Age: 17

likes: Yaoi, cats, sleeping, peace ...

anime/manga- Khr, Knb, Fairy Tail, etc. (too many)

dislikes: too many things (dogs, crowds, annoying people, too much noise, sun...)

If you want to know something just ask...maybe I'll answer

I'm German

(I was bored at school)

a little, ugly yet cute cat walking in the Street
falling/tripping over a stone
landing face first (on the ground)
never standing up again
there comes a hawk/eagle
taking the little, ugly yet cute cat
flying away
never to be seen again
a child seeing this
starts crying and screaming
as he ran in the Street
never to be coming home again
the mother seeing her child
falling into depression
nothing able to save her
the father, a hunter
shooting a hawk/eagle
finding a dead cat
but falling of cliff
friends mourning over the lost
contuning life
finding a wife
getting kids
going to work
meeting people
losing people
dying and living
this follows that
a never ending circle
repeating over and over again
always contuining
never ending
forever lasting
going on and on
to never be able to stop
walking in circles
the never ending

way of life

Nobody knows it. Nobody sees it. My insanity. My craziness.Am I human? No, I guess not. Why you ask? That's simple. I'm a monster. Unfeeling. Only my insanity am i paranoid? For thinking. Everybody is watching me, following me, staring at me? Is that a problem? It is isn't? So what should i do knowing this? What will you do knowing this? Does this knowledge benefit you? Or me? Anyone? Even if you say I should go to a psychotherapist, I won't do it. Then this insanity, the monster and me being half dead, unfeeling is me. People get scared of me and run away, though there is no way I can change that. There is no way you can change that. There is no way anyone can change me! I like being me, even if i have nobody. But as long as they don't accept me, like I am, I don't need them. I don't want them. They will just hurt me, use me and in the end, I will be thrown away, cast aside. like trash, never be picked up again. I don't need to be picked up though. I can stand up myself. It's not like I need anyone. but then I met you. You stood by my side. You didn't hurt me, didn't used me and didn't throw me away. At the beginning I was wary. I didn't think there would be anyone, who would like me and stand by my side. I slowly started to warm up to you and open my heart. To let the wall, i built around myself fall. I trust you. You have shown me what it is like to feel happy, sad or angry. The beast inside of me is calm now. I can rest. Let my guard down and start to life.

(I'm not sure if everything is correct...)