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It Hurts To Love You

Chapter: 1

‘What am I doing here I know he’s not going to come back’ I thought to myself feeling stupid as ever just starring at my own feet. When I finally got up enough courage to get up and leave I got on my bike and started heading home, as I turned the corner I noticed a boy walking towards the park, even though I didn’t know who the boy was I felt a strong need to turn around and go back to the park, so I did. I went and parked my bike where I usually parked it and walked towards the swing, but I didn’t have enough time I looked up at the boy and realized who it really was, it was him, it was Andrew Lockhart (A.K.A Drew). My heart ached to talk to him but I knew that if I did I would just end up getting hurt again, I didn’t want to hurt, at least not anymore than I already had…, I looked up and our eyes collided I was nervous, scared, and somehow I felt hope. He waved me over to him, now I was really scared, but I silently obeyed his wishes. When I got close enough he started walking around the corner, I still followed I loved this boy so much that I cried at night knowing that he was with Katherine, I was jealous, and mad. Then when I was face to face with him we started talking.

“Hey.” Drew said, looking at me with eyes filled with hope.

“Hello, Andrew.” I said trying to act as though I hated him. It showed.

“I haven’t seen you at school, were you sick? Are you coming back to school? Everyone noticed, even Madi noticed, I noticed.” He rambled like an idiot.

“I told you that I left I thought you that I wasn’t coming back the same exact day I found out, you sounded ecstatic.” I grimaced not very amused that everyone knew I was gone. “I bet everyone’s happy about it to aren’t they?” I pressed further into the subject, knowing that he would try to change it.

“There are a few people who aren’t happy about it, if that would make you feel any better?” he smiled sheepishly looking embarrassed, was he one of those people who wasn’t happy that I left, I’ll soon find out.

“Really, and who might these people be?” I asked, with a smirk on your face.

“Um, Haley Davis, Lara Wiedner, and umm me.” He said looking at my shoes.

“That’s not a lot of people you know, wait did you just say that you miss me?” I asked him unsure weather he said that he himself missed me or if me was an actual person, I honestly wouldn’t be surprised.

“Yes Ciara I miss you.” He said looking into my eyes, captivating my heart and mind under his fiery gaze.

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Chapter: 2

Again I was under attack, an emotional attack, until then I had never known what love was, suddenly I knew, love is when you care about someone so much that it aches to be apart from them, when they hurt you hurt, they are the only thing that keeps you going in life, their like your own personal brand of heroine, you know you would have done anything for them, you would fight a war for them.

“You really missed me?” I asked tears threatening to spill over the brim of my eyes. Not from sadness, but from joy and happiness.

“Yeah I really did and I know you have every right to be mad at me Haley told me that you still liked me, but I couldn’t believe it after everything I’ve done to you, you probably hate me don’t you?” Drew asked looking done at his own feet.

“No I don’t hate you, let alone think I could ever hate you, I mean sure I’m mad at you, but I’ll eventually get over it and then everything will be fine between us… hopefully.” I said sitting down beside him looking at my feet, I wanted to tell him how I really felt but I just couldn’t, I wasn’t brave enough to.

“Yeah, okay I know you hate me so… wait did you just say that you didn’t hate me?” he asked looking up at me surprised, apparently he had only prepared him self for rage that would put King Kong to shame.

“I do believe I did say that I didn’t hate you. Drew Look At Me When I Say This I Ciara Hinckley Do Not Hate You Drew Lockhart.” I said looking into his eyes, they were a beautiful Hazel Color that I hadn’t realized until now; these beautiful eyes were filled with tons of mixed emotions that I didn’t think any human being could bear, I felt like he could see right through me like he could see right into my soul.

“So, even though I know you’re mad at me I have to ask you this, Ciara will you go out with me-again?” he asked me eyes now filled with hope.

“Yes Drew I will go out with you… again” I smiled happy that my wish had come true, I didn’t think they would but apparently I had bit of luck. Whenever Drew smiled my heart raced and I could breath he just simply took my breath away. (A/N: I know its Corny but Honestly I don’t give a crap.)

We sat there and hugged for the longest time, my arms started to go numb; I knew that separation only made us stronger.

Chapter: 3

As we parted we looked around awkwardly looking to see if anyone was watching us, someone was, one of my very few best friends Tommy Dodger, chubby little guy who just won’t shut up, you know he’s kind of like a super annoying and really hyper three year old, but even that would hurt a three year olds feelings. We all love him tough. (A/N not real name real person but not his real name neither is Drew’s) (A/N again: Tommy’s like a little big brother)

“Okay you two break it up, there’s no need for violence” Tommy said walking over to us, using a nerdy voice. Walking like a nerd too, it was hilarious.

“Really Tommy, Are you kidding me, just leave us alone, please just this once.” I pleaded knowing darn well that he would say ‘okay it’ll be like I’m not even here but I’ll still be here’ then he’ll sit down right in the middle of us. I’m Serious He Always Does That.

Guess what he did exactly that, but I guess he wanted to mix it up a bit, because he put his arms around our shoulders. “I love you guys!” he smiled apparently happy that he had broken us away from each other

Eventually Drew had enough of Tommy for one day, where as I just couldn’t seem to get rid of him so easily. It’s not that I didn’t want to hang out with him; it’s just that I didn’t want to hang out with him at that moment.

“Tommy! Why on earth would you do that you little twit!” I yelled/whispered at him, really very angry at him for being a pain in the neck.

“Ciara! I just don’t want to see you get hurt by him again, I worry about you; you know you’re my best friend and I don’t know how I’d live with myself if he hurt you again!” he said with a sad look on his face.

“I know but seriously, when I’m around him I need you not to be around us, because you’re my friend and I don’t know what I’d do if I saw you with a constipated look on your face!” I laughed going into hysterics.

“Shut up Ciara I’m serious! I really care about you; you know!” he said trying not to laugh but he just couldn’t hold it in, we both were laughing so long we thought we might die, then these two old ladies came up to us when we were walking to my house and started beating us up with their purses and walking sticks, that didn’t help with our laughing either, I mean yeah it hurts to get beaten with a cane and a purse or two but when they yell at you with their old granny like voices it’s just to funny, especially when the older lady’s denture’s fell out of her mouth. HAHA those were Good Times.

“Oh my go, did you see the look on that one ladies face when she wet herself it was hysterical!” I laughed not really able to breath. Tommy and I ended up with ice on our stomachs from the stupid canes.

“Do you have any idea why they were beating us up with purses and canes?” Tommy asked me.

“No I have no clue, their just big fat grouches because they can’t go swimming without needing life support right next to them.” I smirked. Once again we went into hysterics.

It was a very good night.

Chapter: 4

It was really late when Tommy went home, probably around 1 am, I don’t know I wasn’t’ really paying attention to the time. Anyway, I took a shower and went to bed, I was literally beat, ‘stupid old ladies’ I thought and I crawled painfully into bed. Every time I moved even a centimeter, I hissed from the pain, I really don’t like old ladies, and they don’t like me so we’re pretty even there.

“Ciara wake up Drew called he wants you to meet him at the park!” a dude yelled in my ear. Slowly I reached up towards the voice feeling for the guys face, obviously it was Tommy, but he woke me up so I now get to hurt him. When I finally found his chubby face I started slapping him senseless.

“Go away!” I screamed into my pillow when I was done hurting him. Turning to lie on my back staring up at him “Why on earth would you wake me at…um…” I paused turning to look at my alarm clock holy crap it was 2:00p. “Holy crap it was 2:00p.m. “Oh my god, thank you so much for waking me up Tommy, you’re a lifesaver!” I exclaimed jumping up out of my bed, rushing around and getting dressed forgetting that Tommy was there.

“OMB I’ve gone blind!” Tommy shouted covering his eyes with his hands, peeking every few seconds.

“Go to the park Tommy! I’ll meet you there in like 15 minutes call Drew and tell him I’ll be there soon to okay can you handle that much work?” I asked unsure that could do everything that I just him to do.

“Yep I sure can! I’ll see you in a few minutes Ciara!” he shouted walking out the front door.

As soon as I finished getting dressed I got in my car and sped down the road to the park. By the time I got there Drew was there and Tommy had already gone home.

“How’d you do that?” I asked walking up to him (him meaning Drew) giving him a questioning look (yay! big word time!!!).

“How’d I do what?” he smirked, I love his smirk, he’s got these huge canines that could like puncture your throat, but there on the bottom. I gave him the ‘Tommy’ look. “Oh that I didn’t say anything when I got here he just left.” He said truthfully.