INDEFINITE HIATUS

ABOUT ME

Name: Like I'm really going to write (or type) that.

Age: I'm in college but that's all you're getting.

Gender: female

Birthday: June 18th (That's right. I'm a Gemini!)

Hair Color: brown

Eyes: two of them...blueish green

Height: don't make me say it...I'm shorter than a lot of people, but I've been told I'm average. At least, that's what I think. Actually, I'm either taller or around the same height as my friends...

Favorite Animal: Hmm...I like all animals, but I'm going to have to go with the wolf. Definitely the wolf. I absolutely love them.

Favorite Books: Harry Potter, Maximum Ride (Love the first three books, but now the series pisses me off. Damn it James Patterson! It's moved down my list.), The Host, Hunger Games series, Divergent, His Dark Materials Trilogy, Morganville Series, , and others I can't think of.

Favorite Colors: Blue and Black...I like dark colors.

Favorite Anime/TV Shows: Friends, Leverage, Bones, Naruto, Death Note, SNL, Mythbuster, Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, Fullmetal Alchemist, NCIS, Kuroshitsuji, Conan, Baccano!, Blue Exorcist, The Walking Dead, Avatar: The Last Airbender

Favorite Singers/Bands: Nickelback, Three Days Grace, Rascal Flatts, Maroon 5, Michelle Branch, Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, Skillet, Taylor Swift, Carrie Underwood, Thousand Foot Krutch, The Used, Disturbed, Kelly Clarkson, Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, The Maine, All Time Low, Taking Back Sunday, etc. I'll listen to country, rock, alternative, pop or any random songs I like.

Current Obsession(s): Itachi Uchiha, the Internet, Adam Levine from Maroon 5, Axel and Roxas especially them together ;)

Random: I'm the kind of girl who would rather pick up a book or write another chapter instead of going out to party. But that doesn't mean I won't take care of my friends when they come back from a frat. I'm the definition of a tomboy, but that doesn't mean I don't do my hair and put on some make-up when absolutely necessary. Just don't expect me to wear a dress because that's not going to happen. I'm a girl whose focus is on school rather than boys. I can hold my own and although I'm a huge introvert, I love my friends and rarely say no to hanging out with them.

I'm a huge sports fan. Mainly baseball and football, although I do enjoy playing basketball (playing with my friends in gym class is awesome. I'm not the only one who actually puts in effort for once.). I LOVE the Chicago Cubs, the Chicago Blackhawks, and the Chicago Bears. If you've got a problem with that, I'm perfectly fine with you messaging and telling you to go @!& yourself. I'm generally a nice person, but you really don't want to get me POed.

I've really taken to psychology and have decided on pursuing a degree in Psych. I do hope to be able to continue writing on the side because being a writer is a dream of mine and a good outlet for me. I currently have ideas for two stories that I would like to do. The first one doesn't really have a plot yet, but hopefully I'll be able to tune my writing skills to create some good books. We'll all just have to see where I end up in the future. Hopefully, you all will buy and enjoy my books some day.

If anyone wants me to write a story for them, go ahead and let me know. I'll do my best to write something for you as soon as I get a chance and as long as I feel comfortable doing it. Keep in mind that I won't be able to write a good fanfic for a pairing I hate and will probably refuse to do so. No offense to those who like that particular pairing, I just can't put my all into something I don't enjoy.

List of Words I've Randomly Made-Up:

Fantabulous: combination of fantastic and fabulous
Fantasmic: weird version of fantasic
Creest or Crist: I honestly don't know how I got this one. I think I was going to say "crap" but realized my bro was around. I may have been changing it to "christ". I don't know. The point is I use "creest" now. Or "crist"...whatevs (which leads to the next word)
Whatevs: Okay, I didn't really make that one up. My mom was just gettin' pissed because I always used to say "whatever" so now I say "whatevs" instead.
Smamich: my own weird way of saying "sandwich"
Confuzzled: I can't remember if I made this one up or if I've heard it so many times that I frequently use it now. It's a combo of confused & puzzled.
Fooby: This was me tripping over my tongue when trying to say "food baby". It kinda stuck in my circle of friends.

Some "Advice":

-Human weakness cannot be avoided. Perfection is impossible.

-Everyone is going to hurt you. You just have to decide who's worth the pain.

-Sincerity is one of the simplest yet deepest words that could touch one's heart.

-Life is the longest journey you'll ever go through. Make it worth while.

-Even the slightest flicker of candle light can scare away the deepest darkness. (got this one from Denad)

-“When one is truly in love, one not only says it, but shows it.” (Henry Wadsworth Longfellow)

Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will. (Jawaharal Nehru)

After the game, the king and the pawn go into the same box. (Italian Proverb)

-I have suffered defeat, pain, loss, still I push to the edge, never falter. For this cements my beliefs, I'll remain my own master. (Found this on a forum somewhere so credit goes to whoever made it up 'cause it sure as hell wasn't me!)

I loved these and really felt the need to share them with you guys. They're from ishgreeklady's fanfic 'Paradox'

Life is a perfect picture of inconsistency.
Sometimes, you really can’t understand what’s meant to happen.
It’s full of contradicting ideas that are usually both true.
Heartbreak and great misery are roots of temporary contentment.
Experience of peace brings an experience of shock once the balance is tipped.
With the zenith of success comes the zenith of failure.
As the old law says: with every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.
With the climax of happiness comes the climax of loneliness.
A raging storm brings with it a promise of a glorious rainbow.
The light and darkness always go together.
Life is really one big paradox. But even though it is an arena of irony and absurdity, we just wouldn’t have it any other way.
-ishgreeklady (Paradox part 1)

Love is a constant confusion.
Nothing else could be funny yet sad at the same time.
It creates rival best friends.
It brings forth clueless prodigies.
It draws out the weakness of the invincible.
It curbs rage to calm.It creates gentleness out of bloodlust.
It weaves certainty out of doubt.
It renders the mighty defenseless.
It humbles the infamous.
Because it is love. It is logic without reason. It is mystery without secrecy. It is hope without anticipation. It is definite but without limit.
-ishgreeklady (Paradox part 2)

Here are links to get an idea of how the dogs in Not So Relaxing Vacation/Relaxation Fantization look. (It may take a little for them to completely load.)

Hunter(Of course, his eyes are blue instead of amber):

Lucky:

Toby:

Rollo:

Favorite Pairings:

Naruto: Itachi/Deidara, Sasuke/Sakura, Naruto/Hinata, Shikamaru/Ino (Shika/Temari is okay, but for some reason I like Shika/Ino more), Genma/Shizune, Minato(Yondaime)/Kushina, Kakashi/Rin, Neji/Tenten, I'll read Itachi/Sakura on occasion (gained support from some great fanfics), Kiba/Hinata is growing on me a bit (I still prefer Naruto/Hinata though), Sai/Sakura is also becoming a pairing that makes me smile (not nearly as much as SasuSaku, but whatever), Godaime Mizukage/Choujuurou Itachi/Sasuke, Sasuke/Sai

Some of these I wouldn't call favorites, but I don't want to create a whole other category of pairings.

And one that's a little random, but I absolutely adore it - Itachi/Hana (for those of you who don't know Hana is Kiba's older sister)

Harry Potter: Harry/Hermione (I honestly don't know why I support this pairing. For some reason, I don't find Ron/Hermione and Harry/Ginny all that appealling. I can't help it. I actually find Ginny incredibly annoying), Lupin/Tonks, James/Lily, Oliver/Katie (another weird one, but I got hooked after reading some good fanfics), George/Angelina, Fred/Angelina, slight approval of Harry/Luna, Draco/Hermione, Neville/Ginny or Draco/Ginny

Maximum Ride: Max/Fang (FAX! I mean seriously, who else would they be with? They're perfect!), possibly Iggy/Ella or Iggy/Nudge (I'm on the fence for these)

Kingdom Hearts: Axel/Roxas (Freaking love them! They are one of my favorite pairings. Their friendship is amazing and sad. You just know they are special to one another and I root for them all the way. Roxas/Axel is fun too sometimes.), Zexion/Demyx (don't care who tops), Terra/Aqua

Morganville: Michael/Eve, Shane/Claire, Sam/Amelie

Avatar: Sokka/Suki, Aang/Katara, Zuko/Mai

Soul Eater: Soul/Maka, Kid/Liz, Kid/Maka (but I'd much rather have Maka with Soul), Stein/Marie

Fullmetal Alchemist: Roy/Riza (Royai is meant to be! I love them!), Ed/Winry

Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler): Sebastian/Grell

Junjou Romantica: Usagi/Misaki (Romantica), Nowaki/Hiroki (Egoist), Miyagi/Shinobu (Terrorist), Isaka/Asahina (Mistake)

Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi: Takano/Onodera, Hatori/Yoshino, Yukina/Kisa

Hetalia: America/England, Germany/N. Italy and HRE/Chibitalia, some Prussia/Hungary and some Austria/Hungary (not sure which I like more)

Durarara: Shizuo/Izaya, Shinra/Celty, Kida/Saki

Divergent: Four/Tris

Pokemon: Drew/May (Contestshipping!), Ash/Misty, Paul/Dawn (on the fence for this one too), Volkner/Roark (Energyshipping) , Umbreon/Flareon, Umbreon/Jolteon

Digimon: Matt/Sora, TK/Kari, Thomas/Yoshi, Koji/Zoe, Henry/Rika

Final Fantasy: Zack/Aerith, Cloud/Tifa, Rufus/Reno

Random: Booth/Brennan & Hodgins/Angela (Bones, love that show), Ikuto/Amu (Shugo Chara), Marshall/Lily, Barney/Robin, & Barney/Quinn (HIMYM), Jared/Mel (The Host), Nate/Sophie & Eliot/Parker (Leverage), Will/Lyra (His Dark Materials series), L/Light (Death Note), Soubi/Ritsuka (Loveless), Graves/Dru (Strange Angels), Oz/Gil & Break/Gil (Pandora Hearts), Will/Elizabeth (Pirates of the Caribbean)

Pairings I Hate (or dislike): They don't even have the right to be in bold.

Naruto: Itachi/Karin (just wanna say thanks a lot to my asshole friends who keep pestering me about this pairing to piss me off. I HATE IT!!), Sasuke/Hinata (Who on Earth thought of this one? They never even talked to each other), Sasuke/Karin (Seriously WTF! I HATE this one too. Karin should just die alone because I despise her.), Orochimaru/Sasuke (Wow, there's a lot involving sasuke), Neji/Hinata

Kingdom Hearts: Axel/Larxene, Roxas/Xion, Roxas/Namine

Maximum Ride: Max/Iggy (I'm a Fax shipper all the way. You shouldn't be surprised), Fang/Iggy (Another obvious one), Nudge/Gazzy, Gazzy/Angel, Ari/Angel, Max/Ari, Fang/Ella, Fang/Lissa, Max/Sam, Fang/Brigid, Max/Dylan (JP can suck it. He really pissed me off with that one.)

Harry Potter: Harry/Ginny(absolutely can't stand Ginny and often annoy my friends to know end whenever she comes up. I'm frequently heard calling her a slut/whore), Ron/Hermione

Other: Tadase/Amu, Zuko/Katara, Sokka/Ty Lee, Sokka/Yue, Sokka/Toph, Sokka/Azula, Haruhiko/Misaki

all yuri and yaoi that I didn't actually state in the pairings I support

Favorite Characters & Why (for some at least):

Sasuke Uchiha (Naruto) - Do I really need to explain this one? He's got cool, unique hair and looks great! Sasuke's an Uchiha, a (I use this term sorta loosely) genius, and awesome ninja. However, he's been getting on my nerves lately. We'll see how long he remains one of my favorite characters. Sasuke is really pissing me off. He's one of the reasons I wish I had a stamp and I could put 'ASS' on his forehead. Although he really angers me, I still love the damn guy. Plus, I have a feeling he's going to surprise us.

Itachi Uchiha (Naruto) - Hello, he's fricken hot as hell! Itachi may have seemed like a complete bastard for slaughtering his whole clan, but he's a sexy bastard (although he isn't really a bastard, but it makes him sound so awesome)! It really hurt him to kill his family and after all that, he still didn't have the ability to kill his little brother. Hell, Itachi was always protecting Sasuke, even in death. And seeing Itachi cry in the manga really touched my heart. Plus, the guy's a prodigy and well, have you seen him?! Besides, he's totally bad ass and I love him...seriously. All the Uchiha are amazing! Damn, why can't they be real?! Or even alive?! Why did he have to die?! Itachi Uchiha has actually become an obsession for me. It's a sickness really...maybe a disease. My love for him will never go away. Haha

Kiba Inuzuka (Naruto) - First of all, I love dogs/wolves. I would get along great with this Inuzuka. His personality is one I admire. He's loyal and smart. His bond with Akamaru can't be broken and you've got to give the guy the respect he deserves.

Shikamaru Nara (Naruto) - Shika is a fricken genius and that makes him awesome. He's lazy, but smart (kinda like me! :) ) which is a quirk I don't mind one bit. He is incredibly loyal to his friends and Konoha. He's a character I respect greatly and feel for.

Sai (Naruto) - This guy really amuses me. Sai is so clueless about interacting with people and showing emotions that it's funny. Yet he tries so hard to succeed in interacting with his comrades/friends and I admire him for that. His efforts can be downright adorable sometimes. He's an awesome ninja and artist. His artistic talent has allowed him to develop his own unique jutsu instead of using one of the five elements (earth, water, fire, lightning, wind). At first, I didn't like him because he was Sasuke's replacement on Team 7 and was planning on stabbing them in the back. However, he's changed and now, I'm always interested to see what he'll do next, whether it involve fighting or calling Sakura "Ugly".

Maximum Ride/Max (Maximum Ride) - Hey, what can I say? I love the sarcastic leader of the Flock. Max can be extremely stubborn (Fang loves you and you love him so get together already), but she always has (the majority of) the Flock's best interests at heart. This Avian American isn't afraid to kick someone's ass. In fact, she prefers to do that instead of face her feelings. In a way, Max is like me not including the wings and the fact that she has to care for five kids at the age of fourteen. She's strong and not at all girly. There are times she does frustrate me though. I mean, I'm not the type of person who embraces my emotions, but even I wouldn't have run away if Fang kissed me.

Fang (Maximum Ride) - Who doesn't like the tall, dark, and silent type? Although Fang doesn't really have powers like the rest of the flock, he always captures your interest. He's mysterious and you often catch yourself wondering what exactly he's thinking. I can't help but root for him when it comes to Max. The guy is stubborn, loyal, protective, etc. Also, I can't be absolutely sure, but I'd definitely pin him as one of those guys that instantly make you drool because of how hot they are. (Itachi is still my number one though! At the moment, at least. Fang definitely makes it hard for me to choose. Hell, all of them make it hard to choose, but Itachi is definitely my number one with Fang in a close second!)

Ikuto Tsukiyomi (Shugo Chara!) - Ikuto is one naughty kitty! The guy is a total pervert and an elementary school girl peaks this teenager's interest. (Take that any way you want.) In my opinion he's incredibly sexy especially when he has his cat ears and tail. (I personally find that fact a bit odd considering I'm a major dog person. Still, I like cats...just not as much.) I love his attitude and the way he teases everyone. Still, he has his moments when he's surprisingly sweet and cute. I would have to say Ikuto is number three on my list at the moment.

Parker (Leverage) - I'm going to agree with Eliot and say that there's definitely something wrong with her, but that's what makes Parker fricken awesome. Her difficult past has turned her into the world's greatest thief and her odd/crazy behavior always fills me with a strange feeling of joy. Parker is incredibly blunt when she speaks or acts, even in areas that would have the rest of the Leverage team struggling for words. On more than one occasion, the thief has stripped without a second thought in the presence of her male teammates while conducting a mission. However, Parker has a touch of Asperger Syndrome which explains her difficulties when it comes to normal social interactions. She has also been diagnosed with Kleptomania, giving her the instinct to collect things and possibly explaining her ability to steal (also suggesting that such actions are uncontrollable). Her almost child-like actions and innocence are misleading because she's had to deal with so much suffering in her life. The only thing she loves more than danger is her money. Parker's first name is unknown, but that hardly matters to me. It adds to the uniqueness of her character, a character that never ceases to grab my attention. Whether she's appearing out of thin air, crawling through a tiny space, or jumping off a building, Parker is one of the reasons I'm now hooked on the tv show Leverage.

Eliot Spencer (Leverage) - You have to love Eliot. He is quite an entertaining character although so are the rest of the Leverage team. Eliot is the guy you go to when you need some asskicking done. It is always interesting to watch him fight although that is not the only thing he is good for. He's a good cook and a southern gentleman in a way. He may love the ladies a little too much and commitment is not his friend, but that's just something that gives his character depth. The team has become his family despite his attempts to remain distant. The way he jokes around with Parker and Hardison or teases Hardison for being a geek. Eliot can be serious or relaxed and he can make me laugh with his humor or actions.

Dr. Franken Stein (Soul Eater) - Love this guy! His quirks really make his character and I actually like that he's insane to a certain extent. It makes Stein a very interesting character that I enjoy watching. His desire to experiment/dissect things can be a bit humorous in my opinion. His relationship with Spirit and Marie makes me smile although for two very different reasons. Both Death Scythes are great weapons for the genius whose skill is already outstanding by himself. Marie's affect on Stehe in's insanity pleases me because I'm rooting for something to happen between the two. Stein is her first love and I hope that the scientist will end up revealing a different side of himself that cares deeply for the young woman because they both deserve that happiness. Some of the characters think he is incapable of love which definitely makes me want them to be proved wrong.

Axel (Kingdom Hearts) - What can I say about Number VIII? He's a tall, redheaded, green-eyed pyromaniac with an awesome catchphrase. And his hips don't lie. haha Axel is great. He is a great character because although he doesn't technically have a heart, you know he feels! His bond with Roxas is something beautiful. I don't care if they aren't official canon. They should be. Got it memorized? (Couldn't resist) While there are friends that I'd be willing to take a bullet for, it takes a whole different meaning for Axel. He literally died just in an attempt to see Roxas. (Yes spoiler. I apologize.) That's something greater than friendship. I really want them to "meet again in the next life."

Roxas (Kingdom Hearts) - He's an adorable little blonde. He has beautiful blue eyes and his personality works well with Axel. Clearly, I can't think of one without the other. They work off each other to make me love them. It was so said that Roxas lost his memories of Axel. I really wish they could have worked out and just ended up together. Damn Sora! I wish them the best in the next life. I feel like they are meant to be.

Roy Mustang (Fullmetal Alchemist) - Well first off, I like fire so Roy gets some points for being the Flame Alchemist. Haha. Seriously though, his personality is great. He's very passionate and smart. He cares deeply for his subordinates/friends (-cough-especially Riza-cough-) and they return the sentiment (-cough-especially Riza again-cough-). He want to bring about change to his beloved country and I feel sorry for him because he lost the ability to see what his country will become.

Riza Hawkeye (Fullmetal Alchemist) - Okay, I freaking love Riza! She's the most bad ass female character I've seen. I even like her name. Hawkeye. She is an excellet marksman...er...markswoman? She's great with guns and I always laugh at how many she has on her at one time. Riza will follow Roy no matter what. Her loyalty is unquestionable and that's a great quality. Especially since I absolutely adore Royai. I love Mustang and Hawkeye individually but together they are even better. Royai forever!...Plus, I love dogs and Black Hayate is awesome. Haha.

Sebastian Michaelis (Kuroshitsuji) - My favorite cat-obsessed moron. :) I wish I had a butler like Sebastian (not that I actually have a butler). He is one sexy demon and "one hell of a butler." Haha. Red-orange eyes, dark hair and tall. In other words, I find Sebastian is attractive. (Itachi is still my number one though. He always will be.) No one can kick ass with silverware like he does. :) He's dutiful yet teases his master, Ciel. Despite their contract, Sebastian finds amusement in occasionally allowing his master to be in danger. His...disgust towards Grell also makes me laugh (although Grell himself is hysterical too). Yet if Sebastian were to end up with anyone, the pairing of him and Grell would make me the happiest. Their strange relationship amuses me and if it were ever to become intimate, it would end up so twisted. But I'd love it. Haha

Grell Sutcliffe (Kuroshitsuji) - He's the crazy shinigami who makes Sebastian's life interesting. Grell has a way of making the demon uncomfortable and I love the way they interact. I'm not sure what exactly it is about him that I love, but I would always smile when he had a scene. Sometimes, I'll go back and just watch some clips with him because they're so entertaining! Actually, it probably has something to do with Sebastian. I love their relationship and wish something happened between them. I'm actually reading the manga in hopes that something (anything) will happen between them.

Mephisto Pheles (Blue Exorcist) - I can't help but love this guy! Mephisto's a quirky dresser which is a quality that typically pisses me off when it comes to other characters. He has serious moments mixed in with eccentric moments. He likes to sit back and observe the chaos he creates. Mephisto is meticulous and to an extent manipulative. He's a demon and the son of Satan yet he's also a powerful exorcist. Love the trademark demon ears and teeth. Really want to see his tail.

I'm noticing that my top three favorite characters have a lot in common. Dark, brooding, incredibly hot...Damn, I think I drooled a little! And no Michi, that doesn't mean I go for the emo ones. -rolls eyes-

more coming soon...too lazy to continue and I've got homework...