"Has Light-kun ever told the truth in his life?" Light stared at the detective silently, the rain drenching them both, dripping onto the ground in puddles. He opened his mouth to speak, but decided against it. He wanted to tell the truth, at least to L. But he can't, he wasn't able to for the last eighteen years. And it might continue to be so, for the rest of his life.

Light falls in love with L but there's only so many things stopping him from being with him.. mostly fluff.. no hentai or that kind of nonsense..