update 2/22/08 wow its been a long time! these stories are a bit embarassing. i might write some more soon... ? hopefully improved haha. one would hope that once youre 17 you could write a little better than when you were 14.

uhh well i guess im crosby. unusual name, unusual life. unusual brain, unusual altogether. when isay that i guess im crosby, that means that i have too many conflicting emotions to define myself with a name. so crosby is my name right now, but later on, it could change; to something like.. crosby .. its all in the way you say it. or maybe i should be saying that i have too many conflicting emotions to define myself. so right now, my definition is something crazy and dark and too long to put on this profile. anyways, im 14, so im going through that horrid stage of teenage angst and rebellion.

i frown on conformity, but sometimes i think i try too hard to be different. it just gets harder and harder to be your own person these days. i wish i was a totally different person, from my personality to my blonde hair andhazel eyes. blonde is so stereotypical and i hate it when people assume.

i cry at most anything, except my own life. so im extremly sensitive. i also hate not being the best in my school work. that sounds sort of stuck up i guess but im an aries, what can i say?

i also am a pushover, if you ask me to do your work , ill do it. i get mad at myself for doing all the work and beingwalked on top of, then the next day i do it again.thats why i hate group projects. i am hardworking and i care too much. im responsible and i feel the need to please everyone which just doesnt work, so i try to live by that motto: you cant please everyone, so you gots ta please yourself. of course i am totally insucsessful in accomplishing that. im totally stressed at the moment and i have a hard time telling my friends what im feeling because im a horrible conversationalist(i cant keep a conversation going for longer than 4.32 minutes), so thats why im spilling myself onto this profile. if you read this far, im speechless.

Favorite authors: jk rowling, robin cook, garth nix, jacqueline carey, mary higgins clark, james patterson, libba bray, jane austen
Favorite Movies: the wedding date, glory, the longest yard, pride and prejudice
Favorite Colors: Blue, Black, Purple, Green, Grey
Favorite Actors: jude law, dermot mulroney, adambrody

Favorite Band:Velvet Revolver

sorry for my rambling, ignore it all