Disclaimer; I am not Stephenie Meyer, Kristen Stewart or Bella Swan. I don't own Twilight or any other copyright pertaining to it. All credit goes to the talented actors of the Twilight Series movies, and the very talented, and lovely, Stephenie Meyer.

I am nothing more than a Twilight fan, wishing to explore the depths of the character I play, Bella Swan. Mostly her thoughts, dreams and other miscellaneous information I choose to. I might one day even write a fanfiction. For now, though, I'll be content to have this as a diary of sorts. So I hope anyone who takes interest in reading, enjoys what I am able to write.

To share a little information;

I loathed Twilight when it first came about. I thought it was going to be another ridiculous movie, simply because the vampires sparkled. It was unknown to me at the immediate time that the movie was based off a series of books. I made fun of it, mocked it, and other sorts of things. However, one day grocery shopping, I actually picked up New Moon. Two pages into it, I found myself hooked. The way Stephenie Meyer wrote was so beautiful, I couldn't find myself hating anything about it. In fact, it was more inspiring than anything.

Through my new found interest, I was able to meet three writers of their beloved characters from the books, and for a short period of time, we all grew with our writing, exploring depths and scenario's of the inner monologues of the characters. I suppose it is to say; never judge a book by it's cover, because what lies within the pages just may surprise you, inspire you and comfort you. As an avid reader I learned my lesson quite well.

It goes without saying how much I fell in love with the Cullen family, and the Quileute Tribe. I found a little of myself in every character I read about, which I know is hard for most to connect that way. I also find qualities amongst my friends and families that I think fondly of. Stephenie's ability to pull the reader into her fictional world is unparalleled in my eyes. I've never found myself able to be so drawn into something I had rejected at first glance, even after trying it out.