The person who steps beyond the boundaries and shows her the harsh reality will be kidnapped, tortured, and killed. Nobody breaks the heart and happiness that Kitty has. Nightlark and I both know how terrible the world is, we'll do a lot to help Kitty keep hers happy.

4. Andi- She's my awkward duck best friends ;) i've known her the longest and she has been by my side since day one. She always tells me that before me she had no friends. She said other girls wouldn't let her play with them unless she had a crush. I was the new girl who apparently wore too much black and easily kicked you in the balls! Yep! Woohoo 2nd grade self! From then on it was easier for me to separate friends from non-friends. Anywayyyy, Andi is INCREDIBLY smart. She was our valedictorian and has helped me throughout my dark periods. She may not have been the best for me emotionally and mentally, but she never failed to help me keep up with class when i was too busy lost in another world or when i was seriously down. She encouraged me with words from the bible and even though I'm not very religious right now, she helped me keep a faith somewhere; not specifically in god or jesus though. But hay! I don't judge, go be whatever religion you want. Back to Andi, she's very nice and absolutely funny with her curiosity mixed with innocence. She helps me remember whats important and what isn't sometimes.

5. Luis- She's this tall, strong girl. She's very religious, sarcastic, and blunt but she cares about a lot about other people and is also very selfless. She was one of the few people who understood the nightmares and the daydreams and the ache inside of you. She had gone through her own tragedies in life and has made it out, but she constantly has trouble with herself. We're not always hanging out with each other, but we both help each other out. She hates to address it, but she loooovvveeeessss meeeeeee! Jk! xD but there is an ongoing joke between us that one of us should propose to the other. I personally think she should propose. oh well. Anyway, she has a good connection with dogs. She's very polite with other people but really don't be fooled, if she doesn't like you she'll show it. But that doesn't mean she won't help you if you're in need.

thats some of them :) there are too many people to mention if i add more

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We're all in the same game, just different levels.

Dealing with the same hell, just different devils.

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If any of you are stalkers who want my address it at P. Sherman 42 Wallaby Way, Sydney (Yes I'm a lame Disney child)

If reported missing, I've probably ran away to go to Neverland

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"Stand up for what you believe in, even if that means standing alone." -Andy Biersack (one of my most fav singers o)

"If there comes a day where we can't be together, keep me in your heart. I'll be there forever." -Winnie the Pooh

"To die would be an awfully big adventure." -Peter Pan

"The whole world is full of faith, trust, and pixie dust." -Peter Pan

"Pain demands to be felt." -Augustus Waters

"If you hear a song that makes you cry and you don't want to cry anymore, you don't listen to that song anymore. But you can't get away from yourself. You can't decide not to see yourself anymore. You can't decide to turn off the noise in your head." -Jay Asher

"Destroying things is much easier than making them." -Suzanne Collins

"If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out first hand what its like to be me." -Gerard Way

"Should i kill myself, or have a cup of coffee?" -Albert Camus

"I kiss the scars on her skin, i still think you're beautiful. And I don't ever wanna lose my best friend. I screamed out god you vulture, bring her back or take me with her." -A match into water, PTV

"Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive." -Iris, Goo Goo Dolls

"I don't think you're allowed to be home-schooled if you don't have a home." -Wendelin Van Draanen

"A lot of you cared, just not enough." -Jay Asher

READ A STORY I CO-WROTE WITH xxxSilver-Nightlarkxxx CALLED "It Started With A Shooting Star"

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ALL THE STRINGS BROKE.

YOU DON'T NEED CERTAIN PEOPLE. YOU PICK THEM, THEN THEY PICK YOU BACK.

A DREAM WITHIN A DREAM.

A GRENADE THATS GOING TO EXPLODE AND HURT EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE AROUND IT.

JUST LISTEN.

THATS ME.

I'm one of those people who will offer a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, or a hand to pull you up but i'm very sorry because i'm terrible at telling you what the right thing to do is.

but still. I'M HERE IF YOU EVER NEED ME :)

Peace out!