now he was close, tried to domesticate you
But you're an animal, baby it's in your nature

21.06.13

Well fuck, it's been a year. As you can see I was a terribly optimistic fool thinking I'd get it done by August. I'm a turd. No doubt about it. Yes, I'm still working on it while I scour tumblr and slowly become obsessed with One Direction. No seriously, if you don't know who they are, don't look them up, they suck up your life (yes, you Styles, you motherfucker). It's a slow process. I'm going to re-watch Sky High because I've forgotten half of it, and I hope by doing so it'll get me back in the right zone. I write in present tense now, and all of Broken is in past tense. And I've gone back and changed that but, it still doesn't sit well with me. I think I am going to have to just re-write it all. I took down 24k length wise. I think working on it as a re-write it'll clock out possibly at 30k words. Which I know I can do in 2 weeks under the right circumstances. No seriously. I'm going to finish this. It's like a huge weight over my head, it's something I want to be proud of in some way, but fuck man, I'm not going to be one of those writers who leaves something incomplete forever without a fair warning either.

(you know, this profile has entries from the past three-years, and honestly, it looks like a sad fools diary)

21.06.2012

I've taken Broken down. My way of writing has changed over the past year or so. I started writing it three-years ago, back when I didn't know much--didn't even understand the basics of grammar that well. I'm sure a few years down the line I'll probably be looking at the way I write now and cringe a little because I'll have, hopefully, gotten a little better. But for now, I cringe quite a bit when I look at Broken, because a) I know it's a story that has some potential to it, but the writing let's it down, and b) I want to make it better, plot it better and just finish the damn thing. It's been three motherfucking years. I just want it to end, but make it good, too, because it's the very least it deserves. I mean, people still read it, it's my post popular story and I am aware that the Sky High section is filled with utterly shitty stories. For every good story you manage to find--and they are there, you just have to dig back--you'll get a few hundred terrible stories filled with OC's that are terribly written and bizarre audition stuff. I don't want people to look at mine and slump it into that category. So I'mma take it down and work the shit out of it until it's better. Something worth reading. Not this tragically crap piece filled with a million and one metaphors.

16.10.2011

Yes. Another thousand words today. That's 3k in total so far for the next Broken chapter. I'm on track bitches!

15.10.2011

Oh my God. I've written like a thousand words since last night. Wow. That's fucking progress. I think Broken is going to get updated. Maybe by Monday night, or tomorrow.

20.08.2011

Uh. Nothing. I'm editing Broken, though. My writing is utterly ghastly in that story. How I've changed over the year, it's odd.

13.05.2011

I'm alive. Not writing anything though. Well, I'm too fascinated writing Steve/Danny to work on anything else. Only halfway through the next chapter of Broken and it's being difficult. Very difficult. I can't believe I haven't updated this profile in 7 months. Shit.

Can't promise anything. But it seems, Broken continues getting the most hits out of all my stories. I guess people still keep reading it, which, secretly thrills me. I'm gonna try. I will.

04.10.2010

Fuck me, it has been three months since that retarded note underneath this! Where the fuck does time seem to fly off to?

OK.

So.

Yeah.

Well.

I've written 1.5 K words but that's it. It's important that I say that this isn't my main account, it's sort of a secret place where I started writing crap, crap that it turns out people like, but I've been busy writing a Inception WIP hence why I haven't really bothered with Warren and Layla's ongoing depressing saga.

I need to get my arse down and post the next chapter, I must fuckin' do it! Bully me, nag me if you want, (waves at the ones who have already done this) call me lewd names, send me a PM. It seems humiliation is what I need to get down to business. So yeah, I'm working on it. Frankly it's been 1.9 years and only seven chapters have been produced during that relatively looooooooong time.

06.07.2010

I am alive as hard as it is to believe. Have not worked on the latest chapter of Broken at all as I've been on placement, but am now officially working on it. I hope it will be up within a week. I hope!!

I've just re-read my hsm fic, I'm not quite pleased with the first four chapters, it's stupid. It's only the last few chapters that I'm happy with, I think that's where you can see a certain growth, at least towards the right direction. I think the beginning was just experimentation. I'm proud as hell of Broken. I'd already grown enough to not cock it up from the start, so I'm pleased that I can read it without cringing.

Although I must fix the silly errors I've made!

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