Leonardo Da Vinci wrote thet a painter should begin every canvas with a wash of black, because all things in nature are dark except when exposed by light. Most painters do the opposite, starting with a whitewash and adding the shadows last. But he who knows Leonardo so well you'd think the old man slept on the bottom bunk, understands the value of startingwith the shadows. This way the only thing people can ever know about you are the ones you let them see"

- Ian Caldwell The Rule Of Four

I'd begun to reaalize that there was a certain predjudice among book-learned people, a secret conviction they all seemed to share, that life as we know it, is an imperfect versionof realite and that only art like a pair of reading glasses can correct it. They could never quite reconcile themeselves to the idea that our lives don't follow the dramatic arc that a good author gives to agreat literary character. Only in accidents of pure imperfection does the world actually become a stage

- The Rule Of Four

INTERESTS: READING, PLAYING THE GUITAR, LISTENING TO MUSIC, SKETCHING, DRAWING, RUNNING, KICK & BOXING, MOVIES, THEATRE, ARTS AND CRAFTS, COOKING, SINGING

FAV. BOOKS & AUTHORS: THE INKHEART TRILOGY, ULYSSES MOORE, PERCY JACKSON, HARRY POTTER

THE HUNGER GAMES, THE MAZE RUNNER, ANYTHING AGATHA CHRISTIE RELATED, SHERLOCK HOLMES,

JULES VERN, ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON, EDGAR ALLAN POE [THE RAVEN (POEM)] ERNEST HEMINGWAY, THE UNIVERSE TRILOGY ETC..

FAV. MOVIES: FIGHT CLAB, A BEAUTIFUL MIND, ROOM, SHELTER,POINT BREAK, THE IMMITATION GAME, PERSTIGE, HUNGER GAMES, THE DA VINCI CODE

I SAW THE LIGHT, ANYTHING IN THE MARVEL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE, LEON, LOST POET SOCIETY, NANNY DIARIES, DEVIL WEARS PRADA, JULIE & JULIA ETC...

FAV. MUSICALS: THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, CATS, EVELYN EVELYN, MAMA MIA, LES MISERABLES, WICKED, ALEXANDER HAMILTON, CHICAGO ETC..

FAV. TV SERIES: NCIS, NCIS: LOS ANGELES, SHERLOCK, REVOLUTION, HEART OF DIXIE, GREYS ANATOMY, CRIMINAL MINDS, HAWAI 5-0, FRIENDS, BIG BANG THEORY, POLITICAL ANIMALS, ONCE UPON A TIME, GLEE ETC...

FAV ANIMATED MOVIES: THE LION KING AND ALL THE OLD MOVIES THAT BELONGS TO DISNEY, SPIRIT, ANASTASIA

FAV. MUSIC AND SONGS AND SINGERS: ALL KINDS OF MUSIC WITH EXCEPTION OF NEW POP WHICH I DESPISE WITH A PASSION, MOSTLY ALL OLD COUNTRY SONGS WITH A SPECIAL SOFT SPOT FOR HANK WILLIAMS, ALLAN JACKSON AND WILLY NELSON, TRADITIONAL GAELIC, OLD CLASSIC ROCK, WARTIME MUSIC MOSTLY SWING, OLD AND NEW ZAZZ AND RHYTHM AND BLUES, FRANK SINATRA,MUSIC FROM SOUNDTRACK OF SONS OF ANARCHY, SAM AND GARFUNKEL, BEATLES, IRON MAIDEN, SKILLET, SCORPIONS , PINK FLOYED, JACK SAVORETTI, SJ TUCKER, ROBERT DOWNY JR. WHISKEY LULLABY, SOLDIERS EYES, ONCE UPON A STREET, ARSONISTS LULLABY, WORK SONG ETC...

COLLECTIONS: BOOK SERIES, CANDLES, PERFUMES

For people that hate stereotypes: If you think people should just shut up and stop (I TOTALLY DO!!!), put this on your profile. (BOLD the ones you are.)

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.

I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.

I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.

I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.

I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm a GIRL, so I must only care about make-up and skirts.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenience store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.

I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST have a "big one".

I'm EGYPTIAN, so I MUST be a TERRORIST!

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A's, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player. (this is for a guy)

I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.

I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.

I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.

I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.

Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.

I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.

I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.

I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.

I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.

I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff.

I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks.

I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.

I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.

I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.

I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.

I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.

I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA.

I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect.

I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black.

I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon

I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.

I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.

I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.

I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.

I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.

I hang out with TEENAGE DRINKERS and SMOKERS, so I MUST smoke and drink too.

I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.

I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.

I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.

I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.

My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.

I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.

I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.

I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.

I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE so I MUST be a whore myself.

I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse.

I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I must be homosexual.

I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.

I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.

I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.

I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.

I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.

I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.

I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep

I'm SCOTTISH so I MUST have ginger hair and wear skirts.

I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.

I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.

I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.

I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.

I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.

I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.

I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.

I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.

I'm an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!

I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.

I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.

I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE

I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser

I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy

I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.

I CHAT, I MUST be having cyber sex.

I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins.

I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan.

I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion.

I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.

I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.

I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.

I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.

I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.

I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.

I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.

I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.

I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY/LESBIAN.

I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.

I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast.

I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish.

I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.

I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.

I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.

I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.

I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s.

I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times.

I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.

I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian.

I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.

I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.

I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.

I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.

I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.

I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist

I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times, then burst into tears at one mistake

I DON’T LIKE to talk about my personal life so I MUST be having problems

I like FIRE so I must be an arsonist.

STOP JUDGING

So I guess after all this you might realize I am not exactly a social butterfly. I tolerate crowds well enough, same with people but I tend to isolate myself and spend time on my own, which even though sounding sad and lonely it is something I find most enjoyable. I have a few good friends with whom I do spend time with but I mostly enjoy quiet. I do not like big social gatherings because I don't really get along with people in general thanks to my cynisism blunt honesty and apparent disinterenst in stupid and meaningless conversations if you can call them that. I've also been told ,and absolutely agree, that from time to time (re: most of the time) I can be quite mean and unsympathetic also insensible, dark and twisted, people's words not mine although I can't help but agree since my minds is kind of a nasty place wihich you most likely see for youselves in some of the stories that I've been looking to publish.

My dream is to become a psychiatrist specializing in trauma and mostly PTSD becuase I believe that every single person who lived through something that caused them severe after affects deserves the chance to get help in order to get back on their feet and be able to say that they have survived. I must admit that I have a soft spot for traumatise children and vets, not becouse I believe in the military but because i believe in the brave peope that recognise the fact that their goverments have messed up real time and are willing to sacrifise their lives while trying to pick up after the goverments, the military and other soldiers whose motives were not as pure as one might imply. I do not condem people based on past actions becouse I strongly believe in second chances and clean new slates. I also do not condem suicide becuse I like to think that even though it is mostly due to desperation people turn to something like that not because they have given up but because they have given in and have reached the personal conclusion that they have reached and passed their limits and are accepting the fact that they can no longer continue. I actually think that it takes a lot of strengh to do something like that and I'd like everyone who calls suicide a sign of weakness to conteplate for even a second how much mental power and emotional pain is needed to make a decision such as taking your own life. I hope that every suicide victim out there is now in peace. However that does not mean I personally think that suicide is the solution. I believe that everyone has a fighting chance of being saved and with the right help can make it possible. Because there is no such thing as a hopeless case it's just that... people are quick to label. And to give up. So they label a persone hopeless and toss them aside without looking at the potential, the good still there. But all, these so called hopeless cases, usually need is someone who will never give up on them.

I would also like to add that if anyone feels like they connect to one of the characters my privet messaging is always open and if you need you can always write to me knowing that I will somehow respond and help or point you to someone who can help you as well and as soon as I can. Because keeping everything in and bottling it up is not going to help you because the more pain you keep inside the more you bleed... How do you people think that you could possibly heal if you just keep sallowing down all the knives that cut you

Anyway enough with the heavy stuff I would like to let you my feauture readers know that English is not my first language so if you notice any mistakes I was hoping that you could let me know and I will do my best to correct them and improve my own relationship with the language. I also speak French and Greek so I would appreciate it if you treated any references in those two languages the same way. on account of other foreign languages I offer my most senciere apologies for butchering your languages but since I will be using our infamous and beloved Google Translate I ask you to bear with me.

About reviews, I really appreciate constractive critisism and any advise you might have. On the other hand if you just review just to say how much you hate the story please don't even bother because I find such behaviors petty and immature. If you don't like it, stop reading it and never revisit it because nobody and certainly not me need to waste time reading meaningless hateful opinions because these are my stories which I write for fun and have no intentions of changing for the sake of some idiotic commentator.

So that's it for now.

Thank you for reading and I hope You have fun