"I hope some day it hurts you, knowing that you hurt me. I hope that you remember the pain in my eyes, bloodshot with bags underneath them, from crying myself to sleep. I hope that you look back and it breaks you. like you broke me, knowing that you did this. I hope one day you realize, that you were supposed to be my mentor in life. My hero, my savior, the one i looked too when i had questions about this big crazy gas ball we call home. I hope you understand that i was this beautiful gift. One that you took for granted, and didn't care for. i hope you understand what it feels like, to lose all hope, to be forgotten, to be unloved and hurt by the one you though would Never hurt you. By the one that was supposed to love you, unconditionally. Even with all your flaws. i want you to remember me, at that moment. when your at your lowest, and looking for help that's Never going to come. And i hope, i hope so much, that in that moment you break like i did. I don't wish you any harm, that's not who i am. but i wish that you destroy yourself. just like you destroyed me. mentally and emotionally. because while it only got physical one or twice, i would have traded every word and every sentence, for the pain to be physical because wounds can heal. but the damage you did to my heart, to my soul, and to my mind are no where near done healing, i don't even think they've started. because every time they start, i playback in my head, what you said to me. or what you tell me over and over again, and the wound just opens right back up. "

- Kol Ambers (One in a Million)