silentlyspoke
Sex: Female Do you really need my information? What's the point of these sites if everyone knows who you are? :P Guess it depends, but this account was created for that sole purpose. I don't want anyone to know who I am, and I don't care to get to know them if they want some sick internet relationship. Don't bother me about that. I know I sound stupid. My other account is all pink roses and sunshine, but this one I made to vent. To really spill my guts. To tell the world what I want and need and what I consider life. Sounds uptight and proud. I don't mean it that way. I just want to vent. I want to make myself heard. I want the world to hear. Hopefully people will enjoy this account, the stories created. It's not all about me. I know that and I don't think it is. It's about how it hits you as you read it. What stands out to you and screams what you want to say but can't. It's about the love you want to feel but never had, the reason you cry when he kisses her sweetly then walks out the door. The beautiful feeling that feels your chest with indescribable peace at the end of the journey, when all is well for once. It's never real. But somehow it is to you. Right then. It spreads, dominates your thoughts as you dream and without words it flows into just about every other aspect of your life. Framing you. Defining you for what you are and who you want to be. Be careful what you read. You may not like it. And if you do . . . Well, that's not necessarily as sign it's good. I write in all categories, even shows and books that I don' t like. When I write something it's because a plot hits me and moves me to write it. Sometimes it happens with stories I don't enjoy. Writing to me is the essence of breathing. It moves me to breathe. Without words, I am nothing, silent. This is online. You don't know who I am. And yet somehow, I am silently spoken. I speak and you don't hear my voice, but you will always remember my words. ~ silentlyspoke |
