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What's that saying , always a spectator, never a player? Yup, that's me...while my writing hand itch and twitch (sigh), there's just so much good fanfics to read that I'll never have the time to actually put up anything...

No doubt, my old literary criticism professor from my alma mater is certain to look down his bifocals at my unseemly obessession with teenage vampires (or their AH versions in various guises and forms)... after he so devotedly filled my expensively educated head with all that high falutin dribble about Pope and Faulkner and Hemingway. Sorry old boys, I know you guys are good, but the ability to recognize quality isn't necessarily followed by real fondness. Besides, those old boys could never do what SM did; take me back to remember what it was like to experience the pangs of first love in high school.

Twilight was a singular experience. It peeled back the skins that formed somewhere deep in my chest over the years. Skins of experience, knowledge, and rationality that had colored my views on love and caged in those long forgotten butterflies in my stomach. It's not a bad thing, mind you. These skins allowed me to look inward and experience love in ways that are measured and mature. But that spark of first love, in some ways, nothing can match its brilliance. And so I sighed, unabashedly, for Bella and Edward. Fondly remembering that I too had once felt as Bella did and that I had my own imperfect Edward for awhile. (Less hot, but sans undeadness. I hear he's paunchy now.) And though the love and emotions I feel now are too wise and rational to match the unfiltered exuberance I had felt at seventeen, it's good to remember. And because you can only read the books so many times, I come here to get my fix.

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Shifting Clouds by MistroStrings reviews
It had taken ten years for Hye-ri to understand what Byung Yeon was trying to tell her. His words were simple, but somehow there was a meaning behind the weakness in his voice. A meaning she was just now starting to understand. "I'm asking you to stay safe," he whispered between them. "For my sake." Moonlight Drawn By Clouds - Love in the Moonlight - Byung Yeon/OC Byung-yeon/OC
Manhwa/Korean Comics/만화 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 64,140 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 7/23/2017 - Published: 10/30/2016
Late Night Encounters by kyla713 reviews
Lonely ER doc Edward Cullen goes online one night in curiosity, never expecting to find what was awaiting him. AH/possibly some OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 147,881 - Reviews: 9638 - Favs: 9,672 - Follows: 6,516 - Updated: 8/6/2015 - Published: 7/27/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Tropic of Virgo by In.a.blue.bathrobe reviews
He's a young but jaded musician writing lyrics for his band, and she's a naive, frustrated poet looking to break out of her shell; their words collide online. What happens when they meet in high school, unaware of their literary connection?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 37 - Words: 150,577 - Reviews: 20525 - Favs: 13,983 - Follows: 5,692 - Updated: 9/9/2013 - Published: 3/4/2009 - Complete
Mine by Letholog1ca reviews
Bella and Edward have been friends with benefits for years, but for some reason he has started avoiding her. Rumors start flying that she's been seeing Jacob. What happens when Edward's jealousy takes over? Why is he trying to stay away now?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 59,985 - Reviews: 1414 - Favs: 2,016 - Follows: 2,414 - Updated: 4/20/2013 - Published: 2/4/2009 - Edward, Bella
Bonne Foi by Amethyst Jackson reviews
AU. Edward Masen was changed in 1918 and abandoned by his sire. He feeds on human blood, unaware of any other way…until he stumbles across college freshman Bella Swan for a night that will change everything.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 169,901 - Reviews: 14834 - Favs: 11,678 - Follows: 8,114 - Updated: 5/8/2012 - Published: 11/6/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Vampire in the Basement by michellephants reviews
While hunting one afternoon, the boys stumble upon what appears to be a corpse. When they learn it's a severely broken vampire, they take him home to do what they can to help. But of course, fate has plans for this man. Canon Couples. AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 164,189 - Reviews: 11743 - Favs: 9,973 - Follows: 6,753 - Updated: 10/30/2011 - Published: 2/26/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
When Fiction Becomes Reality by BITTENEV reviews
Bella is a writer whose most successful book is one she wrote about Edward, her high school crush. Edward is now an A-list actor and has signed on to star in a movie based on Bella's creation. AU/AH Bella-of-the-Ball continuation.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 157,715 - Reviews: 8255 - Favs: 8,528 - Follows: 8,587 - Updated: 8/3/2011 - Published: 12/9/2008 - Bella, Edward
Capitulation by imperfectandchaotic reviews
Falling. The bishop falls for her, as does the die for him. It's like a kick, pulling them up for air when they find themselves drowning in the shadows of an ill-fated dream, thrown in by someone who wants nothing more than to rip them apart. Complete!
Inception - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 71,282 - Reviews: 1228 - Favs: 896 - Follows: 666 - Updated: 5/23/2011 - Published: 7/26/2010 - Ariadne, Arthur - Complete
Elemental by TallulahBelle reviews
AU/AH: When the Swans return to their birthplace, Bella learns she is no ordinary teenager, and Forks is no ordinary town. Can she fulfill her destiny with the powerful Edward Cullen, or will the dark forces that threaten their families destroy them all?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 30 - Words: 189,571 - Reviews: 9511 - Favs: 9,758 - Follows: 5,225 - Updated: 2/8/2011 - Published: 7/23/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Ex Factor : Edward & Bella by AngelAtTwilight reviews
Edward & Bella are exes. 4 years later, fate gives them a new hand by reuniting them together in their father's joint cabin, with the assistance of their clashing friends. How will it end? Hmm. *AH, OOC, A/L, Canon/Uncanon couples.*
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 786,765 - Reviews: 9363 - Favs: 7,209 - Follows: 3,485 - Updated: 1/25/2011 - Published: 1/2/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Incubus Anomaly by elusivetwilight reviews
Incubus: a sex demon that visits women in the deep dark of the night. Edward relies on his special gifts to consume his prey. What happens when he meets the one woman immune to his unique abilities? M for dark lemons and dark themes
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 157,262 - Reviews: 6146 - Favs: 3,923 - Follows: 2,676 - Updated: 11/15/2010 - Published: 11/29/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Blessing and the Curse by The Black Arrow reviews
By pretending she is falling for Edward, Bella is fulfilling Esme's dying wish. But sexy, possessive Edward can read her mind. Will she ever get into his? Can Bella forget the pain of her teenage years, and can she resist his relentless seduction? AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 140,448 - Reviews: 14509 - Favs: 16,740 - Follows: 8,701 - Updated: 9/10/2010 - Published: 5/31/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Midnight Desire by Twilightzoner reviews
An All Human parody of Midnight Sun. AH, AU and consequently OOC. No blood lust - just uncontrollable human lust. Smut filled fun . . .
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Parody/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 89,654 - Reviews: 5418 - Favs: 7,206 - Follows: 3,440 - Updated: 7/1/2010 - Published: 7/13/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The List by LauraACullen reviews
Four weeks before her wedding to Edward, Bella is frustrated. She knows there's little-to-no chance of getting him to bend his rules and boundaries now, but there's no harm in fantasizing about what could happen later. So she begins compiling a list...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 28 - Words: 195,361 - Reviews: 2935 - Favs: 5,748 - Follows: 2,077 - Updated: 3/18/2010 - Published: 3/19/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Alphabet Weekends by the-glory-days reviews
Bored with their dismal love lives, best friends Edward and Bella come up with the idea of exploring the world of sex using the alphabet for the next twenty-six weekends. What happens when things go from two friends having fun to something serious? AH OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 34 - Words: 124,991 - Reviews: 11480 - Favs: 11,906 - Follows: 6,022 - Updated: 3/13/2010 - Published: 3/12/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
It Was Only His Baby by Juliamine reviews
Alice and Bella want what any couple wants, a baby. Bella asks her best friend Edward to contribute to the cause. He agrees but on one condition. B/A and B/E pairing. Lemons!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 52,124 - Reviews: 1643 - Favs: 1,355 - Follows: 1,697 - Updated: 2/2/2010 - Published: 7/1/2009 - Bella, Edward
Change of Underwear by hammondgirl reviews
Edward, the new, fresh meat at Bella's office, is a complete geek, which is ultimately her undoing. She fantasizes about him at work constantly... Will her fantasies become a reality, or will real life get in the way? Original O/S now extended. BxE, AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,084 - Reviews: 417 - Favs: 1,220 - Follows: 742 - Updated: 1/24/2010 - Published: 10/24/2008 - Bella, Edward
Edward and Bella: Love and Lust by avioleta reviews
A mature spin on Twilight. Edward must work to keep Bella safe in his world while they both deal with the everyday drama of high school life. This is the Twilight you wanted to read. E/B, HET, Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 127,238 - Reviews: 1892 - Favs: 2,180 - Follows: 967 - Updated: 1/3/2010 - Published: 2/7/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Beauty and The Geek by vix2020 reviews
Edward Cullen is a painfully shy intellectual desperately in love with his quiet, beautiful classmate Bella Swan. Slight Twilight Parody. Originally written for The Sexy Edward Contest. Expanded from one-shot to novella. RATED M. AU/AH/OOC. EPOV/BPOV.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 56,932 - Reviews: 588 - Favs: 2,032 - Follows: 587 - Updated: 11/16/2009 - Published: 8/31/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Voyeur by Sic Et Non reviews
When Bella Swan sees something she shouldn’t she can’t help her response, and Edward Cullen can’t help but take that response to the next level.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,867 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 226 - Follows: 67 - Published: 11/11/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
If Love Could Light a Candle by Pastiche Pen reviews
Edward Cullen: telepath, vampire, and psychologist. When a new patient ignites unfamiliar feelings in his soul, can he reconcile his past with his future? A la Midnight Sun. Warnings: Violence, lots of character death, and the usual. AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 13 - Words: 112,620 - Reviews: 2916 - Favs: 3,405 - Follows: 1,634 - Updated: 9/25/2009 - Published: 4/26/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Edward's Fantasy by LauraACullen reviews
The night before his wedding, Edward tries to make the time pass more quickly until he can see Bella again. Get a glimpse inside one of Edward's fantasies in this one-shot, an outtake from "The List". For mature readers, only.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,440 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 334 - Follows: 75 - Published: 6/8/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Two Hundred Years of Solitude by philadelphic reviews
AH, AU Original idea that led to alternate AU for "You Don't Know Me". Edward was never turned into a vampire, but lived to be 107- just in time to meet Bella.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,427 - Reviews: 324 - Favs: 249 - Follows: 59 - Published: 6/5/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Mile High Club by Jewels64 reviews
Another Utter Darkness Outtake. Edward and Bella enjoy each other at a higher altitude
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,614 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 10 - Published: 3/10/2009 - Bella, Edward
You Play With Fire & It's Gonna Burn You by Mezzanottex3 reviews
ExB: "I wanted her. I needed her. And so help me God, I would make her mine tonight." For Jayeliwood's Sexy Edward contest. ONESHOT. LEMON. "Does he make you feel this way, Bella?"
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,669 - Reviews: 365 - Favs: 1,072 - Follows: 249 - Published: 9/16/2008 - Edward, Bella - Complete