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My name's Toni and I'm 29 years old. I live in Northern Ireland and I am an university graduate with a full time job. Nothing much else to report here.

Favourite Buffy Quotes

Buffy: "There was a cat. A cat here and then there was, another cat. And they fought, the cats, and then they left.

Ford: "Oh. I thought you were just slaying a vampire."

Buffy: "What? Whatting a what?" -Lie to me

Buffy: "Anybody besides Larry fit the werewolf profile?"

Willow: "There is one name that keeps getting spit out. Aggressive behaviour, run-ins with authority, about a screenfull of violent incidents..."

Buffy: "Okay, most of those weren't my fault." -Phases

Jonathan: "Most of us never found the time to get to know you. But that doesn't mean we haven't noticed you. We don't talk about it much, but it's no secret that Sunnydale High isn't really like other schools. A lot of weird stuff happens here...But whenever there was a problem or something creepy happened, you seemed to show up and stop it. Most of the people here have been saved by you...or helped by you...at one time or another. We're proud to say that the class of '99 has the lowest mortality rate of any graduating class in Sunnydale history. And we know at least part of that is because of you. So the senior class offers its thanks, and gives you this. It's from all of us, and it's got written here, 'Buffy Summers. Class Protector.' "

-Choices (The Prom)

Buffy: "I can beat up demons until the cows come home, and then I can beat up the cows." -Intervention

Willow:What? What did Buffy do?

Tara: Everyone, before you jump all over her, people do strange things when someone they love dies. When I lost my mother I did some pretty dumb stuff, lying to my folks and staying out all night..."

Xander:Buffy's bonking Spike.

Willow: Oh. Well, Tara's right. Grief can be powerful and we shouldn't judge_"

Tara: What are you, kidding? She's nuts! -Intervention

Buffy/Joan: I think i know why Joan's the boss. I'm like a superhero or something. -Tabula Rasa.

Buffy: Giles, you planning to step in with an explanation anytime soon?

Giles: Well, something...something very strange is happening.

Xander: Can you believe the Watchers Council let this guy go? -Doppelgangland

Willow: Is there anything you don't know everything about?

Giles: Synchronised swimming. Complete mystery to me. -Lessons

Xander: I'm finished being everybody's butt monkey! -Buffy vs Dracula

Cordelia: Okay, well, i personally don't think it's possible to come up with a crazier plan.

Oz: We attack the Mayor with hummus.

Cordelia: I stand corrected

Oz: Just keeping things in perspective -Graduation Day, Part Two

Giles: I have to stay and clean up. I'll be back at the Middle Ages

Jenny: Did you ever leave? -I Robot, You Jane

Xander: Giles lived for school. He's still bitter there were only twelve grades.

Buffy: He probably sat in math class thinking, "There should be more math! This could be mathier!" -The Dark Age

Willow: Great! I'll call Xander, ask him to join us. What's his number? Oh, yeah: 1-800-I'm-Dating-a-Skanky-Ho.

Buffy: Me-ow!

Willow: Really? Thanks! I've never gotten a 'me-ow' before. -Phases

Xander: I don't get this. The candy's supposed to make you all immature and stuff, But I ate a ton and I don't feel any diff...never mind. -Band Candy

Xander: Anya and I are done. I love being single. I'm a strong, successful male who's giddy at the thought of all the women I will no doubt be dating in the near future.

Buffy: Strong, successful males say 'giddy'? - End of days

Spike: I came to you in friendship! Well, all right, seething hatred. -Pangs

Giles: We can't let you go until we're sure you're impotent.

Spike: Hey!

Giles: Sorry. Poor choice of words. Till we know you're...

Buffy: Flaccid? - Something Blue

Anya: Gimme a beer.

Waiter: ID.

Anya: I'm eleven hundred and twenty years old! Just give me a friggin' beer!

Waiter: ID.

Anya: Give me a coke. -Doppelgangland

Anya: I, for one, wasn't looking forward to starting my day with a slaughter. (thoughtfully, pleased with herself). Which, really, just goes to show how much I've grown. -Shadow

Spike: I do remember what I said. The promise. To protect Dawn. If I'd done that ... even if I didn't make it, you wouldn't have had to jump. (beat) I want you to know I did save you. Not when it counted, a' course. But after that. Every night after that. I'd see it all again, do something different. Faster or more clever, you know? Dozens of times, lots of different ways ... Every night I save you. -After Life

Anya: I was kinda new to being around humans before. And now I've seen a lot more, gotten to know people, seeing what they're capable of, and i realise now that they're just so .. amazingly ... screwed up! I mean, so really, really screwed up in a monumental fashion! They have no purpose that unites them, so they drift around, blundering through life until they die. Which they know is coming, and yet every single one of them is surprised when it happens to them. They're incapable of thinking beyond what they want at that moment. They kill each other, which is clearly insane, but here's the thing. When it's something real, they fight. I mean, they're lame morons to keep fighting. But they do. They ... They never quit. And so I guess I'll fight too. -End of Days

Buffy: You stole a toothbrush?

Dawn: Mother of pearl handle. Very fancy.

Buffy: Yeah, but you stole a toothbrush. As rebellious teenagers go, you're kinda square.

Dawn: Dental hygiene is important. -Entropy

Dawn: You sleep, right? You. Vampires. You sleep.

Spike: Yeah. What's your point, niblet

Dawn: Well, I couldn't take you in a fight or anything, even with that chip in your head. But you do sleep. And if you hurt my sister, at all, if you touch her - you're gonna wake up on fire. -Beneath You

Buffy: You're right. We don't know how to fight it. We can't run. We can't hide. Can't pretend it's not the end 'cause it is. Something's always been there to try to destroy the world. We've beaten them back, but we're not dealing with them. We're dealing with the reason they exist. Evil. The strongest. The First...I'm beyond tired. I'm beyond scared. I'm standing on the mouth of hell and it's going to swallow me whole. And it will choke on me. We're not ready? They're not ready. They think we are going to wait for the end to come like we always do. I'm done waiting. They want an apocalypse? Oh we'll give them one. Anyone else who wants to run, do it now. Because we just became an army. We just declared war. From now on we won't just face our fears, we'll seek them out. We'll find them and we will cut out their hearts, one by one, until the First shows itself for what it really is. And I'll kill it myself. There is only one thing on this earth more powerful than evil, and that's us. Any questions? -Bring On The Night

Favourite Random Song Quotes

"So tired of this straight line and everywhere you turn their is vultures and thieves at your back" - can't remember song name or singer

"Love you when you're standing tall, but nobody knows you when you're falling, all you have to do is call, but nobody ever hears the silent scream" -Silent Scream by Richard Marx (Song)

"She's alone - we should hope the lost of memory helps to ease the pain" -Silent Scream by Richard Marx (Song)

"My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with" - Because of you by Kelly Clarkson

He's soft to the touch but frayed at the end, he breaks. He's never enough and still he's more than I can take" -Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson

Broken up, deep inside. But you won't get to see the tears I cry behind these hazel eyes" -Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming or the moment of truth in your lies" Iris byThe Goo Goo Dolls

"If God is the game you're playing, then we must get more acquainted, because it must be so lonely to be the only one who is holy...You don't deserve a point of view if the only thing that you see is you...next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror." Playing God by Paramore.

Favourite Poems

DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP

Do not stand at my grave and weep

I am not there

I do not sleep

I am a thousand winds that blow

I am the diamond glints on snow

I am the sunlight on ripened grain

I am the gentle autumn rain

When you awaken in the morning's hush

I am the swift uplifting rush

Of quiet birds in circled flight

I am the soft stars that shine at night

Do not stand at my grave and cry

I am not there

I did not die

Anon

HOW TO DIE

Dark clouds are smouldering into red

While down the craters morning burns.

The dying soldier shifts his head

To watch the glory that returns;

He lifts his fingers toward the skies

Where holy brightness breaks in flame;

Radiance reflected in his eyes

And on his lips a whispered name.

You'd think to hear some people talk,

That lads go west with sobs and curses,

And sullen faces white as chalk,

Hankering for wreaths and tombs and hearses

But they've been taught the way to do it.

Like Christian soldiers; not with haste

And shuddering groans; but passing through it

With due regard for decent taste

Craig Lockhart 1917

Ok this poem here i read once in one of my Buffy the Vampire Slayer mags and i loved it, so i copied it out. A reader had sent it in though i don't know who so if you read props to you!

LIE TO ME

Lie to me,

Make the world easy to understand.

Tell me what I want to hear,

Lead me through the shadows of this strange land.

Tell me the good guys are always good,

That they are always stalwart and true.

Tell me you can always recognise the villain,

And that the villain is never you.

Tell me you'll always be here when dawn breaks,

That my trust will never be misplaced.

Tell me the light will always prevail,

After all the darkness I have faced.

Lie to me,

I can touch the sky, but the sun it burns.

Tell me it's happily ever after,

I need the false comfort of your words.

Tell me love is not just body, but soul -

That I will never have to leave you.

Make up the story as you go along -

You know that I'll believe you.

Tell me there is such a thing as heaven,

That we'll never truly die.

Tell me we can find a kind of peace,

Up there in the deep blue sky.

Lie to me,

Tell me time will take away the pain.

I was shown the truth and it hurt me,

I don't ever want to feel that way again.

So hide me from how it really is,

I just need the image of how it should be.

Other people can face reality,

You know you can lie to me.

Close your eyes, cross your fingers

And

Lie to me.

Favourite Random Quotes

"Never make somebody your everything cause when they're gone you've got nothing."

"If all else fails, there's always hope, faith and blind luck."

"Love you when you're standing tall, but nobody hears you when you're falling. All you have to do is call, 'cause nobody ever hears the silent scream." - James Marx

"Staring at her wedding photo in a frame, she's alone. We should only hope the loss of memory helps to ease the pain." - James Marx

"Sometimes i wish that i could run away, sometimes i wish i just had something to say." Avril Lavigne

"Now and then i get insecure from all the pain; i'm so ashamed." - Christina Aguilera

"The thing that women have to learn is that nobody gives you power. You lust take it." - Roseanne Barr

"Friends may come and go but enemies accumulate."

"Courage is the resistance of fear, the mastery of fear - not the absence of fear." - Mark Twain

"If you want something said ask a man, if you want something done, ask a woman." Margaret Thatcher

"It's not so much that i care about what you're doing, but the idiotic way you're doing it" - Vincent Valentine

"We can't all be heroes because somebody has to sit on the curb and clap as they go by." - Will Rogers

"How much more grievous are the consequences of anger than the causes of it." - Marcus Aurelius

"Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret." - Ambrose Bierce

"I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but i cherish the friend who does not cinsult his calendar." - Robert Brault

"It's the friends you can call up at 4am that matter" - Marlene Dietrich

"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down." - Oprah Winfrey

"I don't want to achieve immortality through my work. I want to achieve it through not dying." - Woody Allen

"It is a scientific fact that your body will not absorb cholesterol if you take it from another person's plate." - Dave Barry

"Weather forecast for tonight: dark." - George Carlin

"A word to the wise ain't necessary - it's the stupid one's that need the advice." - Bill Cosby

"Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe." - Albert Einstein

"I am free of all prejudices. I hate everyone equally." - W.C.Fields

"I refuse to join any club that would have me as a member." - Groucho Marx

"A computer once beat me at chess, but it was no match for me at kick boxing." - Emo Philips

"I always wanted to be somebody, but now i realise I should have been more specific." - Lily Tomlin

"I bought some batteries, but they weren't included." - Steven Wright

"Remembering you is easy, I do it everyday. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away."

"They say love is blind...and marriage is an institution. Well, I'm not ready for an institution for the blind just yet." - Mae West

How True

Avoid fruits and nuts. You are what you eat.

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It is already tomorrow in Australia.

There's no such thing as fun for the whole family.

Just because you're not paranoid doesn't mean they're not out to get you.

Tell a man there are 300 billion stars in the universe and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint on it and he'll have to touch it to be sure

It is often easier to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission

People who snore always fall asleep first

No one is listening until you fart

There are better things in life than alcohol, but alcohol makes up for not having them.

A drunk mans words are a sober man's thoughts

But the greatest love--the love above all loves, Even greater than that of a mother... Is the tender, passionate, undying love, Of one beer drunken slob for another.

Anger is one letter short of danger

True friends stab you in the front

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Don't knock the weather; nine-tenths of the people couldn't start a conversation if it didn't change once in a while.

In between goals is a thing called life, that has to be lived and enjoyed.

The nice part of living in a small town is that when I don't know what I'm doing, someone else does.