my heart broke out in song
from all the things and the thoughts
and the assumptions that I had
wrong.

I've been through a lot and it's changed me more than you can imagine. I deleted my profile and the only thing keeping my old stories here is so I can see how terrible of an author I used to be. If you liked them, then I'm sorry because I won't be finishing them.

I'm not the crazy, annoying fangirl I was back last year. I don't have the same friends, I don't write the same way, and I don't even have the same mindset. I've just recently gotten a big dose of reality and became a different person.

I write Camp Rock stories now, and if you are here because you read one than I warn you: DO NOT READ MY OLD STORIES. Your eyes will burn. Anyway, I'm not some super dark emo person. I'm just a lot more serious. I'm a naturally nice person and my stories won't always be super angst or anything. Some of them might end up being comedy.

PM me if you want to talk, or want to complain about me not finishing my old stories.

Wow, this is really dark.

I am not dark. Then again, I'm not light. I'm semi-dark, semi-light. Er, yeah.

I will only say this once. Well, I already said it, so make that twice. I am not a dark emo person. I like to have fun. I have friends. I hang out with those friends on the weekend. My friends are normal. We are not a bunch of dark people. We like to have fun.

Got it?

Let me explain my name, since it does actually have a meaning. In doing this, I may be giving away some sort of clue as to what I've been through, but I don't care.

A shadow, as you all know, is something that you always have. It's always behind you. You never wonder if someday you may lose your shadow. Well, my shadow is gone. When it disappeared, it shattered into millions of pieces, then completely left.

Obviously I'm not talking about my real shadow. When I walk outside on a sunny day, there is still a shadow following me. Just not the one I want.

i never dreamt it'd be this way.
i've lost any chance for me to say,
to say that I miss you, say that I love you
will someone please tell me I'm okay.

Note: I plan on posting a Christmas oneshot soon. I just have to write it first. Oh, and thank you to the three people who reviewed my latest story. Glad to know how popular my writing is.