what it's like to be me

If only they could see that im not happy
I feel cold running though my blood
Death in my veins so dark
I bleed black when they touch me
Im so cold I want to die just die
Go to a place where there is no pain
Wherever I feel free to run
I say softly I'm scared
I want to hide who I am
So I feel no Shame
I lay in the dark scared
I'm screaming but no one hears me
I cry for help but no one sees
Theres no one that can help
I take a blade but can't do it
But I dont stop I cry out
Still no one hears me
I feel the cold blood in the veins
The darkness is comeing It says
You can't help to be emo
It's who your meant to be
I yell and scream
But see the voice is right
I can't stop who I am
Cause its who I was born to be
But I can only try and thats what I'll do