My name is Ashley...I am a sophmore at OHHS...I am friends with goddess of insanity and together our minds equal insanity beyond the imagination of all mankind...:)I am 15 years old...yes...I am a chick...THANK YOU!!!I had my heart broken in 7th grade and it never fully healed...last year I fell in love again and I am afraid to talk to him...afraid history will repeat itself...therefore...I have often thought of myself to haev a split personality.Dividing into 2 emotions...I call...Black Bubble,White Tear.Black Bubble which first occured after I had my heart broken...a state of mind that traps me away into a dark,black place...White Tear is...hard to discribe really...basically it is my "happy state"...usually trigger off by love.This year I have been pulled out of my Black Bubble because of my 2nd meeting with love.Finally,I met another person who's life seemed worse than mine.I felt his pain and he always made me laugh in band class.The immature class clown who you'd love to hate...basically me trapped in the body of a 16 year old boy...whom I love and cannot live without...to this day I still am afraid of the truth...if you like my songs and poems and are concerned about where this relationship actually goes...then I will express it through my words...by the way...I am the only person I know who has been single my whole life...I have never kissed a guy and had it meant anything or had a boyfriend...I kissed a guy in 4th grade...wow...well,that's it...so...bye-bye...or as I would say...Love,Peace,and Ass grease...Faakooff!!! ~Ash~