Cat had never shown signs of distress - but then she committed suicide. Through flashback accounts and her voice on her tapes, she reveals everything - her life in ways no one's ever seen. Cat's friends soon realise it was not just personal pain that drove their girl to suicide...they each see that they pushed Cat to it too.

Katniss is starving, with Prim and her mother by her side. To save her family, she signs up for a program where she will be sold as someone's wife. Peeta Mellark is the man who buys her, sending all the money to her family to keep them alive until Prim can work. Katniss is hoping for a nice husband, and it looks like she's certainly found one. AU. Rated T for possible language.

Three years after Cat Valentine got pregnant in high school, she's struggles with how her life has turned out. Was keeping the baby ultimately the wrong choice? Lots of Catorade friendship :)