As I listen and stare into the night sky, something comes over me that I cannot hear or feel, I just know its in my body. Everytime I look at a sunset, I think about the life-threatening places I've been. I don't realize it until I start to think about being alone, being hated, even being killed. But I have no clue, an idea is what keeps me going on. My family is what keeps me motivated, if it werent for them, I would know nothing. I always have thoughts on my mind, , I feel I am a lucky person, but I have a very bad feeling my life will end soon. Close your eyes and think of a song that keeps you going and alive... pretend you are on a tropical uncharted island, looking into the sunset. It is there, showing you its feelings. It is telling you that there really is life... it is saying that its there, but you dont realize. If you need a reason for life... I just told you...