What to say about myself? I'm somewhat of a loner and keeps to myself or my small group of friends. I like it that way...

Even if a love the quiet loneliness I have a talent or curse (decide yourself) that makes me speak much and fast. I love a good discussion with intellectual persons or a fierce debate. So why do I love to be on my own? I find peace in the darkness on my own, like many once bullied children I guess. I still seek the soft comfort of the shadows while angry or sad, it calms me down. Why speak to any other human, they never understood big parts of me.

I fight one part of myself everyday, a faith I think will follow me in life. My friends named the "darker" side of me like a joke. Not many take that part of me seriously.. except me and the ones that has seen me really pissed. Hehe.. (Smile while thinking of fun/embarrassing memories) For some reason think that the mix between sadistic side and my part German legacy has to make my a Nazi! It's quite interesting, but why? I really don't get it but blames it on stereotypes.

I'm Wiccan and practice my religion in solitude. Many of my friends find my religion either strange or interesting, but they has not left me. Only a few people has judged me for my religion, the ones I thought I could trust. My family and relatives which hurts. It took almost a year for my baby sister to look at me the same again.

When the night comes my heart beats faster, my senses awake and the moon affect the blood in my veins. With a hand over my heart I can say that I'm no longer a bullied child, but an older teen with her entire life in front of her feet.

Yes I do believe in faire's