Hey, It's me and I'm here to say I started a new forum for Flame Rising Nots. Don't be afraid to join in on the action.

I love Anime, and I write an awful lot of poems. I have 4 of them published in an anthology and I've been working on my own book of poems for the last year now. The fanfic I am currently writing will be the only one for now because that's all I have time for.

Once again I have a SN called Flame Rising Not and I go around leaving good comments in stories i like and signing them ~Flame Rising Not. I need all the help I can get in trying to beat the number of reviews Flame Rising sends. I want every review he sends that makes some1 feel bad to be one somewhere that makes people feel good. i do not want to place false statements in bad stories. I just want the good writers to know that they are appreciated and that i like their writing. This feat is not impossible. I'm very headstrong and I know I will succeed.

I'm a happy, cheerful, bouncy, hyper, energetic person. I love smut and yaoi, but i also obviously like straight couples. I'm into all things that are hott: boys, Rated M fics, and hot and steamy hook-ups. My picture is write there on the left i think so if your interested you can fantasize about me doing naughty things, I won't mind. lolz. If you want You can even tell me the story of what your fantasizing and maybe I'll respond back. I'm a very naughty, naughty girl. I get it from my friends. So for now we are done and later I'll post some of my poems. Until we meet again... or not.~ Flame Rising Not

Can't You See

Can’t you see

It’s taking over me

Falling into a deep black hole

It’s taking over my mind and soul

You can’t help

No one can

Don’t tell me to run

I already ran

Depression deception

Grief and lies

You can’t save me

I already died

My heart cease to beat

Bravo Brava

Aren’t you proud?

You don’t care what you did wrong

You left me here to sing this song

My final words are goodbye

These are the words I say before I die

~Destiny

Happily Ever After

Lying in the darkness
Thinking about you
A storm cloud above me
I don’t know what to do.

My mind is in a deep tunnel
I can’t speak a word
I want to cry
But tears won’t come down
I want to scream
But the words won’t come out

I can’t move
Thinking about you
I can’t breathe
You don’t know what you mean to me

I’m falling into an un duggen hole
My eyes have lost their life

My body is cold
And I feel so hot
I’m burning up inside
I want to cry
They won’t come out
I want to die

I can’t think about her
Although I dream about her
I’m stuck in a never-ending nightmare
And I’m scared.

I’m crying on the inside
And I’m filling up with water.
It hasn’t reached my lungs
But now I’m pretty sure I will never live happily ever after.
~Destiny

and my favorite

The Sky and Me

Walking around in circles
Trying to find a purpose
Keep my head to the ground
Snow is falling as I walk around

Footprints in snow soon disappear
Will that happen to me if I stay here?
Piles up high
Snow is coming from the crying sky

Is the sky like me?
With no purpose in life
Just to watch over people going through pain
And it's droplets of tears turn into snow or rain

I’m only human
All I can do is cry
But you are almighty
Far up and high

When you see me do you tear?
Can you see what’s happening here?
Is this why it’s snowing?
Because are watching and knowing

I’m going through pain
I see the snow and rain
My heart is in pieces
Can you pick them up for me?

I’d like to feel better
And get through this weather
But you are like me
All you can do is see
Everyone’s pain and agony

You can’t do a thing
And neither can I
But I can do something you can’t
And that is die
~Destiny

I feel so emo. Lolz, I'm not, I'm completely... ABNORMAL.