My current name and new account is the proof that anything can be reborn and reversed, except my randomness. Sometimes I wish I could change that, but then I wouldn't be me. Life may continue to cause me nothing but agony, I refuse to break again. That which is shattered has little fear of that, or perhaps it has become my greatest fear. Someday the iris that is my life will bloom. I fervently believe that. Even if the petals remain the blood coloured same.

To those old guard who know who I am, even if none of us have the same screen names anymore; I apologize for giving you so much trouble when I left, but you know the reasons. Thanks for finishing off the last of my stories, they turned out really well. I would be happy to return the favor to you or anyone else who just can't write any more. Just ask.

I am still willing to beta read just about anything, please warn me of lemons as un-expected blood loss is bad for some one like me. I'm now a med-student, so anything can happen, but I'm good for anything when I have time.