How do you just magically become more aware? Is there a pill for that? Does yoga help? Pfft, I mean, Kyla loves yoga and have you spoken to her? So not helping her with awareness... But still, how? And that's what brings me here, to this house, on this porch, in the middle of the night, staring at a long lost lover's door like a pathetic fool and twitching like a tweaker.