After the death of his father, Sam is struggling to keep himself from cutting again. With Bobby out of the loop and Dean struggling to cope, who's going to keep him from starting again? What will happen with a new revelation in Sam's life? Sequel to my other story 'Never Going to be Okay'. You don't have to read that one first, though. Warnings: self-harm and language. *On Hiatus*

Dean is watching a show about pies. Little does he know Cas baked him one?

After Sam and John's argument turns on him, Dean finds himself wondering if his own family will ever see him for who he really is or if they'll only see his mask. Read and Review please! Final chapter is up!

A few months after John died Dean is acting strange. He's cranky, he's snapping at Sam with no reason and when Sam finally confronts him he's having a complete meltdown. But was this just Dean not dealing with his father's death? (Gen. Mentally de-aged!Dean)

3rd in the Missing trilogy- Dean has been left with physical and emotional scars after battling humans and monsters alike. Sam has been focused on getting accepted into Stanford. When their father sends them on a hunt that leaves Dean and Sam at the mercy of their own weaknesses, can they come together to defeat the creature or will it tear them apart leaving them broken? No Slash.

Sequel to Gone Missing, Dean is trying desperately to get past the physical and the mental trauma…but how will he deal when there is a significant hunt that he knows he has to be a part of. And how will he hide the increasingly debilitating headaches that are a result of his torture from the prying eyes of his little brother? Hurt/Tortured!Dean, Angsty/Hurt! Sam. Not Slash.

Dean goes through detox, but he misses an important step in the whole "getting clean" process.

I finally just found you again. I'm never letting you disappear again. Age reversal. Bro Fluff and no WINCEST!

On the darkest days, Dean would remember Sam saying "It's no fun when you're not around" and he would fight to hold. Pre-Series. Warning: mental health issues.

At some point, Sam picks up one of the motel room notepads while Dean's in the shower. Only the top paper has been used. He's only written four words, but they are somehow achingly sad. His scrawl is messy and drunk and still familiar: 'You should laugh more.' -Destiel, at some point when Cas is presumed dead-

I Believe the Children are the Future tag story: Sam's still trying to earn forgiveness. Dean's not making it easy. But is that all that's going on with his brother?

"I hate you!" Were the last words Sam said to Dean before he left for a hunt. One he never arrived at. Taken hostage after a chance encounter, Dean is drawn into a deadly game of torture and fear. Can Sam and John find Dean before there is nothing left to rescue? Or will Dean become the latest victim in the 'Game'. Contains Hurt!Dean Angsty!Sam. No slash, brotherly stuff only.

-Sequel to 'Just a Flesh Wound! You need to read that one first! - Sam's still not back to normal; Dean is getting weaker, but as usual, in order to make sure Sam's alright, he pushes his own pain aside! Cas is missing, too. So, All in all, Dean is deteriorating and that's the last thing on everyone's mind. /Set right after season 8's finale./ -READ the A/N, PLEASE-

Season 4 - When Sam comes back from training with Ruby to find his brother has fallen off the bed he realizes what happened. Dean's having hell nightmares again. And this time Sam is determined to get Dean to talk. No slash.

When you watch a movie, you can anticipate the accidents and the chains of events after that. All the movies usually follow a prototype when it comes to a car crash. But reality looks nothing like the movies. Nothing goes that way and absently, you always wonder why! Dean and Sam would've wondered why, too, if they weren't busy trying to survive that accident!

Tumblr drabble that I wrote a few months back and forgot about. It's the result of my angsty musings about Dean in Hell and my desire for some brother bonding. Also Metallica, because you can't go wrong with that.

Dean takes a little dip in some not so warm water, and Sam gets to take care of the result. No spoilers, rated for a bit of language. Set Season 1 or 2.

What happened after Dean was beaten by Alastair in episode 4x19? How did he coped with the fact that Cass told him he's the one that broke the first seal? In this story Dean is phisically and emotionally hurt and Sam takes care of him... or at least he tries. (Re-written)

Sam's been keeping a dangerous secret but nothing stays a secret for long when you go to high school. He just didn't want Dean to find out this way. Sad!Sam and brotherly!Dean. May be triggering. One-shot.

Dean's shitty coping mechanisms. Sam's idea of help isn't much better. Warnings: self harm through cutting, and hell-references.

Sam performs some minor surgery after Dean's run-in with the Benders in 1x15. Yummy brother!touching ensues. One-shot. Gen. Previously published as the first chapter in my "Fluffy Bunniculas" story - but has been almost completely re-written!

Dean pretends he has nothing to hide, but he has secrets he'll never tell anyone, especially not Sam. Companion piece to "Deep Dark Secrets".

Sam can see his brother, Dean, struggling with everything that had happened recently, and he wanted nothing more than to say something, but he couldn't. So, instead, he sits back, watching his brother drink himself into a stupor and hoping for more. This is what he thinks as he watches. Better than Summary. Read and review.

He needed help, but the one person he thought he could rely on was either too busy or too angry to respond! Now, he had no choice but to...! Well, he'd tried; nobody could blame him! /Set after 8x09. Rated T for language./

The signs were all there - something was wrong with Dean - but no one payed attention. Something lost, something hidden, something broken. And most importantly and amazingly, something discovered and something found.

What happens when Dean has finally reached his limit? Will Sam be able to help him and let him know he's not alone? Find out here! Sick Dean Caring Sam Angst ONE SHOT For merisha! X3

Sam and Dean, on a hunt with Dad that ends with Dean torn up and delirious, admitting things that he'll most definitely regret later. Pre-series.

We Need to Talk About Kevin episode tag…Sam gives Dean a little understanding and TLC after the events of the episode...spoilers for 8.01

Oneshot tag to 7.19 "Of Grave Importance". Because when Dean grew weary under the weight of his many burdens, Sam was there to help carry the load.

Honestly? Dean needs a hug. S7 setting. One-shot. Edited 9-5-12!

Dean has a panic attack. Standard disclaimers apply. Reviews welcome.

Now it's Sam's turn to take care of Dean…post The Born Again Identity tag…spoilers

In responce to Xenascully's challenge. Dean has a nightmare. Sam comforts him. Full challenge inside.

S7. Authors Note challenge: Dean suffers a terrible nightmare that shakes him to the core. Sam comforts him.

Sam doesn't know how to help his brother. Sam/Dean, angst, cuddling, set sometime after 7.06

Dean knew Sam's grip on reality was slipping. But so is his own. Or, Dean with a dissociative disorder. Spoilers for 7.11, Adventures in Babysitting.

Season 1: After a hunt goes sideways, Sam must help Dean cope with the humiliation of wearing glasses for a while. (For hoodie-time Challenge 6)

Gen. Stuck between a rock and a hard place, Sam takes a very sick Dean to see Dr. Robert, the sketchy doctor who works above the Asian butcher shop.

Dean does something stupid but it's not his fault, really and exposes himself to a new monster they have no idea how to tackle. Sam deals, because that is what awesome little brothers do. Warnings: Rated T for swearing. Set post Season 7 Episode 10

Not many things make Dean Winchester panic, but there's always one thing that gets him. Just an excuse for some Angsty!Dean. Hurt!Dean

Dean will never learn to keep his smart remarks to himself.

After an icy hunt, world-weary and hypothermicDean! utterly breaks down in the shower. Heart wrenching, uncontrollable sobbing ensues. Sam is gentle and there. Previously seen on livejournal's hoodie time.

Dean is crushed after the events of 7.10. It's Dean's birthday, and Sam tries to give him something from the heart. The gift backfires, and Sam is left with the fallout. Spoilers for 7.10.

1-shot. Dean is abducted on Christmas Eve leaving Sam struggling to find his brother & overcome his own discomfort of the first holiday after Jessica's death. Hurt!Dean / Upset!Sam

...and the stars twinkle in the nightly sky. - It's post-7.10 and every last shred of Dean's support system is either dead or gone. Sam wants to give something special to his brother, something from the heart.

Everything that's happened recently finally hits Dean. (Set mid Season 7)

Dean has suffered from some slight claustrophobia since he woke up in the coffin and the really bad cold he has now isn't helping. Happy birthday, sidjack!

Spoiler Alert. Tag to 7x09. Dean's always had the weight of the world on his shoulders. That weight just gets heavier and heavier. He bends but doesn't break. Or does he? Rated T for some pretty good swearing.

E/O Challenge: Storm. A 100-word drabble. A storm rages overhead triggering unpleasant memories. Spoilers for up to early season 7. Non-Wincest Hurt/Comfort.

E/O Drabble Challenge. Prompt word: storm. Sam knows when to be prepared.

A much delayed Birthday drabble for Mad Server. Sneezy Dean, a cold June and a haunting in the Pacific NW and Sam. MS, you are awesome in every flavor.

E/O Challenge: Curl. Sam deals with the lasting effects the housefire has had on Dean. Wee!chesters.

A collection of missing scenes and one original one , all of which involve one brother carrying the other, literally or figuratively. Spoilers through 7.03

Dean is hurt during a hunt, and Sam discovers a secret in the trunk of the Impala.

What would happen if Dean takes drugs?

Warning: There might be a slight reference to season four and onward, very slight, but be careful. Sam wants a vacation and to maybe settle down, Dean wants to give it to him, but it might not be possible. PTSD!Dean, Sick!Dean and Comforting!Sam.

Dean had never been the type to obsess about his weight, but now he's trapped in a downward spiral revolving around food and exercise. Can John and Sam save him before it's too late?

Watching Sam suffer with a debilitating migraine brings up bad memories for Dean and unresolved issues between the brothers. Sick!Sam Worried!Dean. Brotherly angst. Set in S1 after 1:12 "Faith". #2 in the Bicycle Verse.

Dean is kidnapped and tortured by demons and Sam has to save him. Weak summary, I know. Hurt/tortured!Dean, Hurt/protective!Sam

Dean gets attacked by a ghost and spends the next 48 hours feeling as cold as death.

Dean comes home from work and discovers that Sam has a new "hobby". No slash. Weechester. Warnings for self-harm.

Dean finds out the hard way why tempered glass was invented. The old stuff tended to split apart in huge shards when a guy went flying through it. Hurt Dean. Awesome Sam. Comment Fic. Complete.

When Dean gets Sam to confess that he's being abused,the first thing that comes to his mind is to leave.But their troubles don't stop there;they're captured and soon stranded. They're only hope is Bobby,but will he be able to save them?Limp!Sam ,Hurt!Dean

In which Dean is a traumatized post-hell sickie and Sam takes care of him. Happy birthday Hanson's Angel!

After the deal is broken, Sam gets a worrying call from Dean and both Winchesters are forced to face the fact that the past never goes away. AU. Angsty!Sam, Hurt!Dean. COMPLETE

Twister's comin', boy. Better find shelter, hunker down with your family and your arms wrapped around you, and just pray it don't take anything you can't replace. Set in S2.

Dean became Michael's vessel. Now Sam watches as his brother struggles to recover in the aftermath. AU. Limp!Dean, Worried!Sam. Spoilers up to 5.03.

Set in the Stanford years. After a rough solo hunt, a hurting Dean camps out on Sam's couch. Sam's roommate notices a few things about Dean that Sam finds hard to hear.

Sam knows about the law, researching, demons, weapons and saying 'no' to Lucifer. He's clueless as to how he's going to help with Dean's depression.

AU! It's been 11 years since Dean has last seen Sam. Now a tragedy has forced the brothers to reunite, and it just might be strong enough to keep them together this time around. Hurt!Sam, Hurt!Dean, Abusive!John

E/O Challenge drabble - Challenge word Shoe. Dean's thoughts as he wakes from the Djinn's influence - Season 2 spoilerish.

In Latin, "Those Who Do Not Sleep". For a prompt: Dean is hit with a curse that keeps him from sleeping and he starts to suffer the symptoms of severe sleep-deprivation.

What happens when Dean is kidnapped on a hunt and stuck in a freezer? Brotherly goodness and sap, that's what. Inspired by Emerald-Water's freezer!Sam story. Cold!Dean and protective/steady!Sam. No slash.

What happens when the only person who knows where Dean's laid up, hurt and helpless, is delayed?

E/O CHALLENGE - WALL. A solo salt and burn went south, leaving Dean bleeding to death in the middle of nowhere. But maybe there’s still a little brother he can count on. Hurt!Dean Plays during Season4 but no Spoiler. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUFFY

*NOW COMPLETE* After the electrocution, Dean suffers some very painful permanent damage. Crappy circumstances leave the boys broke and desperate; Sam does what he’s gotta do to take care of his brother. Sick!Hurt!Dean, multi-chap AU based on "Faith"

Tensions drive the brothers apart, until Sam's reminded that they're always stronger together.

No matter what Dean believed, his family and friends hadn't abandoned him.

E/O Challenge. Today's word: Glimmer. Sam saves Dean with two little words.

Dean gets a migraine that spins out of control. Just an excuse for some hurt!Dean, really.

Sam ran to Dean and screamed for help, screamed and cried right from the deepest parts of him, as if those who could hear could fix everything of his brother, body and soul. Tag to the irresistible 4.16.

Sequel to When Darkness Turns To Light. John's finally dead but life is still not easy. Sam still has to get Dean to open up about his abusive past. Not to mention Dean has months of therapy to come. COMPLETE!

Set after 4.10, The boys track down vampires. What happens when Dean lands in the hospital? Will he survive? Will he gain back his memory? What will happen to Sam? Hurt!Dean, Nervous!Sam. Now complete!

The Winchesters stumble into the work of a serial killer running loose in New York, as if Dean's post-traumatic stress syndrome, the police, and two Subway ghosts weren't enough to deal with. Set between 4.08 and 4.09.

Dean hasn’t been called by his own name in what feels like an eternity. Pre-series. Stanford Era. One-shot.

Set after 2.02. Originally printed in Brotherhood 4 zine. They can fix the impossible, save the innocent, but when it comes to wounds too deep for tears, and scars left on a beating heart, the brothers realize some things may be too broken. T for Lang.

Sam gets a glimpse of what happened to his brother in hell.

After Mary died, John blamed Dean for her death and beat him throughout his life. He kept this from Sam but one day Sam has a vision of his father killing Dean and goes to save him. Sam must now deal with family secrets and his tortured brother. COMPLETE!

When Sam and Dean re-visit their dad's storage container, Sam makes an unexpected discovery. Set early season 3.

Dean has a hell flashback. Drabble.

Some hunts come back to haunt you. Or, in this case, break your brother’s heart. Literally. HurtDean, WorriedSam. Spoilers for Faith, Folsom Prison Blues, AHBL II.

Dean's a bit woozy after losing blood. Fresh Blood Tag.

Shadow tag: Sam hadn't expected his brother to already be bracing himself for his departure. Or that it would be so hard.

Sam has a deadly vision of his brother. Meanwhile, Dean is keeping secrets again. Set sometime after BUABS.

Sam has a secret of the selfdistructive kind. When everything falls apart, can Dean pull him out of the never ending black hole? WARNING: Self Harm

He wasn't a bad father... Rated for abuse and language.

Panic attacks and temper tantrums and Dean just couldn't breathe anymore.

Tag to 'Scarecrow'. Sam learns Dean was hurt more badly than he let on. Could this be the day his luck runs out?

Tag to 'Phantom Traveller'. When the events on the plane finally catch up with Dean, will he allow Sam to be there for him?

EPILOGUE ADDED What happens when the boys are stranded and one of them becomes violently ill?

Sam hides scars from Dean until he finds them and asks where they are from. Read at your own risk!

Snippets of the boys' birthdays through the years.

Dean crashes after a string of bad jobs. A final, terrible incident pushes him to the edge. The Moonstar Hotel is the last place Dean needs to be. Illustrated version is at thruterryseyes dot com.

He had to do something to relieve that ache. Warnings: deals with self harm, some language. Ch 10 up! COMPLETE!

Sam just wants to be a regular kid, and Dean lets him. No matter the cost. You asked for another chapter. Here it is! COMPLETED. Please review.

A follow up to Faith because if we're going to beat a topic to death, why not make it that one? Dean can't sleep. Sam's frustrated. Spoilers abound.

When the Impala breaks down on the way to a job a few issues come to light.