Based off the eighth season episode If/Then, we follow Meredith as she tries to navigate her newly complicated life. What happens when she knows the cute guy at the bar is her boss, but she wants him anyway? How will she escape from the shadow her mother casts? And who is Meredith without a person of her own? -The fic that came back from the dead, updating every Monday!

She couldn't breathe. Will was alive? It wasn't possible. He'd died eight years ago. She'd been at the funeral. But the evidence that he was still living, lay right in front of her. Now she had to decide what to do with the information. Try to contact him, or let it go. Follows the shows timeline through mid-season 6.

The story of a surgeon who needs a change, after chasing the dream of his soulmate, soulmate he's sure he found in Europe 8 years prior. What happened to the girl? Will he find her? Will they rekindle their romance, or will it only remain a meaningful summer fling? What's going on in her life now? - "I Missed You For 29 Years", 8 years later. The long-awaited Part 2. Slow updates!

One-shot/Might be more - Like in the movie with Gwyneth Paltrow, a little change, almost an insignificat one, and the whole story takes another turn. Will is not in court in the episode 5-15, Alicia is and she is the one who is shot. - A little What if?, probably AU, unbeta-ed, that will be continued, one day. Hope you like it.

This story was inspired by the Victoria series, of the English channel ITV, and in the book by Daisy Goodwin, with the same title, published in 2016, by Review. My starting point was to answer, in a fictional way, the question: what could have happened if Queen Victoria of England had not asked Albert of Saxe-Coburg-Gota in marriage?

Derek Shepherd has been dragged all the way to New York to assist Harper Avery Award gala night. He knew Chief Grey would win; he just didn't know she had a daughter. A blonde, young, feisty, extremely annoying daughter...

Some would call it fate, others divine providence, but if it intervenes at just the right moment it can drastically alter the course of a person's life. If Meredith had been more resistant to her mother's negative opinion of her and if she had met Derek before he was married to Addison or even engaged to her, it would have changed everything.

"He's in love with the idea of me, maybe, but…he's not in love with me." MerDer. Post 4.11. Derek was dating, and Meredith was fine, but one night in a bar changed everything.

Single parent Meredith Grey from Seattle meets divorced parent Derek Shepherd from NYC. When a tragedy happens, Derek moves his children to Seattle. The two familes then get closer than ever. However, Meredith doesn't want to swallow her pride and open her heart to love again. Will she admit her true feelings before it's too late? Rewrite of Never Alone.

Their marriage is the ending of one story and the beginning of another. Victoria/Melbourne

Meredith and Derek's lives are turned upside down when a provocative young woman from Derek's past comes looking for him at Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital (AU, seasons 10/11). Co-written with CileSuns92.

Meredith Grey is the preeminent general surgeon at Georgetown University Hospital, so when the newly inaugurated President is shot, her job is to save him. Derek Shepherd is the first eligible bachelor in the White House since the late 1800s and despite her need for privacy, Meredith can't deny that she's drawn to President Shepherd. Is it worth putting herself out there?

Fresh off graduation from WSU, Ana decided to accept a secretarial assistant job at GEH in order to pay her rent. After firing Olivia, Christian just needed a new assistant who could do her job without screwing up. It was a simple decision, however, neither of them could anticipate the rollercoaster that was about to ensue. AU CG/Ana HEA. No cheating and no BDSM - NOW COMPLETE!

Sequel to 'Remembering and Forgetting' Meredith and Derek explore the challenges of balancing parenthood and a demanding career All the way from their son's birth to the end of residency

What would happen if Derek was honest with Meredith when they first met that night in the bar? How would their relationship evolve if it didn't start in a physical way and with Meredith knowing the truth? The legend begins, but in a different way. [Complete]

Post S8 finale, hiatus story. Meredith and Derek rediscover the importance of family after the plane crash and the death and despair it brought with, and they learn how to move on. T-rated for occasional swearing. FINALLY COMPLETE!

After Meredith is brutally attacked by a patient she is faced with a long recovery. The world seems entirely off center as Meredith struggles to heal. The only thing keeping her balanced is having Derek at her side. (Sound of Silence AU, if Derek had survived)

Mainly a MerDer story. Maybe the other characters. My Season 4 continuation after 4.11 in which I attempt to fix things. Hopefully a good healing fic. Enjoy.

Let's play a game and pretend Eli never erased the voicemail. AU. Tag to 7x11.

A fresh out of college Meredith and Derek, second year surgical resident, hit Europe for the summer. A journey through friendship and secret feelings while overcoming the past and maybe finally discovering more about themselves. A journey that will change their lives forever. / AU, even if some familiar faces will pop out along the way.

I do not own Greys Anatomy. The story is Merder AU. What happens when Merder are reunited after almost two decades apart. Meredith is shocked when the doctor responsible for saving her daughter turns out to be Derek, the previous love of her life.

Derek comes home from a medical conference to spend Thanksgiving with his wife and their three kids. - ONESHOT COMPLETE.

Meredith's been grieving for weeks over the possibility that Derek might not ever speak again. [Oneshot. MerDer. Post 11x21. Fix-it.][ReVerse Series #2][COMPLETE]

In the wake of Derek's tragic car accident, the process of Meredith Grey rekindling her romance with Derek Shepherd is a slow one fraught with unexpected challenges. You know how it starts. You know how it ends. In this companion novel to Recover, join MerDer for the journey. [MerDer, post 11x21, fix-it, multi-chapter][ReVerse Series #3][COMPLETE]

POST 11X21. After Bailey's life is on the line , Meredith and the others struggle with the prospect of not being able to save him, on beautiful days, and ferryboat caps, life and death and on Derek. Set 12 years after season 11. Complete.

6-year-old Meredith goes to her neighbors house with a broken arm. From then on Carolyn Shepherd promises to take care of the lonely girl. After that, it's her son who promises the same thing for eternity. But will she give him the chance to? AU MerDer.

This story is written in Meredith's point of view (unless otherwise stated)... An AU story if Derek's car crash had a different ending. What if they just go? Together? How do their lives continue? Lots of MerDer and Omelia action.

A trip to Vegas with her friend Sadie turns Meredith's life upside down. Facing the consequences might have been just what she needed...

What if the shooting didn't happen when it did. Meredith didn't miscarry and had a McDreamy baby. What happens when the shooting does happen? Rated T... just incase

With the destruction of MerDer and the great loss of Derek Shepherd, this is my take on MerDer's "happy ending" and the end of "Grey's Anatomy." Derek died April 23, 2015. It's 20 years later and Meredith has early onset Alzheimer's disease. COMPLETE.

Two stories divided: one follows Meredith at 16 years old in 2008 and the other follows Derek at 25 years old in 2014. One story follows first love and the other follows the aftermath of this love falling apart. One story is hopeful, the other desperate. In the end, the worlds collide and the stories fold together.

In the fall, and in the spring that follows, there are too many girls to mention, because all of them know that Alicia Cavanaugh is dating Peter Florrick, and that has to mean that she and Will Gardner aren't a thing. A Georgetown-era "fix-it" fic.

In the end, becoming Alicia Gardner is the easiest thing in the world. Honeymoon fic.

What if Derek and Meredith had been together through all of season two and beyond? A different look at season 2 Includes all major events from the *COMPLETE*

Her parents died when she was a young girl. Now, at twenty years old, Zola finds an old diary of her mother's that leads her back to the old Grey's glory days, and how her parents met. She follows the story and visits the different places, trying to learn as much about her parents as she can before they died.

Takes place in mid season 6. Their lives are all changing, for the better and for the worse. Will our favorite Seattle Grace doctors be able to handle the heat? Will they survive the challenges their love lives will cause? - WARNING!

After Meredith and Derek's massive fight over the Alzheimer's trial, something happens that changes everything. Will it bring them closer together and make them realize what's truly important? Set after the season 7 finale.

A continuation of the final scene of 8x13 (the AU episode), If/Then. MerDer as usual. Enjoy! (On a temporary hiatus)

Derek is nothing more than a privileged student in New York City when he saves a teenaged runaway from a horrific event. Something changes inside of him. She changes him. But there are always consequences, no matter how pure your intentions are.

What if Meredith Webber had chosen another life for herself...or another person? What if she'd been raised differently or actually had a good father? What if her mother had never been sick? What if... This fanfic continues after episode 13 Season 8 ...

He believed that love could be born from a single glance across a crowded bar; she preferred not to believe in anything at all. Years after their brief encounter, their paths will cross again - and this time, no one will be spared the consequences.

A continuation of 7x16, Not Responsible. Meredith and Derek talk about her hiding her eye troubles and some insecurities are brought to light. Enjoy!

How a little girl stole everyone's heart M/D

A series of 26 adjectives linked to as many one-shots to relieve ups and downs of Meredith and Derek's relationship up until S8. Sometimes can be a fix-it fic, some others not. Are you on board? Edit: IT'S ONE-SHOTS, DO NOT READ THE BEGINNING AND THE END AND BASH THE WHOLE STORY. ONE-SHOTS, as in not connected with any tie, except the fact that there's an adjective in all of them!

AU Sequel to All I Need. Takes place three years after All I Need left off. Lots of MerDer fluff and a little drama as Meredith begins Med School and they start planning a life together.

My take on S8. Derek takes all the spaces he needs and leaves Mer in Seattle. Are they going to be able to rebuild a strong relationship? How does Zola figures in all this? Loosely based on the lyrics of Everything by Alanis Morissette. COMPLETE.

MerDer AU. Takes place in New York as Derek begins his intern year and Meredith is a freshman in college. I'm sure it's been done a hundred times, but I couldn't get it out of my head

Derek and Meredith were once in love and happily married. Then everything changed. They divorced and went their separate ways. Now three years later, they meet up at SGH. Will they be able to work through their differences to save patients and their love?

spoilers for season 1 and 1. Funny, Will thinks, how the Alicia in his imagination is always wearing a dress. Alicia/Will

Their paths met in a rainy evening. She needed help and he was there to help her. Starting that night, their lives felt complete. Mer/Der

As Meredith begins a new chapter in her life with Derek, the search for answers about her own family leads to revelations that will alter everything she thought she understood about the woman who raised her. Sequel to 'One Day Closer To You'.

AU: It's a one night stand for Meredith & Derek...will it continue as just a physical relationship, or will love come out of nowhere and change their lives?

Before wedding bells ring, Meredith must go to great lenghts to bring in Derek the man he really is or accept that teenage love cannot survive the passage of time. AU MerDer during residency and in flashbacks. COMPLETE

Post season 6 with an emphasis on Meredith and Derek. COMPLETE.

MERDER. Future. Home. Love. Marriage. Family. Surgery.

An AU Meredith/Derek Story. Meredith lives in Seattle, is a surgeon and has an 8 year old son. Derek moves to Seattle from New York after his divorce. Will they fall in love?

Sequel to You Save Me. MerDer.

AU Prequel to Life in Disguise. MerDer with mentions of Huntina and Maddison. College fic. WARNING: Not my best fic but, still check it out 'cause the sequel is better.

My first AU story. Meredith and Derek were best friends until Meredith moved away their junior year of High School. My story starts 17 years later.. and they meet again. MerDer. Angst/ Drama/ Romance.

MerDer AU. What if Derek had met Meredith in New York before he caught Mark and Addison?

Random Saturdays in the life of Meredith Shepherd. She experiences all the joys and challenges of being a wife, a mom, and a world class surgeon.

MerDer post season 5, exploration into married life of our favorite characters.

Love. Tragedy. The things we’ve left unsaid. This is their story. Set after episode 5.05. Mer/Der

When Meredith Grey relocates to Paris for six weeks to finish her most recent novel, she never expects to fall in love let alone become the heroin of her own story. Mer/Der only. Already completed, just correcting/posting an older fic.

“So, what’s your story?” she asked him as their drinks were being poured. Derek took the bitter smile that crossed his face and tried to make it nonchalant. An alternate ending to 3.24 Testing 1-2-3 .

Grey's Anatomy College Version. I know it's been done before, but give this a try! MerDer and slight Maddison.

What would you do if you found out that you were pregnant to the one man that you loved, but was too scared to show, especially after you broke up. Post 4.11

She left him without a word eight years ago. Now she's back and needs his help. Will Derek be able to forgive and learn to love again? MerDer AU

MerDer, post Time After Time. Derek takes Meredith to meet his family in Connecticut, but nothing goes as planned. [Lightning Series #1][COMPLETE]

Meredith moved to Boston 26 years ago. Now she has a son and alzheimer's. What will happen when her son moves to Seattle? Better summary inside. MERDER AU

She may have lost faith in the world, but never in him...' Sequel to 'WHAT I'M HERE FOR.' MerDer wedding.

"It was fun," he continued absently, "but the whole night, I kept wishing she was you." MerDer. Some Slang, some Alexie. Post 4.07. In which Derek dates, Cristina rants, and Meredith shows up for a little more conversation. This is how "sex and mockery" evolves.

Can a dramatic loss bring Meredith and Derek together again? Can they talk about their issues? MerDer fic. short story post 4.11

And at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame, there must be a light of some kind. One-shot. MerDer. Post 4.13. Derek takes the scenic route to sanity.

AU Meredith & Derek are seniors in high school, and have been friends since they were five years old. Then one fateful rainy night, they discover their feelings are much more than friendly.

Sequel to Nothing Else Matters. MerDer have been living together for a few months and are finally letting their relationship progress. But when tragedy strikes, everything that they've built together gets called into question. Can they make it all work?

Set in S4. Derek tells Meredith about his kiss with Rose, she tells him she's pregnant and she is done. All that's left to do is tie up loose ends but can Meredith really cut Derek out. MerDer.

A MerDer/Dose fic. Formerly a 1-shot. Meredith knows about the kiss. And she didn't hear about it from Derek.

After the Season 3 finale, how over is it for MerDer? Can they repair all of the damage that they've done to their relationship? MerDer focus with other characters integrated into their plot. THE FINAL CHAPTER IS UP!

Meredith and Derek discover what is worse: the pain of keeping secrets, or the aftermath of the telling. Set in early Season 2. Decidedly MerDer. Completed!

What if Addison had never slept with Mark? A competely AU Meredith and Derek fanfiction. Also posted on the GA fanfic boards. Yes, obviously MD.

Sequel to Out of the Darkness! Meredith and Derek get a second chance at love, but will their love be strong enough to hold them together through whatever obstacles life throw at them? Full of deceit, lies, love, and even a dangerous stranger.

Pretty selfexplanatory. Meredith is a freshman at Dartmouth so what happens when she meets an attractive older man? Other characters include Cristina, Burke, George, Mark and Addison. Pairing: MerDer. FINISHED ON APRIL 2ND!

It is Christmas to New Years S2, 5 ch. Merek. Meredith's hurt, tired, sad. She's circling the drain. Derek struggles to do the right thing. When sex, tequila, work fail Meredith what can she do, but try to leave Seattle Grace. She wins in the end.

Takes place after Wishin and Hopin. Mer is pulling away from Derek. Will he be able to save her from herself or will something happen that tests everyones faith and proves Mer is Far From Ordinary MerDer

New Summary! Meredith disappeared and left Derek a dark, broken man. Everyone had assumed Meredith had left to escape her problems. Did Meredith really make the decision to leave? Or did something else happen that was out of everyones control? MERDER