Ello! :)

I'm Carissa. 18 years old.

I am a total music junkie. If I'm not at work or doing something that involves sharp listening, I have my headphones in.

My fav. musicians are Tokio Hotel, Lady Gaga, Owl City, All Time Low, Lady Antebellum

I have seen both Tokio Hotel and Lady Gaga in concert, not Owl City...yet ;D And i will definitely be seeing TH and Gaga again.

I have the biggest crush on Tom Kaulitz. Omg, the best thing happened when i seen them in concert. Well I don't know if other people think it's a big deal, but it is to me. So if you wanna hear about my little experience that happened on that day ask! :) I love telling people about it.

Well, first off let me inform everyone that I am new to this site, so my stuff might be messed up until in get comfortable with this site.

Sorry about all the confusion and flipping back and forth. lol

Direct link to: Dreams Really Do Come True

Direct link to: Forever Sacred Story 1

So for those that don't want to go back on youtube and read all the chapters to get the whole story (i honestly wouldn't blame ya) I'll give you a summary of everything that has happened. :)

DRDCT: Dezirae (Dezi for short) is your typical 17 year old american teenager living her life day by day. She's still in school (even though i don't mention it) and has a job. One day while at work, her favorite band Tokio Hotel stops by her store to get some stuff. She isn't able to talk to them for long because it was closing time. When she leaves the mall she realizes her car is dead and Tokio Hotel decides to give her a ride home. At this point she has this instant connection to Tom. The next day she actually sees them in concert and gets a chance to actually talk to them this time and after that she ends up hanging out with them a little more (fyi, this is all happening within a week). A day before The boys have to leave, Tom gives Dezi a very special gift that she treasures dearly and knows that she'll always be in Tom's heart. No matter what.

Forever Sacred (Chapters 1-7): After Tom left, Dezi has just been trying to live life like the young adult that she is. She is now 18 years old and going to be starting college. She has barely talked to Tom and with this, she's getting a bit concerned. Does he even care about her anymore? She doesn't try to let that bother her and just tries to worry about her future. She leaves her home town for college and meets a girl there named Lexi who she gets along with very well. One day Dezi tries calling Tom, just to see if he would answer and someone did...but it wasn't Tom, it was a female's voice. After that Dezi tried to forget Tom. But as much as she tried to convince herself she was over him, the harder it was for her to actually forget. Especially after seeing him in person for the first time in nearly two years. It hurt for her to see him seeing that he had moved on, so with that Dezi felt that it was time to move on as well. She met this handsome boy named Tevin from one of her classes who really has a thing for her as well. Could Tevin take Tom's spot in Dezi's heart... ? ...