Retired writer. Can't seem to find the right inspiration. Artist.

The Hunger Games, Game of Thrones, The Outsiders, Water for Elephants, Twilight, L.A Candy series, Harry Potter, 50 Shades of Grey.

"He's like a drug for you. I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. But I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun."- Jacob; Twilight.

"He is delightful. He is charming. He shines like the sun. He lavishes attention on the great storm- colored beast and her tiny rider from the moment we meet in the morning until the moment they disappear for the parade. He is attentive and tender toward Marlena, and kindly and paternal toward Rosie." - Water for Elephants.

"It's only when I catch Rosie actually purring under August's loving ministrations that my conviction starts to crumble. And what I'm left looking at in its place is a terrible thing. Maybe it was me. Maybe I wanted to hate him because I'm in love with his wife, and if that's the case, what kind of a man does that make me?" - Water for Elephants.

There's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say, stay in there, I'm not going
to let anybody see
you.

There's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too clever, I only let him out
at night sometimes
when everybody's asleep.
I say, I know that you're there,
so don't be sad.
then I put him back,
but he's singing a little
in there, I haven't quite let him
die and we sleep together like
that with our secret pact and it's nice enough to make a man weep, but I don't weep,

Do you?

-Bluebird by Charles Bukowski

A picture of my OC Sarafina drawn by the greatest artist ever and my sweet friend- MarraBelle (