Genshi ryū - 原始竜

Why this name? I am old.

Not physically old, but an old spirit. I feel this everyday, everytime.

I do not want to be great. Do not want to be seen.

I just want to be me, in my way, no bothering anyone.

I am a lone spirit, alone by nature, strange by birth... so do not think i can be kind everytime, i can not.

I live sometimes. I die sometimes.

Not really death, but the death of spirit, the moment things what you think is "real" just wither and fade away.

So parts of myself dies too. And be reborn.

I am not a simple spirit, so i am not a unique , but a collection of parts... sometimes good, sometimes not so good ones.

Sometimes people makes me happy, gives me a smile. Sometimes not, taking away what they can.

I can trust someone, but almost all times i choose to do this... was not a good decision.

But... i made the rigth decision one time. Was the happiest time of my life, almost like a dream.

And by my mistakes and my failures... I lost everything. With the lingering sensation i lost something i will not get again.

Not on this life. Not ever again. EVER.

So now i am here. What i am now... is just a pale shade of myself. But i am still here.

Everyday is now a new thing, and a thing i survive, alone.

So be it. I use the pen as my sword, shield and armor.

Let my words be free, if you read them and like it, i will be thankfull.

If not, i will be thankfull too. I wish you luck and a good time.