llyraxhide bio
 Author has written 3 stories for Supernatural. The reason I came here is that I really got into Supernatural fanfiction lately. I was looking for a method to save the amazing pieces of writing I was able to find on the internet so...I signed up to this page. I love hurt!Sam and suicidal!Sam stories. Sooo my fics might be a quite similar and I am sorry about that...I just love the topic. (Actually Sam is my favourite character and I feel so bad for hurting him...I don't know what's wrong with me) Check out my stories if you want :) And I should probably mention that english isn't my mother tongue so it's very likely that my grammar and vocab isn't the best. And I'm sorry that my " " are often like this , " I always forget to fix that...it's the way you do it in german and my writing program refuses to let me change that :/ I should get another one. (I hope it's okay and still readable, though) Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters I am writing about. They belong to the original creators and I just borrow them now and then to mess with them. |
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A Wounded Animal by WL-CFA reviews
Despite believing him to have died on Svartalfheim, Jane Foster finds herself haunted by Loki's enigmatic and definitely not-yet-dead presence. It has been said that nothing is more dangerous than a wounded animal, however, there is also nothing more honest. AU, non-canon, post-TDW. One-shot. UPDATED with Loki's perspective.
Thor - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,017 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/4/2018 - Published: 8/19/2018 - Jane F., Loki - Complete
Road To Nowhere by Oxygenhelpsyouwrite reviews
When Sam and Dean Winchesters mother died, their father abandoned them so he could go hunt down the thing that killed her. Instead of growing up hunting, the boys grow up trying to survive on the cruel streets of Wichita, earning their living not so honestly. AU! Hurt/Sam MinorHurt/Dean Druggie/Sam
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,398 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 9/22/2018 - Published: 10/8/2017 - Sam W., Dean W., John W., Ellen H.
easier to let it burn by Rival Argentica reviews
Loki Odinson delivers one more lie. (Post-Infinity War.)
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,441 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 20 - Published: 6/11/2018 - Thor, Loki - Complete
You Saw My Pain Washed Out In The Rain by alaskanbirdfriend reviews
A 13x22 coda. Sam talks to Jack about Lucifer.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,351 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 9 - Published: 5/13/2018 - Sam W., Lucifer, Jack K. - Complete
Light Shines Through by TiTivillus reviews
Sam had called out for Dean with his dying breath. Coda to 13x21 'Beat the Devil'. Brotherly Love. Protective!BigBrother Dean. Hurt/Comfort.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,511 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 134 - Follows: 28 - Published: 5/5/2018 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Blessings from the Pain by quietandsneaky reviews
After Sam and John have a fight about Sam going to Stanford, Sam does something that turns the family upside down. But can something good come from Sam's decision? *NOT an Evy story* Rated M for suicide and suicidal thoughts.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,037 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/11/2018 - Sam W., Dean W., John W., Bobby S.
The Death of Sam by FreyaMyth10 reviews
The hunt was going so well.. You mever know how much something means to you until its gone... Well maybe you do and that makes it hurt even more
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 730 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/3/2018 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
I m sorry Sammy by and.why.the.hell.not reviews
After John s death, Dean shuts Sam out and lives in his own world until Sam confronts him. Dean breaks leaving Sam hurt and bleeding on the ground. He blames Sam but then realizes something about Sam that he missed over the last few days. When he recognizes what he had done, is it too late? A lot of pain, anger, guilt and brotherly love.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,065 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 11/28/2017 - Published: 11/15/2017 - Sam W., Dean W.
Of Hellhounds and Hot Cocoa by BaldiDaughterChevy reviews
Dean's deal is falling due soon and Sam is unraveling. A lot of hurt, sad Sammy, and protective, big-brother Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,057 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/24/2017 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
All Work, No Play by TiTivillus reviews
Jack accidentally lets his powers loose around Sam, hurting him in the process. Needless to say, Dean isn't happy. Set after 13x02 "The Rising Son" Big Brother!Dean. Protective!Dean. Hurt!Sam. Scared!Guilty!Jack.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,976 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 23 - Published: 10/21/2017 - Sam W., Dean W.
Bad boys make great nurses by Smileygurl92 reviews
Weechester oneshot; Dean is 15 and Sam is 11. Sam gets hurt and comes to Dean in the middle of class.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 961 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 7 - Published: 9/11/2017 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Promise You'll Come Back by Residentfangirl1997 reviews
What if the explosion at the British Men of Letters' Headquarters was caused by the Brits and Sam and Jody were still inside? My take on the end of 12.22 Who Are We. Hurt!Sam Caring!Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,208 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 6/15/2017 - Published: 5/27/2017 - Sam W., Dean W., Jody M. - Complete
Painful Revelations by amberbalzer0920 reviews
"Lies and secrets, they are like a cancer. They eat away what is good and leave only destruction behind." John Winchester was an alcoholic abusive father. Dean was never home, so Sam always took the beatings. And he's always kept it a secret. What happens when someone finds out? (Oneshot)
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,507 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 7 - Published: 5/29/2017
Where The Sea Calls by Oxygenhelpsyouwrite reviews
Everything is perfect in the small seaside town Sam and Dean are staying at, while they wait for their dad to return from a hunt. Things take a turn for the worse as an unexpected storm threatens to hurt one of the Winchester boys. Wee!chesters Hurt/Limp!Sam protective/guilty!Dean. death!fic...
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,145 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 5/24/2017 - Published: 5/21/2017 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Fatal Felony by Oxygenhelpsyouwrite reviews
Sam Winchester goes to school one day and never comes home. A one shot death fic.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 554 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/16/2017 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Dean, I'm Fine by bateemma416 reviews
Sam plunges from the second story balcony. Angst ensues. Multi-chapter fic. No character death.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,018 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 12 - Published: 4/3/2017 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S.
Why Sam Winchester Doesn't Cook by jublke reviews
The death of one of John Winchester's friends leads to panic for one brother and the revelation of a childhood secret. (Trigger warnings for childhood sexual abuse and PTSD, but nothing graphic). One-shot for now.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,001 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/29/2017 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Panic by Sam.J.Eller reviews
The time they spent imprisoned in solitary confinement, had lasting damage on both of the brothers, Sam in particular. Hurt/Sam and Protective/Dean. Tag to 12.09 First Blood.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,033 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 26 - Published: 1/29/2017 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Hey Sam, It's Hell by loudassopera reviews
One Shot- takes place shortly after Dean sells his soul for Sam. Warning: **Major Character Death** Dean doesn't want to let Sam die, but Sam can't stand letting Dean go to Hell for him. No pairings. Sorry for the bad summary, this is my first time.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,432 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/31/2016 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Pain of the Past by ThePoetCerridwen reviews
Mary whipped around just in time to see Sam clutching his head in his hands before collapsing to the floor in a heap. When he started to seize is when she screamed. Tag to 12x02, some Hurt!Sick!Sam and Worried!Caring!Dean and Mary. Two-shot. Mentions of suicide. (COMPLETE)
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 13,137 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 145 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 11/30/2016 - Published: 11/8/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Mary W., Castiel - Complete
I'm With You by Center of the Galaxy reviews
If Dean thought Sam would just give up on trying to undo the deal, then he didn't know his baby brother at all. *trigger warning: attempted suicide, one-shot, season 3 spoilers, suicidal!Sam, worried!Dean, worried!Bobby*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,403 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 16 - Published: 11/29/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S. - Complete
Not To Be A Burden by AlphaWolfOfRed67 reviews
Dean's angry and reckless, not listening to anything Sam says. Rather than be a burden, Sam hides his injuries he received on a rather nasty Salt N Burn. We know how well that always goes. Original Title- Somethings Broken Set In Season 2
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,676 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 12 - Published: 11/8/2016 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Brotherhood by Sam.J.Eller reviews
In the aftermath of his torture, Sam is struggling to keep it together, and Dean is there to help his little brother through the nightmares and traumatic memories. Tag to 12.02 - Mamma Mia.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,388 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 23 - Published: 10/25/2016 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Perfect Strangers by Center of the Galaxy reviews
Nathan Drake doesn't miss being a treasure hunter. Really, he doesn't. But when a stranger named Sam Winchester starts emailing him about ancient artifacts, Nate responds. It's not a big deal. At least, it's not until Sam Winchester shows up on his doorstep, bleeding out from a gunshot. *Mild Uncharted 4 spoilers, season 7 finale spoilers, hurt!Sam, trigger warning: suicide*
Crossover - Supernatural & Uncharted series - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,054 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 9 - Published: 10/8/2016 - [Elena F., Nathan D.] Sam W., V. Sullivan - Complete
Captured Impression by TheYmp reviews
Sam awakes to find he's Dean's prisoner in the panic room. As he struggles to remember the events that brought him there, his brother's behavior becomes increasingly erratic. Warnings: imprisonment, enforced drug-use, psychological horror, and death.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,189 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 7 - Published: 9/8/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S. - Complete
Strangers on a Bridge by Disasteriffic Kaz reviews
Tag to 11x23 "Alpha and Omega". Once, Sam thought dying was the worst thing that could happen. Turns out living is actually the harshest torture anyone could inflict - living in a world that no longer contained his brother. hurt!Sam, caring!Dean, depictions of torture
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,790 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 15 - Published: 9/8/2016 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
I Was Alone by suicidalunicorn97 reviews
What if Sam spent the year in a mental hospital instead of hitting a dog and falling in love with Amelia? Set in the beginning of Season 8, right after Dean gets out of Purgatory. Trigger warning for Suicide attempt.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,150 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 10 - Published: 8/6/2016 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Dream A Dream Of Nightmares by AlphaWolfOfRed67 reviews
Dean's always been there to comfort Sam whenever he had a nightmare or was hurt. When Dean has a nightmare its Sam's turn to play big brother. Episode Tag- 11x17 Red Meat
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,706 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 7/31/2016 - Published: 7/29/2016 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Adrift by Center of the Galaxy reviews
But perhaps, Sam never even really knew his father. Not while he was alive and certainly not now that he had passed away. But the regrets and the lingering questions that kept racing through his mind? Those just might haunt him for the rest of his life. *A study of Sam and John's relationship throughout the years, two-shot, trigger warning: attempted suicide*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,414 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 28 - Published: 6/12/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., John W., Jessica M./Jess
Escape by suicidalunicorn97 reviews
On the anniversary of Mary's death, John Winchester numbs the pain with alcohol. Young Sam and Dean escape to Bobby's house. (Dean is 11, Sam is 7) Trigger warning for abuse. Tags: wee!chesters, John Winchester's A parenting, alcohol abuse.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,411 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 6/5/2016 - Published: 6/4/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., John W., Bobby S.
Because We're Family by A-very-supernatural-fan reviews
"You and I both know you're not gonna pull the trigger." Set right after the season finale. Contains spoilers from 11x23.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,594 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 19 - Published: 6/2/2016 - Sam W., Dean W., Mary W. - Complete
Relief by Maneishy reviews
Little Sammy Winchester's last moments after a hunt gone wrong. Weechesters, Pre-Stanford oneshot. Includes character death.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/29/2016 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Boy with the Demon Blood by suicidalunicorn97 reviews
Set in Season 5, right after Lucifer is released from the cage. Sam feels guilty about it, and wants to punish himself. He wants to get rid of the Demon Blood that runs through his veins. Trigger warning for themes of self harm and suicidal thoughts. (I suck at summaries. Just read the damn story.)
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,823 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 4/23/2016 - Published: 4/7/2016 - Sam W., Dean W.
The Broken Road That Led Me Straight To You by AlxM reviews
AU. Pre-series. Dean Winchester had never been able to move on completely from the horrific death of his baby brother, Adam. But then he met Sam Wesson, a boy with a very dark past; a younger brother himself, but lived with an older brother who only had one use for him, to be his punching bag. No slash.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 17 - Words: 53,096 - Reviews: 308 - Favs: 250 - Follows: 298 - Updated: 2/19/2016 - Published: 10/13/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Brother, I Forgive You by idekwthimdoin reviews
Dean loses control for a second and he hurts Sam. He hurts Sam bad. T for swearing and violence.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,606 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 13 - Published: 2/3/2016 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Bloody Mary and Bloody Wrists by suicidalunicorn97 reviews
Supernatural fic based off Season 1 episode 5. Sam and Dean take on Bloody Mary. Sam is suicidal after losing Jess. Trigger warning for suicidal thoughts and self harm.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,806 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 1/25/2016 - Published: 1/17/2016 - Sam W., Dean W.
What You Don't Know by Quiet.crash reviews
Dean comes back from Purgatory and finds his brother domesticated and witdrawn from the hunting life. Naturally he jumps to the conclusion that Sam abandoned him to find his cursed normal while Dean fought for his life. He should have known not to assume anything when it came to his little brother. (S08 fix-it story, also voicemail!fix, T for talk about suicide)
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,867 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 7/30/2015 - Published: 7/3/2015 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Little Sister I Never Wanted by EstrellaQueAdmiro reviews
Post Season 9 fic: Sam buries Dean just outside the bunker and is almost drinking himself to death, until Charlie unexpectedly returns from Oz wounded and afraid. Both of them hurt, the pair help each other get through their pain and grow closer as a result. Little do they know that Dean's escaped his grave... -Themes of possible suicide/alcoholism-
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,920 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 7/7/2015 - Published: 7/22/2014 - Sam W., Charlie B.
The Darkness in Sam Winchester by CallaLee reviews
Sam has finally taken the last steps toward the end of his life. Warnings: self mutilation, self harm, suicide, major character death. I own nothing.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,274 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/29/2015 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
No Dominion by Center of the Galaxy reviews
Sam's lost a lot of things in his life—his chance at a normal life, his lovers, and now his health—but with Sarah's death weighing on him, he's also losing hope. It's up to Dean to change that. *season 8, trigger for attempted suicide, one-shot*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,057 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 17 - Published: 6/21/2015 - Sam W., Dean W., Sarah B. - Complete
Sticks and Stones by Center of the Galaxy reviews
Words can never be unsaid. Choices can never be undone. And forgiveness is never as easy as saying sorry. *deliberately vague because of season ten finale spoilers, trigger warning for attempted suicide, hurt!Sam, guilty!Dean, post 10x23 spoilers, AU season 11*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,292 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 6/4/2015 - Published: 5/21/2015 - Sam W., Dean W.
Sympathy for the Devil by Halibugz reviews
Dean walked into the bathroom and did not see what he expected to see. Sam, his baby brother, Sammy, was laying on the ground, unconscious with blood pouring from his wrist at an alarming rate. Contains Self harm and suicidal ideation.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,050 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 5/31/2015 - Published: 5/8/2015 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
A Candle Burned Through by CornishGirl reviews
(Tag to 10x23, "Brother's Keeper.") Death, summoned by the only man who could, offered an answer. But Dean could not reap his brother. Yet eighteen months of playing host to the Mark of Cain takes its toll.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,490 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 7 - Published: 5/26/2015 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Over the Edge by EstrellaQueAdmiro reviews
One-Shot set after Season 10 Episode 21. Sam is beating himself up over Charlie's death and Dean is piling on the blame. But how much can the younger Winchester take? TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,792 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 16 - Published: 5/13/2015 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Coping by HCAddict reviews
S10. Sam ponders some of the hurtful things Dean has said over the years. He feels hopeless. Attempted suicide. Cursing. No character death.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,168 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 10 - Published: 3/10/2015 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Let's Cut To The Green by Miss221B reviews
Sam's shoes gathered in his hands, he tiptoed to the door. A moment of terrible foreboding passed over him as he laid his hand on the door knob, but he shook it off. He turned the knob and walked out, leaving his life behind him in that room, and oblivious to the fact that it would be years before he returned. Rated to be safe. Sam is 13, Dean 17ish
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,118 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 1/24/2015 - Published: 11/10/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., John W., Bobby S.
Forgiven by Sam.J.Eller reviews
Dean hurts Sam and must deal with his guilt as he takes care of his little brother. Worried/Hurt/Sam and Caring/Guilty/Dean. Could be seen as post 10x09, but fits in prior to that as well.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,517 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 149 - Follows: 29 - Published: 1/7/2015 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Mausoleum by babybluecas reviews
After completing the third trial, Sam dies in Dean's arms.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 736 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/2/2015 - Dean W. - Complete
Relapse -A SuperLock Fanfiction- by SuperlockianHobbit reviews
After Lucifer's defeat, the remainder of Sam's powers and visions came to an end. A few months later, Sam wakes up from a terrifyingly vivid dream; one of a man committing suicide. The hunter doesn't pay it any mind until he has forms of the same nightmare every night. Sam soon learns through his premonitions that Lucifer had escaped, and is roaming among the living once again.
Crossover - Supernatural & Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 706 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/12/2014
start over again by remy-areyousrs reviews
Sam won't come near him, or even look him in the eye. He flinches when the name "Sammy" slips out of Dean's mouth, and jumps like he's been burned when Dean's skin comes into contact with his. Dean just wants them to be brothers again. [Rated for graphic descriptions of injury, and suicidal/self-harming ideation.]
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,806 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 20 - Published: 12/11/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Broken shards by TiTivillus reviews
John had never been particularly easy on the boys, but things were worse around this time of the year. Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean, Guilty!John
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,982 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 167 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 10/21/2014 - Published: 10/18/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., John W. - Complete
Redux by Center of the Galaxy reviews
"Do you know what it feels like?" Sam shouts, a tear snaking down his cheek. "To watch the person you care about most die and there's nothing you can do about it?" Silence. Then, finally, "Yeah, Sammy. I do." *Mystery Spot fic, one-shot, trigger warning for suicidal thoughts*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,345 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 12 - Published: 9/26/2014 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Guilty and Broken by cayt-lynne reviews
Dean can't handle Sam's death.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,347 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/12/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel, Crowley - Complete
Fade To Black by AlElizabeth reviews
AU-ish. Set after Season 2, Episode 1 (In My Time of Dying) John is dead, leaving both his sons grief-stricken and confused. They slowly make their way to Sioux Falls where Dean begins to heal with the help of Bobby and his beloved Impala. Sam, though, is silently spiralling into despair and he can only hold on for so long. WARNING: themes of suicide.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,356 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 20 - Published: 7/17/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S. - Complete
The Cracks by Little-Flower-SPN reviews
Post-Swan Song AU inspired by Tumblr user Misswhizzy. Dean is ravaged by grief; all he wants is to see Sam again. He enlists the help of Cas to go back in time and witness moments of Sam's life, some that he may not have seen before. Grief, angst, and suicidal tenancies portrayed. Gen (no slash). Rated T, but may be changed to M depending on how the story progresses.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,837 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 6/30/2014 - Published: 5/5/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel
Never Too Late by morgana07 reviews
1-shot. A hunt in Wisconsin turns out to be nothing, but Dean learns that it's not just monsters that need to be hunted when something from their past comes and shows him why is brother is so afraid of clowns. He is reminded that it's never too late to be Sam's big brother. *Angry/protective/slightly guilty!Dean & a nervous/uneasy/limp!Sam* Set mid-Season 7.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,708 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 11 - Published: 6/22/2014 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Uncle Dean's Wallet by jo-zabby reviews
Uncle Dean don't like change one bit. I think that's why he keeps the same old pictures in his wallet. As always, I own none of the Supernatural characters.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,999 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/14/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Jo H., OC
Finishing the Trials by uniquelytypical reviews
Predictions for Season 10. Sam cures Dean as he finishes the last trial and closes the gates of Hell once and for all. deathfic! Demon!Dean hurt/limp!Sam
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 9 - Published: 6/10/2014 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Well-Meaning Lies and Dangerous Truths by PHDinSPN reviews
A psychiatrist will learn that they are people that no textbook or training can prepare you for as Sam and Dean are forced to face hard truths when Sam finds himself unexpectedly on suicide watch and Dean has to save him. They wont escape this without a chick flick moment. Warnings for discussion of suicide. Spoilers for all aired episodes. Outsider POV but Sam and Dean focused
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,519 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/7/2014 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Butterfly Effect by Center of the Galaxy reviews
Maybe, in some other universe, things could've been different, but as it stood right now, Sam was going to bleed out on this abandoned highway. *Endverse AU, one-shot, hurt!Sam*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,279 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 10 - Published: 5/12/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Something You Can't Replace by Er-BearG32 reviews
Full Summary Inside: What happens if more was said between Sam and Dean at the end of episode 9x13? Sam never expected his brother to react the way he did, but once more hurtful words are spoken between them, there's no taking them back. Suicide Fic
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,557 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 16 - Published: 4/19/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Shakespeare and Suicide by ymasp reviews
Sam was always good at putting pen to paper. *Suicide attempt/may be triggering* (RE UPLOADED)
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 556 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/18/2014 - Sam W., Dean W.
Your Move, John by Another Writer Who Loves reviews
What if in "Devils Trap" Azazel, the Yellow Eyed Demon, hadn't possessed John but instead possessed Sam? Warning: Character Death
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,862 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 147 - Follows: 36 - Published: 3/5/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., John W., Azazel/Yellow-Eyes - Complete
Dripping Blood by Miss221B reviews
"Please," was all he could think, "please don't take my baby brother away from me. Don't take him away. My Sam. My Sammy. My little brother. My baby, God PLEASE!" Warning: Depression, attempted suicide
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,932 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 10 - Published: 1/20/2014 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Diablerie by mara-isamoose reviews
Post 5.04 The End - "No matter how many times I try..." Dean's eyebrows knitted together in confusion. He was almost afraid to ask what that could mean. 'Try what'"He just keeps bringing me back." Sam's voice cracked, just like Dean's heart. "Bringing you back from what, Sam?" Sam's only response was clicking off the safety of his gun. "SAM?"
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,005 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 16 - Published: 1/16/2014 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Pieces by Center of the Galaxy reviews
The longer Castiel watches, the more he starts to put the puzzle that is Sam Winchester together. *Sam/Castiel bonding, sick!Sam, one-shot, season 8, not slash*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,510 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 13 - Published: 1/11/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
The Worst Kind of Freedom by gammadolphin reviews
The things Dean said to his brother while under the influence of the cursed penny broke something inside of Sam. With no hope of fixing his relationship with Dean, Sam turns to the only option he has left to set himself and his brother free. Alternate ending to Southern Comfort. Trigger warning for suicide attempt. Not a deathfic.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,099 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 186 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 12/13/2013 - Published: 8/12/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Devil's Ridin' Shotgun by Welcome to my House of Mirrors reviews
Without moving his gaze from the living room entryway, Sam held the thumb and forefinger of his right hand under his chin. "Pew." Easier than breathing. Reference to 7x2. WARNING; implied suicidal thoughts.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,418 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 12/9/2013 - Published: 10/15/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Lucifer - Complete
Above the Surface by Foolscapping reviews
Takes place during Season 8, before the Trials. Sam always feels like he's drowning, and Dean just wishes he could speak up. Sometimes it's more literal than it should be. Warnings for suicidal thoughts, violence, and cursing.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,354 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/26/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Not My Heaven by FictionalNutter reviews
Follows Dark Side Of The Moon. Sam doesn't understand what was wrong with his Heaven, and Dean is struggling to trust a brother who so clearly didn't care for his family. After hurtful words are exchanged and Sam leaves, Castiel finds himself explaining exactly how Heaven should've been for the Winchesters, and Dean realizes that he and Sam truly need each other.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,010 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 160 - Follows: 23 - Published: 10/22/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S., Castiel - Complete
Hang on by Whymerlinwhy reviews
First fanfic . Sam's been shot and is dying . Death fic warning: mention of drug use and suicide . Sorry ,I suck at summary's.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 418 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/13/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Burden by Katlover98 reviews
Sam is alone in the motel room waiting for Dean to come back with dinner when he starts thinking that maybe he is nothing more than a burden for Dean. Set in season 7 after Death's Door. H/C, rated T for suicidal thoughts. Don't read if it is a trigger. Sorry if they are a little OFC I am not used to writing Fanfics. Enjoy
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,305 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/11/2013 - Sam W. - Complete
The First Punch by DisenchantedDestroya reviews
Short teen!chesters one-shot. John finally loses it with Sam in a way that neither brother ever expected, leaving Dean to clean up his mess.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,268 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 138 - Follows: 29 - Published: 9/2/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., John W. - Complete
Old Yeller Style by iliketocolor reviews
Set in the beginning of Season 8. Cas isn't back yet, but Dean is, and Sam can't stand that he'd left his brother to rot in Purgatory while he got a girlfriend and a dog, trying to live a normal life. After Dean finds Sam with his own gun to his head, the boys have a heart-to-heart. Trigger warning: suicidal thoughts. No slash.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,508 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/10/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Hardest Choice by Center of the Galaxy reviews
It's been a month since John shot Sam and the boys are trying to move on with their lives. John's got other plans; however, and will stop at nothing until Sam is dead. Sam; however, won't go down without a fight and he knows he's not alone. Dean's got his back. *Sequel to "The Greatest Gift", slight AU, awesome/hurt!Sam, BigBrother/protective!Dean, caring!Bobby*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,558 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 137 - Updated: 5/26/2013 - Published: 8/17/2012 - Dean W., Sam W.
Aftermath by B00k Freak reviews
What I would like to have happened after 8.21. Spoilers for the episode, slight Destiel, Sam/Cas friendship.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,561 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/8/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
The Meeting by morgana07 reviews
Alone & sick, a common attack leaves Sam bleeding & hurt when a chance meeting saves his life but brings back the past to both Winchesters in a way that neither had been expecting. *Hurt/limp/angsty!Sam & Concerned/worried/angry/angsty/big brother!Dean* Set before 08x20 Pac-Man Fever.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 22,757 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 4/26/2013 - Published: 4/24/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., John W. - Complete
Bobby's Boy by BonanzaRocks reviews
That night in the nursery, Mary died. Sam died too. Or at least, that is what John thought.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 34,200 - Reviews: 199 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 139 - Updated: 4/8/2013 - Published: 11/18/2012 - Sam W., Dean W.
He Should Have Known by Julieshadow reviews
Voicemail Fix it. Set after 5.01 He just wished Dean would stop waiting and get it over with.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,110 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/7/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Running Away by Center of the Galaxy reviews
Ever since Sam had turned 13, his father has been forcing him into a life that he wants no part of. When John and Dean leave on a hunt that takes them across state lines, Sam knows this is his chance. How he had ended up on Bobby's porch; however, was a bit of a blur. So much for his grand plans of getting away from it all. *Sam 13, Dean 18, Sam/Bobby bonding and BigBrother!Dean*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,187 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 116 - Updated: 3/21/2013 - Published: 8/10/2012 - Bobby S., Sam W.
Will to Live by Center of the Galaxy reviews
"You once told me that family was more than blood," Castiel began softly and Sam nodded. "And as such, I will not give up on helping you, Sam. You and Dean . . . you are my family." The angel smiled, the sadness in his eyes replaced with determination. "I will not let you perish." *Sam/Cas bonding, no slash, one-shot, season 8 spoilers!*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,915 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 17 - Published: 2/23/2013 - Castiel, Sam W. - Complete
Do Not Resuscitate by RainbowBetty reviews
After 1x12 Faith. Dean finds out that Sam had a plan B to save his life. Dean is not thrilled.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,195 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/5/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Long Shadows by Jedi Sapphire reviews
Six years after the Winchesters spent a few weeks in the small town of Campbell Pass, Sam and Dean are back in town on a case. They'll find that not all evil is supernatural, and this job will lead to the revelation of secrets Sam hoped to keep hidden. Set in Season 1. WARNING: Attempted Suicide
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,437 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 162 - Follows: 26 - Published: 12/7/2012 - Sam W. - Complete
Starting Over by bgeesfan reviews
While I'm loving S8, I am not loving Sam and Dean's nonexistent relationship. I wrote this with the sneak peek of 8.10 in mind. Slight spoilers for 8.09. This story includes a bit of Cas and a sprinkling of Benny. Rated T for language. Major angst including suicide attempt. If this could affect you in any way, please do not read. Major chick flick-you have been warned.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,601 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 17 - Published: 12/6/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Choices by RainbowBetty reviews
Sam hadn't made mistakes. He'd made choices. And now, with the gun pointed to his head, there was really just one choice left to make. AU aftermath of 8.06, Southern Comfort. Trigger warning for suicide.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,300 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 225 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 11/19/2012 - Published: 11/15/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Mistaken Identity by RainbowBetty reviews
Sam and Dean are captured by drug traffickers who think they have information they they don't, and they force Dean to hurt Sam to get it. Dean goes after revenge. Now complete!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,805 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 10/1/2012 - Published: 9/28/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Greatest Gift by Center of the Galaxy reviews
"Those chosen by darker forces must perish before they fully awaken. Death is the greatest gift one can bring to these condemned. For when they awaken, their spirits shall wither and die within them until nothing but evil survives." As John aimed the gun at Sam's heart, he reminded himself of this. He wouldn't let Sam become evil. *Slight AU, Limp/hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,363 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 138 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 8/16/2012 - Published: 6/29/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Sad Little Boys and Puppy Dog Tails by cherry619 reviews
Sam is staying with Bobby while John and Dean are on a hunt. They're longer than expected. Sam literally worries himself sick. Bobby's POV.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,434 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 10 - Published: 5/8/2012 - Bobby S., Sam W. - Complete
Down the Rabbit Hole by Mystic25 reviews
Answer to the Challenge of Sam taking street drugs in "Born Again Identity." And what would happen if Dean found out. Spoilers ranging from "Born Again Identity" through "The Girl with the Dungeons and Dragons Tattoo."
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,334 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/28/2012 - Dean W., Sam W.
Here at the End of All Things by Mousme reviews
Dean's constant drinking comes back to haunt him when he does something he actually has good cause to feel guilty about for once: he drives under the influence and very nearly runs over a child. But the child is lucky: Sam pushed him out of the way.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,653 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 13 - Published: 11/9/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Panic by Mousme reviews
What with detoxes and resoulings, Sam's memories of the panic room can't be good. So it's unfortunate that they are under some supernatural siege at Bobby's and retreating into the panic room and closing the door is the only way to be safe...
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,497 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 347 - Follows: 24 - Published: 4/27/2011 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Libra by Jukebox Hound reviews
"Choose," Death says to Sam. Gen.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 843 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 19 - Published: 4/19/2011 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Nowhere to Go but Everywhere by Spoons1899 reviews
Dean reads Sam's medical file and finds out he has a history of suicide attempts. Angst ensues. Set directly after 5x11
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,644 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 353 - Follows: 41 - Published: 3/4/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Last Wishes by Fuzzball457 reviews
Tag to 6.13 - Unforgiven. Castiel warned Dean the memories could kill Sam. Character Death. Dean POV
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 814 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 12 - Published: 2/20/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Wake Me Up Inside by Mousme reviews
Sam gets his soul back, and Dean is afraid. Spoilers up to 6.11
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,666 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 125 - Follows: 14 - Published: 1/27/2011 - Dean W., Sam W.
if salvation only comes when you fall by Min Daae reviews
Dealing with the consequences. Warnings for reference to suicide, annnngst, and Sam all in pieces. Sort of post-6.11, though you could say it deviates from canon or you can argue it doesn't .
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,994 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/3/2011 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Burnt Out Ends by SunnyZim reviews
Sam gets his soul back but doesn't remember anything from his year topside. Gradually memories start to come back to him in the form of nightmares...Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,612 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 21 - Published: 12/3/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
It Wasn't Your Fault, Sammy by littleaprilroses reviews
Sam has just released Lucifer from his cage and after he and Dean have a nasty fight, Sam makes a terrible decision. Rated T for Suicide, Language, and Torture. This story is set during season five, though the time line has been changed a bit to fit the story.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 15 - Words: 15,207 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 11/27/2010 - Published: 2/20/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Privilege of Choice by Mousme reviews
When a hunt goes wrong, John is forced to make a decision no parent should ever have to face. Pre-series, teen!chesters.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,123 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 257 - Follows: 34 - Published: 10/8/2010 - John W., Sam W. - Complete
Thicker Than Water by Mousme reviews
Dean and Sam are cursed to switch bodies for 48 hours toward the end of Season 5. It's just temporary, so they carry on as best they can, except that Dean finds himself struggling with the unfamiliar sensations of addiction and cravings. Warnings inside.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,735 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 375 - Follows: 41 - Published: 8/24/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Hurt by Soncnica reviews
Sam's hurt… Dean's driving… and pain is all Sam has.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,066 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 20 - Published: 8/4/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Sam, I'm Sorry by supernaturalsammy67 reviews
In their time apart, Sam's aching to speak to Dean again, what happens if he does? In his weakest moment. Season 5. Tag to Free To Be You And me/The End. Hurt Sam. Bro fluff.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,935 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 28 - Published: 4/13/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Free To Be You, Not Me by supernaturalsammy67 reviews
When Dean took out the knife, Sam's heart beat pistoned. Tag to 'The End'.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,964 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 10 - Published: 3/24/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Practical Application by Mousme reviews
Everything's still wrong. Dean pulls a drunken confession out of Sam, but he's pretty sure he doesn't know how to fix it. No plot, just angst. General spoilers for all of Season 5, takes place somewhere after 5.02.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,971 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 227 - Follows: 25 - Published: 1/6/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
It's A Wonderful Life? by cindy123 reviews
Sam thinks his family would have been better off had he never existed. One night, he slips away from them and something strange happens. Set in season 1. Sad/distraught Sam...some Wee!Dean...John, Mary, adult Dean and Bobby. Warning: Drug use.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,425 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 14 - Published: 12/24/2009 - Complete
To Hell And Back Again by blue peanut m and m reviews
Just how deep can you fall when all you have ever loved is gone, and all that you have left is grief and despair? Sam is about to find out, as he faces life alone after Dean's deal is up. CWESS Secret Sam-ta for vonnie836. Rated for drink and drug abuse.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,897 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/24/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Sinking to the Floor by A Thing For Brothers reviews
Post Lucifer Rising. Sam is feeling guilty about killing Lilith and setting Lucifer free. Afraid that Dean hates him, he goes to extreme measures. Warning: attempted suicide. Lots of brother moments and Dean comforting Sam.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,687 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 18 - Published: 12/5/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
MY BROTHER AND ME by KKBELVIS reviews
Season Five spoiler warning!--Short 'out of left field' snippet. Set right after the episode 5-10. -- "No!" A loud cry coming from the living room and something crashing against a wall, stopped the heated conversation. "Sam!" Dean bolted out of his chair.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,918 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 8 - Published: 11/22/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Nothing Man by Zubeneschamali reviews
AU coda to 5.03. Dean goes to Oklahoma after hearing about Sam's encounter with the hunters. What he finds when he arrives horrifies him.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,239 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 220 - Follows: 23 - Published: 11/7/2009 - Complete
Drunk and Disorderly by skag trendy reviews
Happy belated birthday to Criminally Charmed. Enjoy, babes! A drunken Dean makes a terrible mistake. Set directly after ELAC Season 2. Warning for language and violence.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,969 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 223 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 10/16/2009 - Published: 10/14/2009 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Stay With Me by Menthol Pixie reviews
One shot: Sam moves forward, opens his mouth to ask what the hell is going on but is suddenly floored when his gaze travels downwards to what Dean’s couching over. Sam can’t breath for a moment. This can't be right.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,843 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 284 - Follows: 42 - Published: 10/1/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Giving Up Is Hard To Do by authoressnebula reviews
Post 5x03: There's nothing left for Sam to do but this. Despite the parting, he still calls. And despite the parting, Dean still races to get to him. Warnings: Attempted suicides. Not a death-fic. Angsty McAngst.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,897 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 531 - Follows: 51 - Published: 9/27/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Chaser by psiChic reviews
Anything to dull the pain. Oneshot, Post S4 so spoilers for that. Hurt!Broken!Sam and Angry!Worried!Dean. Rated T just to be safe, due to thoughts of suicide.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,170 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 12 - Published: 6/29/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Please Forgive Me by omalleyanatomy26 reviews
Probably a one shot fic where Dean is forced to kill Sam but when he does Sam becomes good again during the last few minutes of his life and Dean is consumed with guilt. Bad summary I know but PLEASE read and review anyway!
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,761 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 10 - Published: 5/7/2009
A Friendship Lost by Eve2006 reviews
*** Beware References to suicide *** Sam is struggling to cope with a loss,while Dean is struggling to help his brother. Limp Sam - Protective Big Brother Dean. Please Read and Review
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,408 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 13 - Published: 2/24/2009 - Complete
A Vivid Reminder of his Death by kokoda2007 reviews
Set after the events of Season 2, All Hell Breaks Loose. As Sam’s trying to deal with the ramifications of being stabbed by Jake at Cold Oak and the deal Dean made to save him, what should have been a routine hunt changes everything. Death!Fic
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,974 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/5/2009 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Beating Me Down by Smarley reviews
If I didn't know you... I would want to hunt you" Sam can't shake the words out of his head. Tag, one shot. Limp!Sam big brother angsty Dean
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,208 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 180 - Follows: 22 - Published: 12/4/2008 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Coming Undone by Smarley reviews
Sam was dreaming, Dean was dead... Limp!Sam protective confused Dean. One shot
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,643 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 172 - Follows: 28 - Published: 10/15/2008 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Roadside by IndigoNightandRayneStorm reviews
On a quiet, desolate roadside, Sam waits for Dean. Short little drabble. AU. Character death. Suicide.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 707 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/10/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Foresight by kokoda2007 reviews
Surviving the accident was only the first step for Sam. After Sam's discharged from the hospital, Dean takes them to Bobby's to give Sam time to recover. Hurt!Sam.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,041 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 171 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 4/4/2008 - Published: 3/30/2008 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Amulet by Faeith reviews
When Sam is 15 and Dean is 19 the boys get into a fight about Dean's missing amulet. As time goes by, however, there are unforeseen consequences and things get a bit crazy as Dean tries to figure out what is wrong with Sammy.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,248 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 175 - Follows: 24 - Published: 4/3/2008 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Oversight by kokoda2007 reviews
Sam was barely a few feet away when he heard the impact – there just wasn’t enough time for him to get out of the way. Hurt!Sam.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,578 - Reviews: 218 - Favs: 381 - Follows: 137 - Updated: 3/28/2008 - Published: 3/23/2008 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Bleeding Out by kokoda2007 reviews
Following a petty argument between the brothers, Sam ends up alone and hurt. Limp Sam. Dean and John angst.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,559 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 367 - Follows: 112 - Updated: 1/21/2008 - Published: 1/20/2008 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Moments by iilaiia reviews
A nightmare of Sam's leads to a morning of pain and compasion. Rating T for language, violence and thoughts of suicide.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,602 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/22/2007 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Unthinkable by Glass Shoe reviews
After a week of riding shotgun inside his own body, Sam needs to know that he's the one in control.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,848 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 436 - Follows: 43 - Published: 11/1/2007 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Why? by Silwyna reviews
When John finds out who or what really killed his wife, he does something he will regret for the rest of his life. PreSeries
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,100 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 10 - Published: 8/13/2007 - John W., Sam W. - Complete
Steam by lookaftersammy reviews
When Sam finally snaps will he find the words that are all but banned in the Winchester camp? A realistic approach. Warning, suicide!fic. No Spoilers. R&R!
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 768 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 7 - Published: 5/6/2007 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
In Sams time of Dying by crazyChick7 reviews
Sam makes the deal, not JOhn. IMTOD AU
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 18,969 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 3/18/2007 - Published: 1/22/2007 - Complete
In The Loneliness Waits by casus17 reviews
AU, NOT a followon. 'He had ended it, and left his sons in a world they... no just Sam, a world Sam hadn't survived in.' John never taught his sons the hunt, and they grew up to be very different. M for swearing and drugs
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,712 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/15/2007 - Complete
The Letter by Xeia reviews
He was lucky. Most people don't get the chance to say goodbye. ONESHOT
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,568 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 6 - Published: 4/16/2006 - Complete
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I'm leaving you today reviews
Alternate ending for s07e02 Hello Cruel World After luring Sam to an abandoned warehouse, Lucifer is able to convince the hunter that Dean is not real. Sam does something drastic and Dean can't stop him this time. Warning for themes of suicide!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,135 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/18/2018 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S., Lucifer - Complete
Omega
Alternate ending to 11x23: Alpha and Omega Sam gets shot by Toni. After Chuck and Amara disappear Dean returns to the bunker and finds his brother unmoving on the floor. Warning for major character death.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,877 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/10/2017 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
going going gone reviews
Dean stared down at the face of his little brother. Eyes closed, pale skin, but looking more peaceful than he did the last few years. ...After Sam commits suicide Dean has to identify his brother's body and tries to understand why he ended his own life. trigger warning for themes of suicide!
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,775 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/23/2017 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete