Humans are mysterious creatures. Cal never truly appreciated the special bond he shared with Gill, until he broke it. He got his second chance, but there's a twist. Gill copes with her own loses, being dragged in the middle of a tightening death circle. WARNINGS: Not for faint hearted. Violence. Language. Mature themes. Pairings: Cal/Gill, Cal/Zoe, Gill/OC, Gill/Rader

"'Replaced.' The word echoed in her heart. … Sharon was at the table with Emily. Cal never brought his one night stands home… around his daughter. … They were like a … "Family."... But … That had been her family. It was all she had left... She only had the Lightman group and her odd little place with Cal and Emily. Now that was gone. She was alone and she had nothing." So she runs.

A journey through fifteen years of them. Cal/Gillian, friendship/romance.

Gillian is held captive with no escape in sight. Who is her tormentor and what does he want from her? Written from Gill's POV. Drama/Angst/Hurt/Comfort. PG-13.

After her revelation about Finch, Gillian feels like she's lost Cal's trust. But Cal still puts her on a pedestal, revealing one of his own secrets, a secret he requests Gillian's help exploring to show her her place in his life.

Cal is unhinged and Gillian knows perfectly well why. A glimpse into Cal and Gillian's past of broken promises and twist of fate.

"Why was it always her responsibility to stitch them back together when he was always the one to so ruthlessly shred them up? Let it be his turn, then. She was fed up and done." Callian, in sixteen weeks. Post-series.

What if Cal had never returned from Afghanistan back then? Leaving her on her own, forcing her to go on without him. (AU from 'Secret Santa') Cal/Gillian, drama/angst.

Here are some scenes that could have happened during the show, starting with 1x12 Blinded and the question that always bugged me why Alec wasn't at the hospital after Gillian had been attacked. The scenes will be a mix of angst, humor, drama - whatever my muse comes up with. Enjoy!

"At least you knew we were all alive. You left me here with a floundering business, a house I can't stand to be in but can't force myself to leave, and your teenage daughter." {Sorry, it's been so long. Going through REWRITE. WILL be finished.}

Sometimes you have to hit the bottom before you can climb back up

Sequel to Higher Sights. We pick up with Cal and Gillian a few weeks later - happy in their little bubble. And then the bubble bursts.

Cal and Gillian believed they could handle it but when emotions run high, they realize that being close implies the risk of falling apart. Will they be able to stop the downward spiral they set in motion before it's too late?

Short vignettes of events that take place before the start of the series.

Gillian is standing at the precipice of reality and delusion. Can her own senses even be trusted at this point?

Cal believes that Gillian is a bad liar. He doesn't know that for all these years she has been hiding something from him. A terrible truth that comes back to haunt them and puts them in mortal danger.

A random home invasion or a calculated attempt at murder? Either way, Cal has to solve the mystery while helping his best friend heal.

"She deserves something special… something that will show her that I'm sorry for taking this damn long to get to this point." Post finale, this is my take on Cal's struggle to tell Gillian how he feels. EPILOGUE UP. Chapters 9 and 10 are rated M!

Gillian is in the wrong place at the wrong time. Happy #LietoMelives day! COMPLETE!

All that was left was a searing passion brought forth on a tsunamic surge of long term desire. *The chapters have been updated 19/11/12

The murder of one of the most important women in Cal's life. He holds it together to investigate. Emily grieves. How hard is it to investigate without Gillian? Will the damage heal or forever be distorted? Can he solve this case before the storm breaks?

Cal and Gillian take on a high-profile case as Gillian struggles to deal with her feelings following Afghanistan. Cal/Gillian COMPLETE!

Coda for 3x01. "He is an expert in his field, and his field is truth. He wields that truth like a dagger, knowing every soft spot to slip it in where the most damage will be done. He is lethal, when the truth is cradled within his hands."

His eyebrows were drawn down and together, there was rising of the upper eyelid and tightening around the eye. She'd seen that look before and she knew what it meant. Now M.

"Smile when you're feeling sorrow, my dear. No one looks twice and you don't have to explain yourself." An angsty look into the psyche of Gillian Foster. Cal/Gil friendship.*Epilogue posted*