HELLO THERE!!

My name is Nevaeh I'm 22 years old, I love to read and write tis why i'm here lol.

I want to double major, One in The Science of Nursing, and the second in Literature, a friend told me that this site amongst others were very good just to get me started.

IVE BEEN GONE FOR A WHILE BUT I'M BACK!

~~~~~~~ Feel free to ask me anything you feel like i'm pretty open about things~~~~~~~

Also feel free to add me as a friend, its always nice to meet new people!!

ABOUT ME

Well there is a lot to say about me I've lived a pretty hard life but i'm still here still trying to figure everything out day by day. I've pretty much been there and done that, there is nothing these eyes have not seen, I've experienced the purest of pain, and the greatest joys. I've felt like I've wanted to die and I've past that point and now i'm at the point where i know no matter how bad things may seem they will always get better it just takes some time and patience. When you've lost it all that's when you finally realize that, life is beautiful.

I'm also engaged, to a wonderful man, he is amazing, this man will change the world someday just the way he changed mine. He came into my life when nothing made sense i had forgotten how to live, and then he came into my life like an incredible force and gave me back what i had lost... he gave me hope. He has busted his ass day in and day out to make me happy and he has succeeded when everyone else failed. No way in hell do I deserve such a person yet I've gotten the opportunity to show him what i have to offer and i will do my best to make him happy just like he has made me. There are so many things i guess people will never know he has done for me, but that's alright because for the people who know me best they have seen this change in me and that is that I'm finally happy again that when i smile i smile with my whole heart and the main reason is him, because with his kindness and his love he showed me how. I'm sure you will never fully understand how much you have changed my life and made me who i am that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star, I'm sure you'll never realize that you've been my will to live and that having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me...

ABOUT WHAT I'M WRITING

Right now i'm writing a story on the Twilight Series I read the books when they came out, when I was still a teenager lol and I loved the books and I specially like Jacob Black. At first like most of the people who read Twilight began as an Edward fan because Jacob wasn't really in the first one but as soon as I read New Moon I completely fell in love with Jacob Black's character, Eclipse for me sealed the deal as Team Jacob and Breaking Dawn just made me a JACOB BLACK LOVER!! lol He's such a Martyr and you don't find a lot of people like that ( bad thing he isn't real lol) Anywho I don't get why people who like Edward are so against Jacob, weirdos I appreciate both but in all honesty I just prefer Jacob Black. And what i've come to realise is that the people who are Team Jacob or just like him have either had a Jacob or been a Jacob. As for me, well I had and Edward and that Edward left just like in the book "for my own good" and left me depressed ass all hell literally but my bestfriend fixed me, he was patient and kind and he loved me unconditionally. It stopped hurting and when my Edward wanna be came back I was too in love with my bestfriend to give him a second chance. Now i'm happily engaged to my bestfriend and the love of my life :-) happy ending there lol hopefully.

So I guess people would learn to appreciate Jacob Black if they had someone like that of have been someone like him. But in all honesty if Edward had never returned I think when years passed along and he ever decided to check up on her, he would have found Bella extremely happy with Jacob because like the book says they were soulmates in that world. If no monsters or no magic existed. Anywho i'm done Rambling about why I love Jacob Black. lol