see this girl ? she has imperfections . she has thoughts that constantly run through her mind , all day everyday . she has problems and bad habits . she has a family , sometimes loving & other times horrid . she has internal fights with herself over stupid things . she has minor OCD’s here and there . she has moments where she sings & dances to herself . she gets frustrated . she has moments where she hates her body it almost leads her to starvation . she’d also kill any of her friends if they ever said the same thing about themselves . she is 15 years old . she trusts too many , and many abuse it . she loves it when guys hold her waist , or just hold her period , it makes her feel like there actually is someone who cares about her in the world. she gets confused & she has bad anger management . she has too many bruises on her hands from getting frustrated and hitting walls & too many tear streaks from being heart-broken and hitting rock bottom . she cares a lot about what people think about her . she thinks she’s ugly . she hates it when people try to tell her everything is okay , it’s not . she has one best friend , who she tells absolutely everything to and that best friend is the only sanity she has left in this world . she has tons of friends , who’s real & who’s fake ? she’ll never know . she’s got scars that are too many to count on her back from being stabbed in it by sooo many people . she will never learn how to have self confidence . she’s had disorders & mental breakdowns . she never found cures for any of them . see this girl ? this is me .